Memories cruising through my head, haunting me, chasing me. Memories that I wanted to forget.
Emotions r controllin’ me. My actions. My words.
There is a breeze in the air. A smell, that reminds me of things. Things I was trying to forget.
Feelings, that I used to feel in certain moments are coming back. Feelings I didn’t want to feel again.

You tell yourself you just need a little longer to cope certain things.
But it’s already been a long time.
So you get help and hope.
You hope that you just learn to forget.
And become the old person you used to be. ;)