Happy birthday my best friend
My partner in crime.
My laughter.
My joy.
My life.
My everything.
My beauful sister
My actual biological sister
I love you stay blessed

It felt like a warning to what I feel now
Sad.
And suicidal
With no happiness insight
I just want to be alone

Tired
Alone
I just want to die
And not do it Anymore

One step closer
To my mind exploding

I hate life
I hate myself
Oh how I wish
I would die
And nobody would cry

The man in my head
He says "whenever you hear my voice you come if you don't it would be a very bad outcome"
I didn't
I was sick
So he tortured me
He said I should of died
And that I was worthless
He says I am going to hurt you
Until you wish I stop
But he didn't he lied
He hurt me till the very next day.

I am sleeping
He awakes me
He says I am the ugliest person he's ever met
I say Daddy I am sorry
He says you have to be punished for being so ugly
He hurt me till I cried
Recorded every minute of it
Laughed at my pain
Said ugly people deserve that