You were to take the pain away.
We were not supposed to be a thing. Just a fling to nurse the pain.
For my past has been my foe, he bound me with an iron chain. Oh, how can I restrain.
Heart so pure as snow, and eyes glitters like gold but your love for me can never be returned. For my heart is with another, shackled and bleeds.

I thought it was a crush but now my   Heart is crushed.  
In my silence I've been silenced,
for I am lonely for you only.
The presence of your absence crushes my every senses
but not as much as the thought of your heart being with another.
our love is lost even before it began, guess it's my fate to love you from a distance.
But I never will hate for your happiness awaits.
I wish you blissfulness Tho you leave me emptiness.

Wish I can say I'm okay. That I'm not drowning in my tears. Wish I have a shoulder to cry on, someone   To say it's gonna be alright. Wish I have someone to talk to, to at least listen to me. Wish I'm not all alone, but they all disappeared on me. Wish I could bring myself to talk to those who wanna listen, but I'm too scared Cos its probably gonna be another dead road. Wish promises are kept .......but everyone has got a wish.