Love is nothing short of a lie
Only what you perceive
Tell me why you despise
When you look at me
I see hero’s when I look at all
Fighting for something
Paitiently awaiting deaths call
Your something into nothing
Your fighting ceased to no avail
While I witness the pain
Choking on your last breath
Say my name in vain
Child of abomination
Delusional you are
We all have to love something
Even from afar
Question why you feel this way
As you close your eyes
Suicide attempting failed
Your life was a lie
Let us come together now and think of what we’ve done
Deaths around the corner waiting
With no where left to run

It’s Krazy the things I had to feel and some things I have done
What’s in the past and what is to come
I’ve overcame so much but still have far to go
Forever feels like yesterday and I still feel low
How do I move forward without looking back?
Sometimes I open my eyes don’t see the light but only black
My demons I embrace... I’ve known them all along
Such a challenge to do right but easy to do wrong
Society, people, life seems so far fetched
But dreams and time so out stretched
When my heart feels queasy
I have to realize things are not so easy