Loving you, I see you shine through life everyday. i see you and your precious face, So pale and porcelain, but what i don't understand is how you could be so perfect and i could be so... not. Tragedy happens to the best of us but why does it happen to me? i understand why it happens to you, it is because no one, not even me, is as perfect as you, But what i need to know most is if you can hang on, i need you to believe, i am searching for that perfection within myself, i am so sorry that it took so long, I just don't want you to know me as someone who has wasted your time, i don't want things to end and i don't want you to feel like i am asking a lot out of you, i am so imperfect that i need someone as perfect as you to help me seek the better sides of me, my better sides have never shined around any one but you, even then did i lack the full ability to be your perfect, i can't seem to make things better but i really am trying, i have been trying so hard lately and you saw it, i knew i couldn't lie to you any longer, so i told you the truth, but i numbed you, i hurt you, and that is a side of me that i never ever want to see again, i want to make things better for you, and for myself, I see who you are, I know how fragile you have become, Even though i may not have been myself back then you still saw me, you had faith in me, you told me i was strong, but i wasn't, i was so weak to the point where only time could fix things. I am truly glad though, that i had the courage to tell the truth after so many lies, i was strong and you were stronger, I want to be able to tell you the truth from now on, because you deserve it, you deserve it more than anything in the world, You deserve someone to love you through everything, through thick and thin, although you don't make as many mistakes as i do, you still deserve it, In many ways you will always be more mature than I, but as you should know, I am much more mature than most my age. You will always be my perfection. I will always be your imperfection.