I'll be leaving soon
Do don't worry
Ill be happy soon
So don't cry
I'll write a note.
Don't worry, it's not your fault
I don't belong here
But you do
So don't come looking for me
I'll be gone by the time you read this
I'll be singing and dancing
Watching over you
I promise I'll wait for you
I'll meet you at the gate when it's your time
But it's not your time yet
Now its my time
I must be going
Farewell
I love you mom
I love you dad
I love you brothers and relatives
Please don't cry
Please don't worry
I'll be fine soon
I'll be home
I love you
I'll see you soon

I lay on my bed
Wearing my best dress
I dolled up my hair so pretty
But I'm cold
It's so cold here
Out this far
In this deep
I didn't think I'd be this dark
This lonely
I wish I could take it back...
Put down the razors
Put up the pills
Drain the water
But it's too late now
I'm too far gone
Too far gone to save
I regret it now that I know
I wish I could have held you one last time
Told you I love you
Told you it wasn't because of you that I'm gone
I'm sorry...
But im too far gone to save now

Shut your mouth
Shut your ******* mouth
You don't know me
You don't know what I went through
Or what I go through
Don't talk about me
I hear what you say
Just shut your ******* mouth
I'm not a *****
I'm not disgusting
Im not *******
I'm not what you say I am
You don't know me
Because
Im just me