I ask question that no one care to ask
I will answer those question you’re so curious to know

Instead of reaching to the star I will actually touch them.
Instead of keeping my head up I will use my last ounce of strength to lift the heads of others

I express what I say without words and hope many will follow my actions.
I retrace my steps of the times when I was moving forward.

My only weakness is you not allowing me to help
The only thing I do wrong to you is not showing you enough

If its life that you’re afraid of then why don't you jump in fear?
To face your fear I'm not the one to talk just turn to a mirror and tell that person everything that they want to hear.

Now close your eyes and let what I whisper go through your ear get process in your brain, get tangled with your soul, then bond with your spirit and shatter your thoughts. After that give it some time.

Now open your eyes and tell everyone you what you saw?

When I pray I make sure to keep you in mind.
Every time I get hurt I think of you so my soul can leave my body.

What power you have to slay that demon I’m becoming?
And that so called sword of yours is not only a weapon but an extension of your heart.

I fall deep into yours words and get caught up in your thoughts.
And I become paralyze whenever you touch me then my heart begin to shutdown.

Your warm breath chills when it reaches my cold skin.
And my tears steams before it hits you.

It hurts my eyes to stare at you directly, I guess because of my dark ways.
Sometimes I have to sip my drinks or else I drown in it because I feel overwhelm when I’m near you.

I promise not to let you down in what you work so hard making what we are now
As long you promise not to let me down in what I am trying to become.

YOUR WORDS HAVE BLEACH MY SOUL.
YOU PUT ME TO SLUMBER AND HAVE AWAKEN ANOTHER

WHAT AM I BLINDED BY BECAUSE I SEE NO LIGHT.
I CONSTANTLY ***** MY HANDS FOR I CAN WASH THEM IN YOUR KINDNESS

WHY DO I HEAR YOU WHISPER EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT THERE?
WHY DO YOUR PRESENCE CHANGE MY BREATHING AND WHY DOES IT PULL ME DOWN MORE THAN GRAVITY?

ARE YOU AWARE OF THESE SIGNS, I HOPE IT NOT THAT OBVIOUS?
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU BY MY WEAKNESS OF INFATUATION

I WANT TO BE AROUND YOU LIKE THE SUN IS FOR THE DAY
WARMING UP IS HARD BEING COLD IS EASY BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE NEITHER TO YOU

If I am winter than you are summer, You warm up the heart of everyone while I make them cold and I bring depression.

If I'm the moon then you are the sun, I darken everyone day while you bighten theirs. I make them crazy and you make them sane.

Why are we so opposite what do we have in common, What can you see that I can't see

You stare into the eyes of everyone you talk to while I look away

You open your arms to everyone that need it and I keep mines close and keep my distances

Even though the street may look gray but every step you take the colors from underneath your shoes pave the street

We may be different but we still manage to stay together what can really separate us

Will I exist if I didn't have you or will you exist if you didn't have me

With every existent their an equal opposite

I strain my eyes wide open while your deep in sleep
I stay awake for your nightmare I will keep

Pulling a world of pain away from you is my intent
I have to serve my time to keep you content

As you live on and I get stronger day by day.
Your selfish and petty battles I will risk my life away.

Whatever my body can take and whatever I can prevent.
I always lift my head and the negative thoughts I pent.

Never ask why try not to make sense of your demand  
I only accept your words and do as I’m command

Never be a night never day will your body hit the ground
For this promise I am still bound

I use metaphors and action to explain what I am in the light
Until time is done with us and death swing his blade, only I can do you right

You swear you can see my halo under the sun light.

But I believe it hang on my horn.

Your presence doesn't have any influence over my will.

My feelings for you doesn't equal to the way your is for me.

Your touch are soft and gentle but doesn't mean much to me.

Your love embrace me in every way but I don't deserve it.

I waste my time on giving you something so false because I devour attention without considering you.

When you stare into my eyes you see my soul.

When I stare into yours I see right through you.

I can no longer watch as you take in something that not real and I can no longer watch myself as I continue my guilty ways.

I wonder if I told you the truth who would suffer more me or you?

Sometimes I wonder why my head keep positive but the negative take hold of my body
My heart in the right place but I’m in hell

Doing what benefit her I have to drag this situation
Taking this medication to sacrifice my nature

Short fights, great ***, and some sleep make the next day better

Thing are getting better for her and worse for me
She doesn’t have any worries and I’m so focus on the consequence

You said you can read my soul so tell me what words do you see
Why are you the first to see it when everyone else had to listen for it?

Navigate into my eyes and let me see what you see
I help you aim your hand to reach out so you can connect

Don’t get to close and don’t be afraid I want you to be ready by time not by force
I want you to see me under the right light but I fear that light is dimming

Not knowing if you’re doing too much or too little is never good for the mind
The effects of this situation is working its way from my head to the rest of my system

I’ll sell my soul but I did it in the past I’ll rip out my heart but who would I give it to after you
Moving on would be easy to do too bad moving on would lead me to another you

I understand how it feels to have love in my life
I even accept what it turn me into after all the fights
Start of so well in the beginning that how it get you then put you in a test in the end
My head can never make sense of it, my heart just keep getting scars, and my body walk when thing start to get intense
I can never hate the person that’s involve but just the action between us
After a curtain amount of time another victim I fall in love with and it feels better then what you have
So I can never settle for one person not even two
Past relationships haunts my mind and make me reconsider some future one
but thinking of what wait for me in the future make me want to pursue it more

What you want isn’t the same as what I’m looking for
I push your love aside and go straight to what I desire
I look into my own eyes to seek for something deeper
Also try to abandon my hunger for lust but nothing can stop the real me  
Agreeing to my will give me so much pleasure it feed my pride
So much company the thought of loneliness never come to mind
Don’t blame me for hurting you it just my instincts
If you don’t like the way I treat you why come back for more

You tell me all of your secret, I know everything about you
My horrible habit forcing me to move on

I no longer pay attention to you, their nothing new about you
I’ve done my time with you and it time to let you go

Letting you go made you want me even more
The more of me you want the more intense the rejection

All I do is avoid my eyes when you in sight
The memories sometimes take over and I end up talking to you

I bet you wish for me to crawl on my knees and ask for you back
Reality and fantasy can happened but cannot be mix

Fate had made it clear to me and now your in the list of what I miss
You and I move from one to the next to the next

All I can say is some of them don’t compare

Trying to make this work is sending me to a different direction

When I call your name I usually have someone else in mind.
Every time I come home I aim my frustration and wait for you to start.
  
I know it wrong of me to move on and desire you for my own selfish needs.
And I focus my love to someone else so my lust for you tends to fall back.

When I see the signs of us going at it I feel so pressured to leave.
When I sense the glass of your sanity cracking I only fear that you’re turning back.

I never notice the time and I forget the days when I’m with you.
The days that we are having problems it slow down.

This poem is for a flower that always makes my day.
I trample on other plants because I’m picky.

Roses I grow tired of, its hard for me to hold them with my caring hands
This flower is different its roots reach out to me and its leaves start to blush.

It smiles at me daily but when I smile I can tell it smiling back.
It’s funny how my skin can’t reflect the sun like yours can.

I’ll rather plant you separate in a *** because they don’t deserve to be next to you.

At the end of a long day I enjoy coming to my garden and lie down with that flower.
Stare into the relaxing clouds and whisper to the flower and say man do I love daisies.

Who do you go to if you need someone to talk to?

What do you do beside get anger when you are hurt?

How bad are your past stories to make you distrust everyone.

I can only watch you from a distance because you push everyone back so far.

What pressure me to help you and why am I so afraid to reach out and ask if you need it?

I wonder what I have to use to destroy your shields and how many step I have to take to get close to you and hoping you won't take me for granted.

Everyone can easily see your pain through your skin and they can tell from your reaction how much you suffered

What pains me the most knowing their someone else that experiencing the same thing that you endured

So many times I want to tell you hold on because I'm coming to help you.

So many times I see you cry and but all I can do is walk away because I feel so weak to come to your aide.  

Even when I close my eyes all I can see is your face drowning in yours tears and I keep telling myself how much I want to tell you this

I want to tell you to save your tears for me that way when we meet in person you can rest your head on my chest and tell you to drench my chest with your tears