The truth shall set you free, even though honesty can get you killed; the secret is to not fear death

We have nothing to fear **** the fear that no one cares about the redundant and simple truth of that anymore
People want to be afraid or something because it's all that's left
I don't know but I do
This is the worst poem yet
I ****
I kiss
Mouths and necks
I blow it all on her
Every her in time

We are the ones who are hard to understand
We'll be the last ones in the movie theatre
because the ending scene made us cry
We'll stop to smell the roses
because they deserve to be appreciated
We are the ones who will take the time
to learn what keeps you up at night
We are the ones who will imagine
an entire future of adventures
with the people who show us love

We are the ones who will love you more
than we love ourselves
We will give you our strongest parts
in hopes that we can make things better
We desire to see you become the best you
to make sure that you always feel our love
We crave affection and appreciation
We give a piece of ourselves away every day
sometimes to people who don't deserve it
Our love is easy to take advantage of
and sometimes we don't get back
the love that we give away

When we hurt, we crumble and fall apart
We constantly have to put ourselves back together
We are more fragile than we like to give off
We carry our emotions on our sleeves
Our flaws have the ability to consume us
We aren't afraid to give you the world
but we are afraid to feel unloved
We want you to see what we see
We want you to understand where we're coming from

We are good people with good intentions
We are stronger than we believe
Not everyone can feel the way we feel
We feel too much, too often
We are not hard to love
We are something not everyone knows how to love
But you need to remember that
your worth does not change just because
no one is there to appreciate you, to remind you

You are not any less lovable
You are the most lovable person in the world
You are a light that the world needs
Your kindness is not your weakness
You do not need to change for anyone's acceptance
You do not need to stop giving love
just because you don't get any back
Your heart is the best thing about you

And one day when you least expect it
someone will notice you from across the room
and know exactly how to love you
They will think all of these things are beautiful
They will deserve the love you can give
They will fill the empty space in your heart
But for now, don't stop feeling
We are the ones who feel everything so deeply
We are the ones who can't give up because
We are the ones who will teach the world
how to love

I'm actually feeling really great today, despite yesterday's sad and dramatic events; the pills really do work...over time.
I was on Vyvanse, which is an amphetamine, for a couple years and that stuff made me feel great but I eventually started abusing it a bit and I got really skinny and my teeth almost started falling out and I probably almost died or something. My thoughts were definitely getting more and more horrible and sad or whatever. An knee weigh...too make a long story short, I got sent to the hospital and they made me ween myself of the amps.
Now I'm on Prozac and seer eh quill...because I might have skit sow fray knee ugh or bipolar or both or whatever.
Anyway, the good news is this...I feel like a million bucks today! Got amazing sleep :-) <3 (-:

I would never actually **** myself on purpose but there's been so many times in my life when I wished I had a gun or cyanide pills so I could just end it all very quickly and I don't think I'm alone in this.
I hate when people ask "are you okay?" because people are the reason people are not okay.

Should I close the lid? Should I close the laptop and let it chill for a bit? Maybe having those key-lights on makes it run hotter than it has to. I am learning how to have better and more clear thoughts, I think; maybe not.
Con necks chin fail yer. Yer is the only word that ain’t a word, I guess. iGuess. It’s a new brand from Apple. I wouldn’t mind having a new Apple II GS to play with.
Nemesis is totally insane; he’s always trying to **** Alice, even though he used to be friends with her.

It's raining computers over here!
I basically got motherboards popping out my ***

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