depression is a stage of regret
at least for me
it wouldn't let me be
i got confused right away
and it stayed in my way

I never thought I would see you one last time.
I always thought you would forever be there
to hold and dance all night.
but you have gone somewhere
where I can't find.
the only thing left is the memories you have left behind.
it is sad to say that our paths will no longer align
and it is something I've come to despise
cause you'll no longer be by my side.

We were tossing and laughing at all those stupid little jokes
i never thought it would be the last time i would see you laugh
and the worst part is that i was alright
when you said goodbye and left me at night
you thought i was dreaming of you baby
but between me myself and i,
i knew you would go away and i would be alright
and it felt kinda nice hearing the door slam behind your back
cause i knew that you would never come back.

Since you have left
I'm looking in every corner for you
I'm looking in every tear that I shed for you
I'm looking in every laugh I gave you
I'm looking everywhere I saw you
I am looking for an old Ford Ranger white truck with bumper stickers all over
I am looking and looking and looking
until i finally found you
in a room full of a thousand memories
memories that never left my head
Only there I could kiss you one last time
to say goodbye
as i felt myself cry
because i knew you were never mine.

That day in my car
You turned your back to me
Without uttering a word
While tears fell down my face
You left me like you were in a race
And sadly you won first place

i fell in love
with your smile
with your laugh
with the way you told jokes
with the way you said my name
i don't want to say i fell in love you
because i only met you once
but with that small interaction
i think i fell in love