The cards say wait,
My heart says go.
My mind says resist,
My intuition says no.
I'm running in circles,
I don't know what to follow,
The meanings are wholesome,
But my chest feels hollow.
They say time heals all,
But do I have the time?
How do I not rush it?
I just want to be in our prime.

They say give her space.
They say give her time.
But how do I do that?
Do I pass it with a rhyme?
Will she move on?
Will she find another love?
Where do I find my answers?
Do they come from above?
I'm scared it's not in my favor.
I'm hopeful she loves me the same.
I don't know what to trust.
All I know is my own shame.
I did wrong, I made mistakes
But how do I prove my worth?
I don't know where to turn,
Are my answers here on Earth?
If they are in the stars,
How do I possibly reach?
I don't know how to fly,
I just want the lessons they teach..

What do I know?
What will it be?
Will I get it?
Will I see?
Will I understand,
Or will I break?
Do I give?
Or do I just take?
I want it balanced,
I want it pure,
I want to love you,
I want to endure.
Can you say the same?
What did our time mean?
Our slates may be *****,
But we can wipe it clean.

Way above the mountains,
Soaring through the sky,
Riding the air currents,
She just wants to fly.
Her wings are beautiful,
Her soul is so light,
Her smile is divine,
Her love is so right.
Her heart is so warm,
Her eyes so deep,
She is meant for the world,
Do I take the leap?
My feet are off the ground,
I decided to test my trust,
heart falling through the sky,
does she save it or will it bust?
Only time will tell,
She just wants to fly,
riding the air currents,
Soaring through the sky.
Way above the mountains,
gliding over the sea,
Floating like a butterfly,
stinging like a bee.

Before it all,
It was so dark,
Walking alone,
Then a spark.
What is that?
What's that feel?
My chest is glowing,
Is this real?
It's so warm,
I never want it to go,
My heart is so full,
What do I know?
In an instant,
After it all,
Walking alone,
I've done nothing but fall.

Does she love me?
Does she not?
Does she hate me?
Have I been shot?
How did we get here?
Where did it go wrong?
I know I made mistakes,
I know I'm not strong.
How do I fix it?
Will you ever forgive?
I really did it this time
How do I even live?

What is love?
Is it something from above?
Is it something created or something found?
Is it here forever, or does it leave without a sound?
Is it the same for everyone? or is there an endless amount?
I thought I knew love, but does that even count?
How can I know the real from the not?
I thought I had it all, down to the dot.
Here I am, empty, she doesn't even care.
She is happy as can be, this isn't fair.
I gave my all, my heart, my soul,
This really hurts, man its gonna take a toll..