My dreams are fading
I’m frightened
Will I ever find my cure
Mistaken, I’m waiting
Until I finally hit the floor
Loves fading, I’m haunted
Will I ever find the cure
Mistaken I’m waiting
Just for him
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I need to find my way to escape
I’m lost in my imaginary heaven
Have I finally found the cure?

Love lies best as loves life’s cursed
In loves eyes blessed as loves hearts hurt
Love like this possess our minds first  
As loves like ours our bound to burst
So fear for the best and hope for the worst.

I’m Attempting to balance the look on my face
While Drowning myself in these pills that I take
And Now matter how long I peer from my display case
I know it is better to want you in my head
With No relief from my longing
Because Winter is coming
So don’t bring November
With No warmth from a whisper
You said it’d be better
But I can’t remember...........
What’s even the matter?

Some days it’s too much
I can’t wait but I’m running out of distractions
Who am I now?
I don’t wanna love you
Just don’t forget me like I forgot you
I crave the chemicals
The euphoric illusion of my control
Who am I now?
Everyone thinks they know
Until I change like blinking
Now you see me now you don’t

Reality dawns a rainy day
My world of fantasy now dismay
In my dreams I make you mine
Hold you till the end of time
But when I wake your no longer there
My world is full sorrow and despair
And Reality, like a rushing wind
Destroying my hope, my everything

What’s the difference between
a bridge & a wall?
If your asking me there is no difference at all
I’m running up and down in my mind
Searching for something new to find
There’s nothing here to thrill me or pick me up .So I run up & down that hill
I turn it on and off at will
But if you’ve got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
Though the dark turns and noise
In this wicked litte town

Fever dream
You’re all I need
a fantasy to fall asleep
an obsession to occupy my mind
something to waste my time
Fever Dream never leave
without you I’m stuck in between
a dull lit life of grayish blue
fading memories once of you
where I lived to dream
not dream to sleep
fever dream so sickly sweet