in my head its like a war
as though people are screaming through open  doors
i feel all this pain
but i'm trying to keep sane
i guess i'm the only one to blame
its plane to see how it came to be
this pain dug deep inside of me
that cause this loss of sanity
that spirals out of my head

I wish I could go back in time
To tell my self you will be fine
The heart that breaks that brings you tears
The choices  you make that brings you fears
Through all of this and more to come
I'll tell my self you will be fine

To fade away and yet not see
To breath but not know if it's our last
To know love but not what we need
To have joy but not know time fleets fast
To think but not know action
To fight but know not what for