Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Judas May 2016
All things are made.
Some by craft.
Some by art.
Some by God.
Things can't choose
How they are made.
Some by graft.
Some by draft.
Some by greed.
Lucky are those
Who are made beautiful
And pity for those
Who are not.
Lucky for those
Who are made by gold
And pity for those
Who believe they are.
Judas Mar 2016
Books are meant to be read
Not to be judged
As water to be drunk
Not to be eaten.
Like you,
You deserve to be alive
Not to be dead.
You died for a day
But you lived for years.
Think about it.
It's not worth it.
Judas Jul 2016
Long time ago
When swords were power,
In order to find glory and gold,
The king and his army must travel
Across lands and seas,
Pray to the moon
And talk to the stars.
But this time,
He traveled alone
By his sick horse
And a bended heart.
He didn't find treasures
But a unicorn.
A single-horned mythical creature.
It magically and enchantingly seized him.
He continued to travel with the unicorn.
They flew to the sky,
Climbed mountains,
Dived lakes,
And exchanged moments.
Not long enough,
The horse came back
Better and stronger
As it followed thru his prints.
The king did what was needed to do.
He left the strong unicorn
But wrote a note on a tablet saying:
"a heart may forget but the memories never will".
Judas Mar 2016
No color,
No brush,
No painter,
Can ever paint your dazzling philosophy of life that is written all over your body and soul.
Judas Mar 2016
I was once a seedling
And you were the sun.
You shed me rays for my photosynthesis
As I extended both my cotyledons
And embraced the warmth you had bestowed.
And now I am a forest.
My branches are strong.
My roots are wild. My trunks are big.
And its all because of you
My sun that warms.
Judas Apr 2016
Mars travels towards jupiter
To find places to write about.
Saturn travels towards the sun
To pen about a star
And they collide at the center
They call earth.
They are both alien to the world
And with themselves.
Mars sees beauty in her eyes
And Saturn does the same.
They are bound to like each other.
They feed their bodies with ***
And their souls with poetries.
They love both
But they must always remember
To return to their orbits
In order to bring balance
To the solar system
They call themselves, universe.
Judas Apr 2016
Dance, dance.
Dance your bones
To the beat of the tones.
Scream your tract
To the sound of your moans.
Do not be discouraged everytime
They judge you with crimes.
Ride along like Gin and lime.
Occupy every space.
You are massive.
You matter.
Care less.
Enjoy more.
Elude the things that make you bore.
Judas Apr 2016
Taking chances is a dare devil ride.
Its like riding a roller coaster
Instead of a Ferris wheel.
Ferris wheel is safer than a roller coaster ride.
But the damage is the same
And the excitement is far different.
In a Ferris wheel, you're not flying.
You are in caged.
You are not free.
You will enjoy a coaster, perhaps.
You will feel the air.
As you can scream and shout.
Both are unsafe.
I say you take the coaster.
Its worth the risk.
Judas Apr 2016
I have powers no body knows.
I am a shape shifter.
I can be your father.
I can act like King Kong
Or even like nothing's wrong.

My mind is strong.
I can move things on their own
I can repeat things I have shown.
I can read your mind.
I can judge you at any kind.

I can run smooth and fast.
Faster than forgetting the past.
I can run away with problems
And leave you to solve them.

I can see at far distance.
I can even see my future.
It's rotten and premature.
I have this change inside me.
This is not what I want to be.

I am not a superhero.
And I need one to grow.
I need a hero with real super power
To change myself for the better.
Judas May 2016
Fear is an amazing emotion.
Fear can consume a heart.
It can make you either do good
Or do worse.
It can dwell in someone's mind.
It can cause cancer to one's life
Or strength for some.

Fear resides behind names.
It can cause you to fear more.
Fear dwells behind smells,
Textures,
Sounds,
Forms,
And in almost everything.
It can be seen behind the eyes
Or can be tasted by skin.

Fear can be felt before death
And sometimes,
During life.
People fear of losing
And fear for having more.
It is just so comforting to know
How amazing fear is.
Judas Apr 2016
I can never grow any further
Or go any longer.
I am already stumbling
For there is no future for me.
I am like a sheep.
I exist just to die.
And you on the other hand
My shepherd that guides my way.
Just feed from me
Until you can proceed
And grow up with someone
With future ahead of him.
Judas Jun 2016
You bring forth to me
A jar of melody.
A music, all made
From sweet poetries.

I have it fallen
I have it broken
I have mistaken

And now I spill
My last poetry
As you wish
As you expected it to be.

Though its property
Of fragility
Shan't hold the lines,
I shall continue to spill.

Though its pieces
Turn to debris
I shall always keep it
For I once owned it.
Judas Apr 2016
I played my match
With a tree beside me.
I never could have imagined
It would cause it to burn.
There was fire.
I wasn't afraid.
But instead,
I played with it
With marshmallows
Pinned on my stick.
I too was burnt.
So I fought fire with fire
Until we turned to ashes.
But we are made from ashes.
And we are reborn.
Judas Apr 2016
We talk about pebbles.
We talk about stars.
We talk about constellations
And even about mars.
We were magnificent.
Nevertheless we are.
We do the 'towels and tent'.
We do it great so far.
I am your universe.
A solar system perhaps.
The planets are our fingers
That fill our bold gaps.
Judas Mar 2016
We draw the distance between us closer even the odds are imaginary.
We intersect at such point though we are parallel.
Our lines are right, aren't they?

Time and space make it isometric, real.
Is it actually real?
Or actually a tangential feeling which is only adjacent to the vertex of love?
That I understand not.

Mind over matter I must.
Letting the ratio completely imbalance I fall to the critical values of emotion.
The ***** is steeper. I fall if I don't run.

But I think I might just continue to extend the line wherever it takes me.
It might stop or infinitely endure the constraints it intersects.
Well, the plane is vast.
But oh, the world is small.
None
I
Judas May 2016
I
I

will

A

ways

B

with

U
Judas May 2016
I always wanted to be a writer
So I can express fully what I feel.
I always wanted to be a painter
So I can paint my imagination so real.
I always wanted to be a traveler
So I can explore seas and mountains.
I always wanted to be an astronaut
So I can see the space and stars up close.
I always wanted to be a programmer
So I can see the beauty behind the codes.
I always wanted to be an archaeologist
So I can see things worth discovering.
I always wanted to be a singer
So I can sing the songs I can write.
I always wanted to be a philosopher
So I can impose the ideas I've observed.
Lastly, I always wanted to be with you
So these things I wanted to do
Will be memorable and worthwhile.
Judas May 2016
I am a candle
That emits fire.

My own poetries
Will be the flame
That will always give
Light upon you.

It may consume
Myself and die
But at least for sure
I contributed
Something special
To your life
From my soul.
Judas May 2016
I am but a dust compared to the universe.
I feel so little when he is around.
I am but a light bulb compared to an owl.
I only possess brilliance but not wisdom.
Judas May 2016
I am but a worthless ****.
An idiot.
Stupid.
Worthy of inexistence.

I do nothing but scare.
Hate.
Break.
Wreck.

I pity myself for being like this.
Helpless ****.
Empty egoist.
Hard as ****.

I know I will live in hell.
There is no heaven for me.
I am cursed
And ****** for eternity.
Judas May 2016
If I (
    stay U )
    die.
I (
    ----go
U )
    live.
I <3 U
?ido
Judas Mar 2016
If only I have the wings to fly
I'll surely roam around the world.

If only I have all the confidence to try
I'll definitely find anyone to mold.

If only I have all the money to buy
I'll buy a companion with me to hold.

If only I have all the tears to cry
I'll cry a thousand rivers ten-fold.

If only I have what it takes to be a guy
I should have offered her a ring of gold.

If only I have tried to move on by
I should have never been this cold.
Judas Apr 2016
A silhouette of a man has come.
He knows that I,
A breathless man,
Wants to die.
My soul feels like rotting,
Like it doesn't want to exist.
I don't understand why.
I have people around me.
I am happy.
But sometimes not.
I don't understand the world anymore
Not even myself.
I just want to end all of this
By the grimmer blade
The silhouette has carried.
Judas May 2016
I just want you close.
I wanna hold you forever.

I wanna feel the goosebumps ---
When my shivering hairs stand
Just like how I stand with you
As you reach for my lips,
Tip toeing
(clutching my shoulders)
And I,
Lifting your waist a bit
Supporting your weight.
I can lift you now
Even after this
And for eternity.

I just want you near.
I wanna be with you forever.

I wanna feel your presence ---
When I know even your shadow shows
Just like how I show my love
As you show me your care,
Rubbing my back,
(patting my head)
And I,
Holding you hand
Playing with your fingers.
I can hold you now
Even after this
And until forever.
Judas Jan 2017
I miss putting my soul to pen
Though it is dull,
It might,
But I know I still have it ----
For I believe in my soul.
It will never perish,
Nor age, nor fade,
Nor die.
Judas Mar 2016
I miss those spread out toes that whispers thru the floor.
I mississ those fluffy thighs bouncing as you walk.
I miss that fatty waist that dances like waves.
I miss those sweet seducing ******* peeping out thru your bra.
I miss those short fingers that comprise your velvet hands.
I miss that sweaty neck that holds your beautiful face.
I miss those perfect impurities which I do not care.
I miss those perfect imperfections that make you who you are.
Judas Mar 2016
I will paint just like how I kiss.
My lips as the brush
And your skin as the canvas.
I will paint just like how I ***.
My soul as the color
And your body as the scene.
Judas May 2016
I said I love you.
It's not a question.
So it needs no answer.
But it is more of a stimulus.
Therefore, I need a response.

I said I miss you.
It's not an obligation to say the same.
So you need not to do it.
But it is more of a feeling.
Therefore, show me.

But no matter how you respond,
(by thank you or I love you too)
No matter how you show me,
(by slamming doors or I miss you more)
As long as I never miss a moment
Of telling you these words,
I will be okay. It will be fine.
Judas Apr 2016
I stab death to die itself
To start a new life instead.
But never do I notice
That I killed the man
Myself have known
And leave the ones
I do not know.
Now, the confusion is real.
I feel lonely even I surround myself
With the crowd I know and don't.
I feel foolish in stabbing the man
With my knife that feeds with memories.
Now I do not remember
Who I am and who I am not.
I don't even feel my existence
Anymore somehow.
Judas Apr 2016
I shall undress you.
I shall wear my skin.
I shall feel the warmth of our body
And our sweat shall rejoice.
I shall play with your *******.
I shall play them with my tongue.
And my hands shall explore your wonderland.
Deep within the forest,
Deep within the cave.
I shall touch them lightly
With my fingers touching it slightly.
Your goosebumps shall not stop me.
Not even your moans,
Not even your scratches,
Not even your shaking knees.
Judas Apr 2016
I want to paint ******.
Its figure and form.
Its meaning and ways.
I'll start with dipping my brush
Into your bucket
With the wet hues of scented pink.
And let me borrow your skin
To be my canvas.
I'll lighten my fingers
Just to slightly touch the surface
Of your sumptuous curves
And take a stroke to your mouth.
Then I'll never stop dipping.
Not until all colors are painted
To your soul.
Judas Apr 2016
I ask her if I'm amazing
And she answers yes.
I ask her if I write good poems
And she answers yes.

She seems not to see my down side.
She seems like seeing me perfect.
I ask her to criticize me
And she answers, "how"?

She undress herself to explain everything
And I say,
"you being naked won't explain anything.
It would just push me to write more poetries".

Then I write while we ***
My pen in her body
And her skin as the paper
And our world as the poem.

We write it together
To the best of our abilities.
Judas Mar 2016
I, an unskilled poet who seems not to understand poetry,
Write words of love and praise
Of your ageless beauty.

I am no Shakespeare nor Beethoven.
My verses are child's play compared to his sonnets.
So as the melody I make ---
A shame in his presence.

But how could I seize myself to write
If your eyes stare at mine;
As I see your soul drift
to the river of boundless stars?

I'll let my mind see and my hand talk.
I will not wilt as legends will not be forgotten.
I, an unskilled poet of an ordinary presence,
Continue to write words of love and praise of your timeless existence.
Judas Mar 2016
Kisses under the moonlight.
Oh they taste even sweeter
As my lips touches yours.
How often do I dream of this moment?
My dear, it's always.
Pour me another glass of your delight---
The delightful warmth of your arms.
They envelop me with such tenderness
Under the cloudy, starless evening sky.
I hear your heartbeat drums
A song a nightingale sings at night.
A fine melody it brings my ears can't hear
But my heart can feel.
Judas May 2016
Life is always full of opposites.

Love, hate
Hot, cold
Sag, soar
Either, nor

Early, late
Fine, bold
Surface, core
Rich, poor.

Choice, fate
Leave, hold
Close, door
Less, and more.
Judas Oct 2016
Life treats me kind.
This isn't what I expect.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I guess, I know.

My life tastes like wine
It gets better as it ages.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I know.
Judas Apr 2016
Like I am a summer sea
That stretches thru the ocean
And touches the fine sands.

I can be cold in the mid-summer sun
Or can be warm in the mid-summer night.

The summer sea I am
That can bathe you much
With you soaking less.
Judas Apr 2016
I have been telling myself
To go to mars
So that no one knows me.
I have been wanting
To go to places
I do not know
Where I can only see stars
To guide me.
The stars showed me paths
Right into your eyes.
There I am lost.
But I want it anyway
To be lost in a maze
With you.
Judas Mar 2016
Are you busy eating and you don't have time to drink?
Are you busy driving and you don't have time to gas up?
Are you busy talking and you don't have time to breathe?
Time is actually not a scarce resource.
If you don't have time, then make time.
Judas Mar 2016
Do you feel it?
Do you feel me?
Do you love it?
Tell me.
Tell me how much you like it.
I love you.
And I wanna do this to you.
I want us to this everyday.
Hmmm.
Judas Mar 2016
Life is a multiple of happiness and pain
And is divisible by dreams;
The integral of experiences,
And the absolute value of love.
It is the factorial of norms,
And expansion of lies;
The negative reciprocal of death
And the union of real and imaginary
------complex.
Judas Jul 2016
I walk on a beach at noon
And find myself wishing.
I think there are no falling stars,
Only at night.

She will never come back.

I see a starfish and pick it.
Then I just play pretend
That it can grant wishes.
It never happens.

I was so young then.

Wishing is for children.
Hoping is naive
But accepting is reasonable.
Now, I accept it.

She will never come back.
Judas Mar 2016
It is okay to feel pain sometimes.
It is okay to even cry sometimes.
For pain needs to be felt
And tears need to flow.

It is okay to hate the world sometimes.
It is okay to even rest sometimes.
For the world is full of lies
And lies are part of life.

Problem is universal.
It is inevitable.
It's a test for suicidals.
But not for strong people.

It is okay to think sometimes.
It is okay to be weak sometimes.
For in thinking you find answers
And for being weak you find strength.

Problem is universal.
It is not only you.
Let it not ruin your potential.
Let it not drive you.
Judas Apr 2016
Red.
I was nothing, you said.
Orange.
I like you, it's strange.
Yellow.
And we let it grow.
Green.
We love what we've seen.
Blue.
I know it was true.
Indigo.
But I let it go.
Violet.
'cause it was wrong, I bet.
Rainbow.
It is love we borrow.
Judas Apr 2016
Inside the summer tent we built
Were two souls with nothing but towels
Served as sheets to escape
Not only the coldness of the wind
But also the warmth of each other.
We laid ourselves with no boundaries
With me covering my lower half
And you covering more.
I exposed myself more and you less.
But you were beautiful nevertheless.
Judas Mar 2016
I walk along the coast
As mid-summer sun roasts
My skin to golden brown
With my sheets burning down.
My footprints on the sand
Are washed away by the ocean
Visiting the land thru trough and crest
Together with the treasured chests.
Waves are coming back and forth
From south, east, west, and north.
From all directions my footprints are gone
Until with walking, I'm finally done.
I could have made a sand castle.
It could have made a good battle
Against the summer waves that flush
My little footprints in a rush.
Judas Mar 2016
I love taking pictures of you taking pictures of me.
I love it when the flash shows your sweet serenity.
These shots never lie how we see each other.
I love us taking pictures of us together.
Judas Mar 2016
We extend the line wherever it takes us.
It takes us to the paradise you never imagined.
So am I.
Laughs, hugs, kisses.
Everything is a bit imaginary but real.
Yes, complex.
I expect this would end.
But I never imagined it too soon.
I guess the line takes us to the end.
Our line is not perpendicular any more, not right.
We are absolutely parallel yet we intersect.
I guess the plane is not that vast.
We have connected our dots.
But now, the segment ends.
I just never imagine this too soon.
I hate this part right here.
But you wish too.
Judas Mar 2016
I, the king, have conquered many kingdoms.
I’ve won the hearts of my friends,
Countrymen, my queen.
I declare myself a victor of everything.
Yet, not a victor of everyone.

A war has come.
She’s brave, wonderful, and exquisite.
Swords clash as spears wage day and night.
I planned my attacks but to no avail.
I’m trapped by my own knives and nets.

An unexpected arrow has pierced through my heart.
I do not bleed, I do not die.
For my armor is built with conviction and confusion.
But soon, for sure, I’ll feel pain for it is inevitable.

I’m fighting a losing battle.
A war not to determine who is stronger, braver
But a war of decisions and sacrifices.
I, the king, have conquered many kingdoms
But I’ve never conquered her heart.
Judas Apr 2016
Mr. Jonny is obsessed with puppets.
He sees everyone to be the thing
He is fond of --- Puppets
He is good in moving his fingers.
He is good in manipulating others.
When he moves his thumb,
Everything is okay or dumb
When he moves his pointing finger,
You should be in a 'coma-state-fear'
And someone is ****** up
When he raises the middle up.
His ring finger is sometimes naked
And his little one is wicked
That makes promises fulfilled
Only when needed.
And remember my friend
That was only his one hand.
Next page