I miss putting my soul to pen
Though it is dull,
It might,
But I know I still have it ----
For I believe in my soul.
It will never perish,
Nor age, nor fade,
Nor die.

Life treats me kind.
This isn't what I expect.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I guess, I know.

My life tastes like wine
It gets better as it ages.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I know.

Your body is a chariot,
Of Gods and kings,
Of powerful and almighty.

But I don't envy them,
I don't count how many had riden.
It doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter how many hands had held your hand,
Or had combed your hair,
Or how many lips had touched yours,
Or how many arms had embraced you.

Your body is indeed a chariot,
And our souls as the diesel.
Without each other we can't go far.
For as long as I am the last passenger,
Your chariot shall never be wrecked
For our souls are infinite,
Thus, my darling,
No bumpy roads we cannot pass.

You are the earth.
Your soil is a fertilizer itself.
Everything grows.
Just like how my feelings grow
Whenever I'm with you.

The heart of your ocean,
I always see magnificence to it.
Though it's deep and dreadful,
I always wanted to reach the bottom.

Your trees are amazing.
I am lost within the wildness of your forests,
Within the maze of your ruins.
But It's okay anyway.
It is your maze, therefore
The only end is to be with you.

I am just the moon distantly looking at you.
You are the earth.
I revolve around you.
You are my world.

I walk on a beach at noon
And find myself wishing.
I think there are no falling stars,
Only at night.

She will never come back.

I see a starfish and pick it.
Then I just play pretend
That it can grant wishes.
It never happens.

I was so young then.

Wishing is for children.
Hoping is naive
But accepting is reasonable.
Now, I accept it.

She will never come back.

Long time ago
When swords were power,
In order to find glory and gold,
The king and his army must travel
Across lands and seas,
Pray to the moon
And talk to the stars.
But this time,
He traveled alone
By his sick horse
And a bended heart.
He didn't find treasures
But a unicorn.
A single-horned mythical creature.
It magically and enchantingly seized him.
He continued to travel with the unicorn.
They flew to the sky,
Climbed mountains,
Dived lakes,
And exchanged moments.
Not long enough,
The horse came back
Better and stronger
As it followed thru his prints.
The king did what was needed to do.
He left the strong unicorn
But wrote a note on a tablet saying:
"a heart may forget but the memories never will".

You bring forth to me
A jar of melody.
A music, all made
From sweet poetries.

I have it fallen
I have it broken
I have mistaken

And now I spill
My last poetry
As you wish
As you expected it to be.

Though its property
Of fragility
Shan't hold the lines,
I shall continue to spill.

Though its pieces
Turn to debris
I shall always keep it
For I once owned it.

I said I love you.
It's not a question.
So it needs no answer.
But it is more of a stimulus.
Therefore, I need a response.

I said I miss you.
It's not an obligation to say the same.
So you need not to do it.
But it is more of a feeling.
Therefore, show me.

But no matter how you respond,
(by thank you or I love you too)
No matter how you show me,
(by slamming doors or I miss you more)
As long as I never miss a moment
Of telling you these words,
I will be okay. It will be fine.

If I (
    stay U )
    die.
I (
    ----go
U )
    live.
I <3 U
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We are like a fictional work of art.
We are the two characters of a short story
But everytime I'm with you in a setting
The world just becomes so epic
Despite we only opened few of our chapters.

Our actions sometimes rise
Which lead us to immortal conflicts
Which then result to drama.
If we were not strong enough,
We would have concluded into a tragedy.

We exchange unscripted lines
That battles that of Shakespeare's plays.
And thru our passionate kisses
Our names become legends
And our souls become the magic of poetries.

Fear is an amazing emotion.
Fear can consume a heart.
It can make you either do good
Or do worse.
It can dwell in someone's mind.
It can cause cancer to one's life
Or strength for some.

Fear resides behind names.
It can cause you to fear more.
Fear dwells behind smells,
Textures,
Sounds,
Forms,
And in almost everything.
It can be seen behind the eyes
Or can be tasted by skin.

Fear can be felt before death
And sometimes,
During life.
People fear of losing
And fear for having more.
It is just so comforting to know
How amazing fear is.

I just want you close.
I wanna hold you forever.

I wanna feel the goosebumps ---
When my shivering hairs stand
Just like how I stand with you
As you reach for my lips,
Tip toeing
(clutching my shoulders)
And I,
Lifting your waist a bit
Supporting your weight.
I can lift you now
Even after this
And for eternity.

I just want you near.
I wanna be with you forever.

I wanna feel your presence ---
When I know even your shadow shows
Just like how I show my love
As you show me your care,
Rubbing my back,
(patting my head)
And I,
Holding you hand
Playing with your fingers.
I can hold you now
Even after this
And until forever.

When a heartless wages war,
He will always win.

He, who is heartless, will rip chests;
Drinks blood;
While singing ballads
Leaving the claws
Deep thru the rib cage.

He, who is heartless, will never be afraid
For he has nothing to lose.
He is famished with games.
Even immortals shall fear
His ****** skills.

He, who is heartless, will always win.
Though scarred and scared,
Knows to surf his soul away
From the extravagant currents
And unexpected wave torments.

When a heartless wages war,
He will always win.

I will always win.

Life is always full of opposites.

Love, hate
Hot, cold
Sag, soar
Either, nor

Early, late
Fine, bold
Surface, core
Rich, poor.

Choice, fate
Leave, hold
Close, door
Less, and more.

The seed I planted grew.
It grew strong.
Its roots anchored deep to the ground.
It sprang off a cloud of leaves.

A storm had come.
Thunderclaps shook the land.
Lightning hit the trunk.
Strong wind slapped the branches.

The leaves withered,
Fell,
I can't tell.

But the tree is not dead yet I know.
Not until all leaves fall.

I am but a dust compared to the universe.
I feel so little when he is around.
I am but a light bulb compared to an owl.
I only possess brilliance but not wisdom.

I am but a worthless ****.
An idiot.
Stupid.
Worthy of inexistence.

I do nothing but scare.
Hate.
Break.
Wreck.

I pity myself for being like this.
Helpless ****.
Empty egoist.
Hard as ****.

I know I will live in hell.
There is no heaven for me.
I am cursed
And ****** for eternity.

You Maria, my Maria.
I miss you like the drought miss the rain.
Everyday my chest screams your immortal name.

You Maria, my Maria.
These words can't explain the unexplainable ---
The happiness you've brought without reason.

You Maria, my Maria,
Is sweet like dandelions standing alone
Noticeable and deserving to be plucked.

Let me love you Maria, my Maria.

You Maria, my Maria.
I miss you like the drought miss the rain.
Everyday my chest screams your immortal name.

You Maria, my Maria.
These words can't explain the unexplainable ---
The happiness you've brought without reason.

You Maria, my Maria,
Is sweet like dandelions standing alone
Noticeable and deserving to be plucked.

Let me love you Maria, my Maria.

We are in a car driving fast.
We've been driving to different places.
We've been to seas, parks, and mars.
We even travelled past the stars.

We are in a car driving fast.
We don't even stop on red light.
We drive without license and permit
But cops don't bother anyway.

Because we are in a car driving fast.
Stop, caution, go, they don't matter.
As long as I can smell your sweet scent
Right beside me on the front seat.

We are in a car driving fast.
Fast enough for me to forget my name
And get lost in the long road
Because my eyes are not on it,

But on you
As we drive fast in the car.

You are the home where I can stay.

Your arms are my fireplace
Where I can feel warm
Whenever it rains.

You, being proud of me,
Are my clothes I can always wear.

Your love is the water
That keeps me alive
And the food that feeds my soul.

I wake up minutes before the alarm.
And think to get off out of bed in a flash
To prepare things and wear my charm
And go to work and paid with cash.

But my body defies to move such haste
And thinks that I think it's just a waste
Cause I'm tired of this daily routine ---
A loop directing to where I've been.

Then I'm thinking of weird things.
Like jumping from the roof of the tallest building.
I can think I'm a little bit crazy
But I know I'm not cause I'm doing it daily.

Oh! It's already past nine in the morning
And the situation's got boring.
I need to accommodate my daily routine
And do the loop of time again.

You are like a flute that makes music
Everytime I touch my lips with yours
And as I fill my fingers to each of your holes,
Your tone rises and my ears are pleased.
When I blow hard,
You scream loud.
And I shall whisper to your mouth
For you not to make a sound.
We can play a song together.
Now,
How can we play without each other?

I can never grow any further
Or go any longer.
I am already stumbling
For there is no future for me.
I am like a sheep.
I exist just to die.
And you on the other hand
My shepherd that guides my way.
Just feed from me
Until you can proceed
And grow up with someone
With future ahead of him.

A silhouette of a man has come.
He knows that I,
A breathless man,
Wants to die.
My soul feels like rotting,
Like it doesn't want to exist.
I don't understand why.
I have people around me.
I am happy.
But sometimes not.
I don't understand the world anymore
Not even myself.
I just want to end all of this
By the grimmer blade
The silhouette has carried.

I'm seeing a shadow
With a gun in his hand.
I'm scared and terrified
Cause it might just blow.
I think he decides
Not to blow his head
When he throws the gun
And get a knife instead.
It is raining a lot
With thunderclaps so loud
And the room is dark.
The feeling is horrible
Cause I am alone that night.

Taking chances is a dare devil ride.
Its like riding a roller coaster
Instead of a Ferris wheel.
Ferris wheel is safer than a roller coaster ride.
But the damage is the same
And the excitement is far different.
In a Ferris wheel, you're not flying.
You are in caged.
You are not free.
You will enjoy a coaster, perhaps.
You will feel the air.
As you can scream and shout.
Both are unsafe.
I say you take the coaster.
Its worth the risk.

Mars travels towards jupiter
To find places to write about.
Saturn travels towards the sun
To pen about a star
And they collide at the center
They call earth.
They are both alien to the world
And with themselves.
Mars sees beauty in her eyes
And Saturn does the same.
They are bound to like each other.
They feed their bodies with ***
And their souls with poetries.
They love both
But they must always remember
To return to their orbits
In order to bring balance
To the solar system
They call themselves, universe.

I have powers no body knows.
I am a shape shifter.
I can be your father.
I can act like King Kong
Or even like nothing's wrong.

My mind is strong.
I can move things on their own
I can repeat things I have shown.
I can read your mind.
I can judge you at any kind.

I can run smooth and fast.
Faster than forgetting the past.
I can run away with problems
And leave you to solve them.

I can see at far distance.
I can even see my future.
It's rotten and premature.
I have this change inside me.
This is not what I want to be.

I am not a superhero.
And I need one to grow.
I need a hero with real super power
To change myself for the better.

I have tasted the sweetest cherry.
I searched for it my whole teenage life
And I have found it just in front of me.
I have found it on your lips.
But you were gone.
I have walked the earth again
Just to taste a kiss from you.
The moon witnessed how we closed our eyes
As our lips indulged amidst our tongue intertwining.
It was heaven and I wanna feel it again.
And I want the moon to be there
Along with the stars to witness
How your lips touch mine
For the second time.

You fill my pen with ink
For me to write things I couldn't
And to show the other me
Thru the empty sheets of myself.

You are the lampshade
That lights up my canvas
For me to write instead of paint
As you to be my subject.

Now, show me yourself naked
And I can paint you even without colors.
Wear your best dress,
that is your self,
and I can make poetries until eternity.

At least I can repay you
Not with money but with poems
Penned from the sheets of my heart,
Written from the depths of my soul.

I ask her if I'm amazing
And she answers yes.
I ask her if I write good poems
And she answers yes.

She seems not to see my down side.
She seems like seeing me perfect.
I ask her to criticize me
And she answers, "how"?

She undress herself to explain everything
And I say,
"you being naked won't explain anything.
It would just push me to write more poetries".

Then I write while we ***
My pen in her body
And her skin as the paper
And our world as the poem.

We write it together
To the best of our abilities.

I have been telling myself
To go to mars
So that no one knows me.
I have been wanting
To go to places
I do not know
Where I can only see stars
To guide me.
The stars showed me paths
Right into your eyes.
There I am lost.
But I want it anyway
To be lost in a maze
With you.

Mr. Jonny is obsessed with puppets.
He sees everyone to be the thing
He is fond of --- Puppets
He is good in moving his fingers.
He is good in manipulating others.
When he moves his thumb,
Everything is okay or dumb
When he moves his pointing finger,
You should be in a 'coma-state-fear'
And someone is ****** up
When he raises the middle up.
His ring finger is sometimes naked
And his little one is wicked
That makes promises fulfilled
Only when needed.
And remember my friend
That was only his one hand.

Dance, dance.
Dance your bones
To the beat of the tones.
Scream your tract
To the sound of your moans.
Do not be discouraged everytime
They judge you with crimes.
Ride along like Gin and lime.
Occupy every space.
You are massive.
You matter.
Care less.
Enjoy more.
Elude the things that make you bore.