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2.6k · May 2016
We Are In A Car Driving Fast
Judas May 2016
We are in a car driving fast.
We've been driving to different places.
We've been to seas, parks, and mars.
We even travelled past the stars.

We are in a car driving fast.
We don't even stop on red light.
We drive without license and permit
But cops don't bother anyway.

Because we are in a car driving fast.
Stop, caution, go, they don't matter.
As long as I can smell your sweet scent
Right beside me on the front seat.

We are in a car driving fast.
Fast enough for me to forget my name
And get lost in the long road
Because my eyes are not on it,

But on you
As we drive fast in the car.
1.2k · May 2016
When A Heartless Wages War
Judas May 2016
When a heartless wages war,
He will always win.

He, who is heartless, will rip chests;
Drinks blood;
While singing ballads
Leaving the claws
Deep thru the rib cage.

He, who is heartless, will never be afraid
For he has nothing to lose.
He is famished with games.
Even immortals shall fear
His ****** skills.

He, who is heartless, will always win.
Though scarred and scared,
Knows to surf his soul away
From the extravagant currents
And unexpected wave torments.

When a heartless wages war,
He will always win.

I will always win.
754 · May 2016
I Just Want You Close
Judas May 2016
I just want you close.
I wanna hold you forever.

I wanna feel the goosebumps ---
When my shivering hairs stand
Just like how I stand with you
As you reach for my lips,
Tip toeing
(clutching my shoulders)
And I,
Lifting your waist a bit
Supporting your weight.
I can lift you now
Even after this
And for eternity.

I just want you near.
I wanna be with you forever.

I wanna feel your presence ---
When I know even your shadow shows
Just like how I show my love
As you show me your care,
Rubbing my back,
(patting my head)
And I,
Holding you hand
Playing with your fingers.
I can hold you now
Even after this
And until forever.
740 · Mar 2016
Summer Waves And Footprints
Judas Mar 2016
I walk along the coast
As mid-summer sun roasts
My skin to golden brown
With my sheets burning down.
My footprints on the sand
Are washed away by the ocean
Visiting the land thru trough and crest
Together with the treasured chests.
Waves are coming back and forth
From south, east, west, and north.
From all directions my footprints are gone
Until with walking, I'm finally done.
I could have made a sand castle.
It could have made a good battle
Against the summer waves that flush
My little footprints in a rush.
739 · Apr 2016
Summer Tent And Towels
Judas Apr 2016
Inside the summer tent we built
Were two souls with nothing but towels
Served as sheets to escape
Not only the coldness of the wind
But also the warmth of each other.
We laid ourselves with no boundaries
With me covering my lower half
And you covering more.
I exposed myself more and you less.
But you were beautiful nevertheless.
715 · Apr 2016
I Want To Paint Orgasm
Judas Apr 2016
I want to paint ******.
Its figure and form.
Its meaning and ways.
I'll start with dipping my brush
Into your bucket
With the wet hues of scented pink.
And let me borrow your skin
To be my canvas.
I'll lighten my fingers
Just to slightly touch the surface
Of your sumptuous curves
And take a stroke to your mouth.
Then I'll never stop dipping.
Not until all colors are painted
To your soul.
665 · May 2016
I Said I Love You
Judas May 2016
I said I love you.
It's not a question.
So it needs no answer.
But it is more of a stimulus.
Therefore, I need a response.

I said I miss you.
It's not an obligation to say the same.
So you need not to do it.
But it is more of a feeling.
Therefore, show me.

But no matter how you respond,
(by thank you or I love you too)
No matter how you show me,
(by slamming doors or I miss you more)
As long as I never miss a moment
Of telling you these words,
I will be okay. It will be fine.
643 · May 2016
There Is A Granite
Judas May 2016
There is a granite
Washed in the mountain of stones.
He thinks he is mighty
Because he is unique from others.
He rejoices.
He laughs.
He acts tough and rough.
Then miners came.
They mine.
They dig.
They quarry.
They polish the stones
And they become diamonds.
Then it's the granite's time
To show his brilliance.
But he overheard
When the miners said, "what a waste".
Then they throw the granite
Along with the insignificant debris
And die a pitiful death.
619 · May 2016
Fear Is An Amazing Emotion
Judas May 2016
Fear is an amazing emotion.
Fear can consume a heart.
It can make you either do good
Or do worse.
It can dwell in someone's mind.
It can cause cancer to one's life
Or strength for some.

Fear resides behind names.
It can cause you to fear more.
Fear dwells behind smells,
Textures,
Sounds,
Forms,
And in almost everything.
It can be seen behind the eyes
Or can be tasted by skin.

Fear can be felt before death
And sometimes,
During life.
People fear of losing
And fear for having more.
It is just so comforting to know
How amazing fear is.
610 · Mar 2016
The Prostitute And I
Judas Mar 2016
In the dark alley along the avenue,
I saw a girl, I think she's new.
I went to her and ask her so.
She told me she was, now that's my cue.

I asked her, "how much are you"?
She said, "I'm free for now, I've a promo".
"And why is that?", I asked her again.
"I'm broke so I could forget this pain".

I grabbed her arms and got in the car.
Drove in speed from the place to the bar.
And then went out after a glass of beer
And drove with me with no trace of fear.

Together she's not a *******
And I, not a customer in pursuit.
She's broken and so am I.
I'll be happy tonight before I'll die.
Judas May 2016
We are like a fictional work of art.
We are the two characters of a short story
But everytime I'm with you in a setting
The world just becomes so epic
Despite we only opened few of our chapters.

Our actions sometimes rise
Which lead us to immortal conflicts
Which then result to drama.
If we were not strong enough,
We would have concluded into a tragedy.

We exchange unscripted lines
That battles that of Shakespeare's plays.
And thru our passionate kisses
Our names become legends
And our souls become the magic of poetries.
581 · Mar 2016
Geometric Love Affair
Judas Mar 2016
We draw the distance between us closer even the odds are imaginary.
We intersect at such point though we are parallel.
Our lines are right, aren't they?

Time and space make it isometric, real.
Is it actually real?
Or actually a tangential feeling which is only adjacent to the vertex of love?
That I understand not.

Mind over matter I must.
Letting the ratio completely imbalance I fall to the critical values of emotion.
The ***** is steeper. I fall if I don't run.

But I think I might just continue to extend the line wherever it takes me.
It might stop or infinitely endure the constraints it intersects.
Well, the plane is vast.
But oh, the world is small.
None
542 · May 2016
You Maria, My Maria
Judas May 2016
You Maria, my Maria.
I miss you like the drought miss the rain.
Everyday my chest screams your immortal name.

You Maria, my Maria.
These words can't explain the unexplainable ---
The happiness you've brought without reason.

You Maria, my Maria,
Is sweet like dandelions standing alone
Noticeable and deserving to be plucked.

Let me love you Maria, my Maria.
Judas Mar 2016
I miss those spread out toes that whispers thru the floor.
I mississ those fluffy thighs bouncing as you walk.
I miss that fatty waist that dances like waves.
I miss those sweet seducing ******* peeping out thru your bra.
I miss those short fingers that comprise your velvet hands.
I miss that sweaty neck that holds your beautiful face.
I miss those perfect impurities which I do not care.
I miss those perfect imperfections that make you who you are.
Judas Mar 2016
We extend the line wherever it takes us.
It takes us to the paradise you never imagined.
So am I.
Laughs, hugs, kisses.
Everything is a bit imaginary but real.
Yes, complex.
I expect this would end.
But I never imagined it too soon.
I guess the line takes us to the end.
Our line is not perpendicular any more, not right.
We are absolutely parallel yet we intersect.
I guess the plane is not that vast.
We have connected our dots.
But now, the segment ends.
I just never imagine this too soon.
I hate this part right here.
But you wish too.
514 · Apr 2016
From Pebbles To Stars
Judas Apr 2016
We talk about pebbles.
We talk about stars.
We talk about constellations
And even about mars.
We were magnificent.
Nevertheless we are.
We do the 'towels and tent'.
We do it great so far.
I am your universe.
A solar system perhaps.
The planets are our fingers
That fill our bold gaps.
510 · May 2016
I Am A Candle
Judas May 2016
I am a candle
That emits fire.

My own poetries
Will be the flame
That will always give
Light upon you.

It may consume
Myself and die
But at least for sure
I contributed
Something special
To your life
From my soul.
504 · May 2016
You Maria, My Maria
Judas May 2016
You Maria, my Maria.
I miss you like the drought miss the rain.
Everyday my chest screams your immortal name.

You Maria, my Maria.
These words can't explain the unexplainable ---
The happiness you've brought without reason.

You Maria, my Maria,
Is sweet like dandelions standing alone
Noticeable and deserving to be plucked.

Let me love you Maria, my Maria.
498 · May 2016
I Am But A Worthless Scum
Judas May 2016
I am but a worthless ****.
An idiot.
Stupid.
Worthy of inexistence.

I do nothing but scare.
Hate.
Break.
Wreck.

I pity myself for being like this.
Helpless ****.
Empty egoist.
Hard as ****.

I know I will live in hell.
There is no heaven for me.
I am cursed
And ****** for eternity.
489 · Jun 2016
Final Poem For Her
Judas Jun 2016
You bring forth to me
A jar of melody.
A music, all made
From sweet poetries.

I have it fallen
I have it broken
I have mistaken

And now I spill
My last poetry
As you wish
As you expected it to be.

Though its property
Of fragility
Shan't hold the lines,
I shall continue to spill.

Though its pieces
Turn to debris
I shall always keep it
For I once owned it.
487 · Apr 2016
Lost In A Maze
Judas Apr 2016
I have been telling myself
To go to mars
So that no one knows me.
I have been wanting
To go to places
I do not know
Where I can only see stars
To guide me.
The stars showed me paths
Right into your eyes.
There I am lost.
But I want it anyway
To be lost in a maze
With you.
Judas May 2016
Life is always full of opposites.

Love, hate
Hot, cold
Sag, soar
Either, nor

Early, late
Fine, bold
Surface, core
Rich, poor.

Choice, fate
Leave, hold
Close, door
Less, and more.
426 · Apr 2016
I Shall Undress You
Judas Apr 2016
I shall undress you.
I shall wear my skin.
I shall feel the warmth of our body
And our sweat shall rejoice.
I shall play with your *******.
I shall play them with my tongue.
And my hands shall explore your wonderland.
Deep within the forest,
Deep within the cave.
I shall touch them lightly
With my fingers touching it slightly.
Your goosebumps shall not stop me.
Not even your moans,
Not even your scratches,
Not even your shaking knees.
421 · May 2016
Who Am I?
Judas May 2016
Who am I?
I am a person who lacks self esteem.
Thus I am hungry for confidence.
I am a person who denies my existence.
Thus I am thirsty for appreciation.
I am a person who doesn't want trouble.
Thus I hate the concept of hate.
I am a person who carelessly enjoys life.
Thus I stumble down to be happy.
I am a person who is satisfied with poems.
Thus I love reading and making them.
I am a person who cries when lonely.
Thus I defy staying home alone.
I am a person who has the will to choose.
Thus I am defined by my own choices.
420 · Jul 2016
A Unicorn In My Stead
Judas Jul 2016
Long time ago
When swords were power,
In order to find glory and gold,
The king and his army must travel
Across lands and seas,
Pray to the moon
And talk to the stars.
But this time,
He traveled alone
By his sick horse
And a bended heart.
He didn't find treasures
But a unicorn.
A single-horned mythical creature.
It magically and enchantingly seized him.
He continued to travel with the unicorn.
They flew to the sky,
Climbed mountains,
Dived lakes,
And exchanged moments.
Not long enough,
The horse came back
Better and stronger
As it followed thru his prints.
The king did what was needed to do.
He left the strong unicorn
But wrote a note on a tablet saying:
"a heart may forget but the memories never will".
408 · Mar 2016
Because Of You
Judas Mar 2016
I was once a seedling
And you were the sun.
You shed me rays for my photosynthesis
As I extended both my cotyledons
And embraced the warmth you had bestowed.
And now I am a forest.
My branches are strong.
My roots are wild. My trunks are big.
And its all because of you
My sun that warms.
407 · Oct 2016
Life Treats Me Kind
Judas Oct 2016
Life treats me kind.
This isn't what I expect.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I guess, I know.

My life tastes like wine
It gets better as it ages.
This is so good to be true.
It's a trap I know.
368 · Apr 2016
Like I Am A Summer Sea
Judas Apr 2016
Like I am a summer sea
That stretches thru the ocean
And touches the fine sands.

I can be cold in the mid-summer sun
Or can be warm in the mid-summer night.

The summer sea I am
That can bathe you much
With you soaking less.
362 · Apr 2016
Fire, Ashes, Reborn
Judas Apr 2016
I played my match
With a tree beside me.
I never could have imagined
It would cause it to burn.
There was fire.
I wasn't afraid.
But instead,
I played with it
With marshmallows
Pinned on my stick.
I too was burnt.
So I fought fire with fire
Until we turned to ashes.
But we are made from ashes.
And we are reborn.
353 · Apr 2016
Your Cave
Judas Apr 2016
When I enter your cave,
You cave in.
I crawl with my fingers
Flexing my arms
And strengthening my thighs.
You openly accept my offer,
My body and soul,
In return with your blood
Because I am thirsty.
Your shallow entrance
Has soon opened
That embraces my whole.
I only have my hard hat for protection
From your stones that pierce,
From your heart that poisons.
353 · Mar 2016
The Memory Of {You and I}
Judas Mar 2016
The memory of
{ You, I }
Can't be undone
By any shortcut keys.

> any storage,
> any disc.

One click is not enough.
This is no file.
Trojans are child's play.
Can't be altered by photoshops
Or any language.

Our memory is a language itself
Only you and I can understand.
Judas Jan 2017
I miss putting my soul to pen
Though it is dull,
It might,
But I know I still have it ----
For I believe in my soul.
It will never perish,
Nor age, nor fade,
Nor die.
341 · Aug 2016
Your Body Is A Chariot
Judas Aug 2016
Your body is a chariot,
Of Gods and kings,
Of powerful and almighty.

But I don't envy them,
I don't count how many had riden.
It doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter how many hands had held your hand,
Or had combed your hair,
Or how many lips had touched yours,
Or how many arms had embraced you.

Your body is indeed a chariot,
And our souls as the diesel.
Without each other we can't go far.
For as long as I am the last passenger,
Your chariot shall never be wrecked
For our souls are infinite,
Thus, my darling,
No bumpy roads we cannot pass.
333 · May 2016
I Am But A Dust
Judas May 2016
I am but a dust compared to the universe.
I feel so little when he is around.
I am but a light bulb compared to an owl.
I only possess brilliance but not wisdom.
Judas Apr 2016
You are like a flute that makes music
Everytime I touch my lips with yours
And as I fill my fingers to each of your holes,
Your tone rises and my ears are pleased.
When I blow hard,
You scream loud.
And I shall whisper to your mouth
For you not to make a sound.
We can play a song together.
Now,
How can we play without each other?
317 · May 2016
I Always Wanted To Be
Judas May 2016
I always wanted to be a writer
So I can express fully what I feel.
I always wanted to be a painter
So I can paint my imagination so real.
I always wanted to be a traveler
So I can explore seas and mountains.
I always wanted to be an astronaut
So I can see the space and stars up close.
I always wanted to be a programmer
So I can see the beauty behind the codes.
I always wanted to be an archaeologist
So I can see things worth discovering.
I always wanted to be a singer
So I can sing the songs I can write.
I always wanted to be a philosopher
So I can impose the ideas I've observed.
Lastly, I always wanted to be with you
So these things I wanted to do
Will be memorable and worthwhile.
Judas Mar 2016
I, an unskilled poet who seems not to understand poetry,
Write words of love and praise
Of your ageless beauty.

I am no Shakespeare nor Beethoven.
My verses are child's play compared to his sonnets.
So as the melody I make ---
A shame in his presence.

But how could I seize myself to write
If your eyes stare at mine;
As I see your soul drift
to the river of boundless stars?

I'll let my mind see and my hand talk.
I will not wilt as legends will not be forgotten.
I, an unskilled poet of an ordinary presence,
Continue to write words of love and praise of your timeless existence.
314 · Apr 2016
Dare Devil Ride
Judas Apr 2016
Taking chances is a dare devil ride.
Its like riding a roller coaster
Instead of a Ferris wheel.
Ferris wheel is safer than a roller coaster ride.
But the damage is the same
And the excitement is far different.
In a Ferris wheel, you're not flying.
You are in caged.
You are not free.
You will enjoy a coaster, perhaps.
You will feel the air.
As you can scream and shout.
Both are unsafe.
I say you take the coaster.
Its worth the risk.
Judas Mar 2016
I, the king, have conquered many kingdoms.
I’ve won the hearts of my friends,
Countrymen, my queen.
I declare myself a victor of everything.
Yet, not a victor of everyone.

A war has come.
She’s brave, wonderful, and exquisite.
Swords clash as spears wage day and night.
I planned my attacks but to no avail.
I’m trapped by my own knives and nets.

An unexpected arrow has pierced through my heart.
I do not bleed, I do not die.
For my armor is built with conviction and confusion.
But soon, for sure, I’ll feel pain for it is inevitable.

I’m fighting a losing battle.
A war not to determine who is stronger, braver
But a war of decisions and sacrifices.
I, the king, have conquered many kingdoms
But I’ve never conquered her heart.
295 · Mar 2016
The Not Destined Soul Mates
Judas Mar 2016
Two souls meet.
One in a plane
The other on a boat.
They amazingly watch each other,
Passingly.
Judas Mar 2016
I cried a thousand rivers as you left
Through the mountains my tears flew
At the top it seemed I touched the heavens
But seen through hell, I never knew.

Like the captain who abandons his ship
It sank in the midst of the raveling storm
But with her undying smile I took courage
Hope has revived from its dying form.

We write songs we both can sing.
Paperless but verses are truly truthful
With parallel, sweet rhythm our story unfolds.
With your presence I'm genuinely blissful.

Legends lose when no one believes
But your coming back, I believe, is no myth.
I don't forget. I'll not perish.
I'll wait til my dying breath.
288 · Mar 2016
Math Of Life
Judas Mar 2016
Life is a multiple of happiness and pain
And is divisible by dreams;
The integral of experiences,
And the absolute value of love.
It is the factorial of norms,
And expansion of lies;
The negative reciprocal of death
And the union of real and imaginary
------complex.
Judas Mar 2016
I love taking pictures of you taking pictures of me.
I love it when the flash shows your sweet serenity.
These shots never lie how we see each other.
I love us taking pictures of us together.
278 · Apr 2016
Rainbow
Judas Apr 2016
Red.
I was nothing, you said.
Orange.
I like you, it's strange.
Yellow.
And we let it grow.
Green.
We love what we've seen.
Blue.
I know it was true.
Indigo.
But I let it go.
Violet.
'cause it was wrong, I bet.
Rainbow.
It is love we borrow.
Judas Apr 2016
Dance, dance.
Dance your bones
To the beat of the tones.
Scream your tract
To the sound of your moans.
Do not be discouraged everytime
They judge you with crimes.
Ride along like Gin and lime.
Occupy every space.
You are massive.
You matter.
Care less.
Enjoy more.
Elude the things that make you bore.
272 · Apr 2016
Everybody Needs A Hero
Judas Apr 2016
I have powers no body knows.
I am a shape shifter.
I can be your father.
I can act like King Kong
Or even like nothing's wrong.

My mind is strong.
I can move things on their own
I can repeat things I have shown.
I can read your mind.
I can judge you at any kind.

I can run smooth and fast.
Faster than forgetting the past.
I can run away with problems
And leave you to solve them.

I can see at far distance.
I can even see my future.
It's rotten and premature.
I have this change inside me.
This is not what I want to be.

I am not a superhero.
And I need one to grow.
I need a hero with real super power
To change myself for the better.
272 · Mar 2016
I Paint Just Like How I Sex
Judas Mar 2016
I will paint just like how I kiss.
My lips as the brush
And your skin as the canvas.
I will paint just like how I ***.
My soul as the color
And your body as the scene.
265 · Apr 2016
The Tool I Want To Die By
Judas Apr 2016
I'm seeing a shadow
With a gun in his hand.
I'm scared and terrified
Cause it might just blow.
I think he decides
Not to blow his head
When he throws the gun
And get a knife instead.
It is raining a lot
With thunderclaps so loud
And the room is dark.
The feeling is horrible
Cause I am alone that night.
Judas Apr 2016
A silhouette of a man has come.
He knows that I,
A breathless man,
Wants to die.
My soul feels like rotting,
Like it doesn't want to exist.
I don't understand why.
I have people around me.
I am happy.
But sometimes not.
I don't understand the world anymore
Not even myself.
I just want to end all of this
By the grimmer blade
The silhouette has carried.
259 · Apr 2016
The Master Puppeteer
Judas Apr 2016
Mr. Jonny is obsessed with puppets.
He sees everyone to be the thing
He is fond of --- Puppets
He is good in moving his fingers.
He is good in manipulating others.
When he moves his thumb,
Everything is okay or dumb
When he moves his pointing finger,
You should be in a 'coma-state-fear'
And someone is ****** up
When he raises the middle up.
His ring finger is sometimes naked
And his little one is wicked
That makes promises fulfilled
Only when needed.
And remember my friend
That was only his one hand.
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