Juan45th

Juan45th Sep 24

Yes I am.

You said you'll go to sleep,
I said, good night.

But, think of you doing something.

You said you'll have to do something,
I said, tyt.

But, think of something else.

You said you love me.
I said, I love you too.

But do you really love me?
Or you just say it so?

Juan45th Sep 24

Goodbye

Something went off,
And suddenly you want to go away.

You want to work,
That's fine. But where?

Far away that's what you said.
My mind got blank.
My chest got stumbled.

Even what I felt is not very good.
I let you. That's what I said.

But my heart not want to.

I just let it be.

But suddenly, I discovered something.

You have someone talking to.
I don't know who is he.
I don't know if he is.

My heart got ached.
My mind stumbled.
I don't know what to do.

We talked.
And fixed it.

I tried to stop you from working far.
I do. Really do.

Even what happens, you never heard me.
So, I just let it be.

And now you're far away.
I don't know what you do.
What you really do.

If you say, you'll go sleep.
I just say good night.
Even I have doubt, I just let it be.

My mind until now is scrambled,
With many things.

Overthinking of everything.

Juan45th Jun 1

Every Man's dream

I walk through the coridor
Looking, finding interesting things
Killing time is my hobby.

One night,
I can't sleep.

I walk and look
Just to **** sometime.
Then I saw something that will **** me
instead of time.

I run through the coridor,
My heart beating faster
than it should.

I ask my self,
What is it that I felt that way.

I turn back and see.

though it meters away
HER beauty never swayed away.

All I can say to myself is,
I found thy dream of dreams
of every man.

She has white glowing skin,
Her face is like a peach,
Her eyes is like heavens.

Her walk makes clouds below,
It felt my eyes zooming
of amazement.

I heared her voice loughing,
its like a music from heaven.

yeah! there it is,
a music...

turn to rock music?

oh heaven hears me,
I slept at the coridor,
time kills me.

Everything was just a dream.
I walk to my room
and sleep.

Wondering where dream brings me.

Juan45th May 24

See

I see you,
you see me.
but how can I reach you,
when your eyes was on me but your hands is for thee.

#d

Juan45th Apr 29

To My Love of My Life

To the one that with me since then,
I love you!

To the one that always cares for me,
I love you!

To the one that never left me,
I love you!

In times of my struggles,
You cares for me.

When my mind are full of thoughts and worry,
You give me peace.

When I failed and still failing,
You are there to hug me.

When troubles found me,
You ease my mind by kissing me.

I'm sorry for the troubles my love.

Thank you for staying by my side.

I love you LOVE OF MY LIFE.

Juan45th Apr 12

Crazy ******* me.

I'm mr. lonely,
I once had friends
but now I'm lonely.

I met a girl,
I like her face,
I like her long blonde hair.

I'm shy and affraid
to approach her.
But she did insted of me.

We become friends,
for me,
It's morethan a friend.

We go to the party,
We watched movies,
We eat dinners together.

But time are not forever,
It's limited to me only.

Then we parted away.

Sometimes not long after,
I saw her again,
BUT with someone.

It broke me apart.
It hurts me so much.

It feels I'm high.
I'd just laugh and cry.

Juan45th Mar 31

Life

Life is so beautiful,
It's like a sun shining
to the leaves out of the forrest.

Peace as it is begin.

Calmnes as it is soaring.

Then you'll realized till
it reach the top.

The beauty,
Becomes ruthless.

Peace was gone, as if it is hiding.

Calmnes turned to madness.

You don't even want to face it,
You didn't even try to look at it.

Because its beauty becomes ruthless.

But don't be so worry,
It's not always angry.

Just wait a day,
and
Tommorrow you'll see.

The beauty of life will shine again.

Don't forget, theres always tommorrow for everything.