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Juan45th Feb 22
I live like a feather,
Wherever the wind blows,
I ride with it.

I climbed so high,
I might touch the sky,
But the wind blows hires.

I fell that high,
I think I'm gonna die.

But then I realized
I'm just a feather
From the sky.
Juan45th Feb 21
Regret?
I have so many regrets,
I do always think of all
my regrets.

I can fixed almost anything,
I can build things from scratch,
I almost can do anything but regrets holds me.

I wanted to be a soldier,
But my heart can't take it,
So I regrets.

Then,
I wanted to be a teacher,
I waited a call, patiently
but no one did,
So I regrets.

I wanted to be a trainer,
I tried to be one,
But no one accept me,
Then I regrets.

So I ask my self,
Am I a failure?
I think I'm one.
Or I'm the only one.
I'm always failing. I failed. I'm a failure 😞
Juan45th Feb 21
If she want,
she will.
be not worried,
cause thing will be
fine as it is.
Juan45th Feb 8
Am I free?
Can I do anything I want,
and I'm still free?

Free is a big word,
it has been used since the
ancient times.

Still using in a
modern era of
free times.

But am I have
freedom in this
life?

I want to travel,
But no means.

I want to eat foods,
But can't afford.

I want technology,
But I need a payment.

So, I must find a job first.
Become slave just to earned,
just to fill my needs.

Freedom is a must,
But cash is the needs.

My question is,
Am I free?
Juan45th Feb 7
I dreams,
so far it's good.

It was a childhood
dream,
and it's good.

I'm always dreaming
of what I will become.

Untill I turned old,
My dreams become
just a dream.

I  do everything,
just to grasp it.

I study hard,
learned very hard.

And finally it's
within my hand.

The dream that I longed
before is wihin
my grasp.

BUT what is this?
Why is that?

Within a blink
of an eye,
my dream become
just like
a dreamed.
Not all will be,
but some might be.
it hurts me bacause I'm not.
Juan45th Feb 3
I'm so **** up!

I'm so tired!

I'm so depressed!

I want things to ceased.

I want to stop thinking.

My thoughts are killing me.

My heart is hurting me.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what I'm going through.

Is it a rope?

Is it a knife?

or

Is it a gun?

I want to stop now.......

But thanks to you
my Lord.

I am saved from my evil thoughts.
keep in mind "Jesus love's us"
Juan45th Feb 3
How
I'm so lonely,
I stared at nothingness.

All I can do is remember,
Remember the times with you.

I'm like a pable stone,
sinking at the bottom of sea.

I can do nothing,
But let my self drown
of loneliness.

When I can see you?
How can I be with you?
All I can do but ask.

I know and I knew,
Is it to much to ask
to see you?

We're born differently,
You're the sun rise and
I'm the sun set.

HOW can I be with you,
If someone is attending you.
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