Pressure,
It interrupts my sleep
And hides diamonds
Deep in it's womb

Only darkness
Like the quaint
Colonial home
My anxiety squats in

Pressure
Washing the walls
Opening the windows
Evicting this despair

Completely chaotic
Freeway after sunset
Collection of stars
A procession of scars
Still glistening with
Menthol chapstick
From hours before
When he wasn't alone

Completely prepared
To descend hastily
Into the strobes
Air whooshing by
Howling as if to mock
To invite maliciously
To satiate the hunger
To fully eradicate

He spoke often softly
Of this phantom sickness
Blackening the day
Molesting the future
Ruining his plans to stay
Completely chaotic
Freeway after sunset
Into the strobes

Mouth agape
Wisps billowing
Drunk howling
Running man
Two step
Electronic pulsation

Eyes fixated
Silver glamour
Wet pout
Hands reaching
Hands grasped
Lights flashing

Hands dropping
Lower back
Smooth talking
Expensive cologne
Neck kisses
Uber ordered

Fixation
False prophet
Following
Sweating
Showering
Salivating
Submissive

Clutch your cross
Getting nailed
Deep breaths
Derailed

Worshiped
Leather licked
Rebuked
Invoked
Delivered
Baptized
Kept

Pineapple.
I'll hold you forever.
Stay right here,
Warm beside me,
In this disheveled bed,
Skin touching skin,
And then back in.

Curved lips,
Sick chuckle,
Raw dog,
White knuckle,
Belt buckle;
A couple

Cool wet water,
Nightstand,
Long weekend,
Hand in hand,
Sun descends,
I descend,
Pineapple.

Seattle eyes,
Longing, searching,
Filling and flowing,
To be earthed,
With arms open
In a puddle

Phoenix lips,
Pursed, bitten,
Scabbed at the corners
Red in the center
Waving cautiously
To Seattle draught

New York fingers,
Fidgeting, picking,
Anxiously waiting
For the electricity
Of a subway stare,
"Get the **** over here".

Ticking,
Oh and slipping...
Fingertips,
Strands of hair,
Moon water,
Fall air

Dried roses,
Dead vines,
Alarms howling,
Devastated,
Over stayed,
Alabaster

Gray tones,
Mature bones,
Cracked lips,
Tired hips,
Waiting,
Emaciated

Six feet below,
Light years above,
Hollow cave,
Pure white dove,
Black veils,
Black blood