The things I love in life are taking shape in front of my eyes. And the people I love are loving me back.

Once you know what the question is

You’ll understand what the answer means

I woke up this morning and realized that I had made my lips chapped from trying to taste you again over and over and over and over and over and over

Talk me down
Take your turn
Cigarette
Let it burn
Ease the pain
Lose my mind
Lies flow out
Like "I'm Divine"

Okay I love it so I love you guys so I can do that for when I love it I just want you guys too much and I’ll see what I want for when I have a chance at you and I can help with the other stuff and I’ll lay on my head and I’ll make you feel like you are in love and I miss your love and I miss my heart and love your love and I love love mama love love miss mama love love mama mama love love miss mama love mama love love miss mama love mama love love miss mama love love you mama love love mama mama love love miss mama love love you love love miss mama love love you love love miss mama love love you mama love love miss mama love love you love love miss mama love love you love love miss mama

No amount of people saying they love you
Will make up for you not loving yourself

Which you can do
At any time,
You know you can choose to love yourself temporarily or even forever?

If you want to
But you don’t

So you won’t.

And I looked in the mirror,
“I know who you are,
And you’ve won today,
But you will not win everyday.”

“Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else

to save yourself

And you don't want no help, oh well
That's the story to tell”

I miss your friends
I miss my friends
I miss everyone at once

You’ve got the heart I’ve got the aches
Babe

“Did everything feel beautiful when you let go of the idea of being anything at all?”

Things will get better,
Because they always do.

And things will get worse,
Because they always do.

I was nervous
You were drinking,
So I bought a bottle
To numb the feeling.
Got off me knees and
Took you to bed,
We both regret it
But we'd lie instead.

First morning of autumn
5:22
I can see my breath float away
But I still cannot see you

The days are circling in and out
Way too fast for me

First morning in your room
7:13
Well that was unexpected
But let’s make this a thing

Days keep circling in and out
Way too fast for me

What’s the point now
When Monday is a cage

The truth is, we are dying.



Whether we like it or not, but I think the truth of the matter is that we do.



If we didn’t like it so much, we wouldn’t dwell on it so much.

Baptized in anger in pity and pride
And I won’t sleep tonight
Its only a drink
You only care what I think
When you’re high

It’s not that easy, after the sun goes down
Oh quit looking at me that way, like I’m new to town,
In the full moon I get the most dangerous desires,
It’s not your fault, I keep starting my own fires.

I took my ring off because it got too heavy on my finger
I don’t think bees know that they die after they get rid of their stinger

It’s in the kitchen we tell all
It’s an intoxicating relief
We can open up without a single drink
And then always in the kitchen
After another deadpan back and forth
We all fill up on everything but the sink

I don't quite remember your name
But I know the wrinkles when you smile
And it's all I can do to keep my cool
Cause I haven't felt this way in a while

Through long nights and sleepless too
It’s killing me cause it’s killing you
But that’s the reason
They call it growing season
And I sure hope we’ll make it through
Cause there’s no me if there’s no you
And I can hold you through the pain
If you can hold me just the same

It’s getting harder

                                To feel
                                                    
                                                       What I say


I’m feeling.

Nothing more satisfying than wasting fossil fuels on a trip back to your hometown

And

I can’t get wasted because I wasted all of my money on drugs

They are just motels
repaying a debt
So don't be a fool thinking
loyalty
Is just living quietly in their
head;
Only coming out for drops
of affection

You’re in the driver’s seat
I’m just an actor for now
I’m sat beside you we
Shoot the **** while driving to your house

Laying in your bed
                      There with the lights off
      On a Thursday morning with no coffee
I started missing you.

Three nights is a long time
                        To wait for my favorite excuse
      Knock first then to ask for melatonin
We know I don’t have to.

I’m listening to your solfège
                          Tuesday just after therapy
       Wondering how lucky we both have been
To have been stumbled upon.

Leaving you at Hartsfield
                            I felt what I would consider
        A speck of a sliver of what you meant
To be left undone.

In the kitchen you’d said
                             I’ve never felt that feeling
          And I’ll never feel what you feel
But I want to learn you forever.

You are crying after hours
                              When you break yourself
            You know you break me too
Every ****** time.

I made up my mind
Then made it up again,

My heart was set,
yours was still growing back in.

There’s something nice about my **** smelling like coffee
And you ******* with the door open
And me sitting on your toilet while you shower
Or me joining you in the shower
And you making more coffee than we can drink in one healthy sitting
And me knowing **** good and well that you don’t have any love for me.