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Joan Feb 2020
I keep trying to change the world
Deep down I know it's me
We thought we could have it all
But now we're stuck in misery

Left it all behind
So I'll spend my days right here
Later will be found
So tomorrow can appear
Joan Jan 2020
And I still remember you the same
Cause you will never change
It's not you, it's me
That couldn't hold on
Joan Jan 2020
Now that I'm back
I don't know what to feel

Everytime I think
I cry
And everytime I breathe
I chuckle

I'm beaten down
And bleeding on the floor
At the place I call home

Left my lover for nothing
When I had everything

Getting called bitter
But really I can't sleep

Now that I'm back
I'm saying my goodbyes again
Joan Dec 2019
I try to say yes at things
Cause I know what I will feel
After I say no
Joan Dec 2019
Green paint, tinted glass
Looking at the big white moon
Knowing that the sun
Will be there pretty soon
Joan Dec 2019
Raw
I want to go home
And wash myself away
Can't let you take control
I feel so changed

I want to pretend
Just us forever
The world's final end
Let's die together
Joan Dec 2019
**** me when it starts
Bury me when it's over
Can't lose an other life
Scars appear and my bones are broken
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