I want to write a poem of love
A poem about two destined souls
Finding their fate and united as one
Something so beautiful to bring a tear
To the most unloving eye
So magnificent it makes you cry
A poem of butterflies
And exotic beaches
With sands of gold..
Waters of rubies
Words of pure love
But there's nothing but crumbled papers
Callused fingers
Scribbled lines
And its because I do not know love
I haven't even begun to crawl

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

What if                                                  My path
Led me                                            Into a circle
What if                                            My journey
Took me
                                          All arround
                  And arround           round and
                    And arround              round and

                                           And arround........

What if everything                          That ever
Happend                                      Was to show
                                      Me
                         How it's supposed
                                    To be.
So I
                                          
Could continue

Onward

To where I was going

It took me back

So I could get on the right track

My journey has taught me

How to love

How to love me

And I will love you again

My journey showed me how

How to sew your wounds

And turn your pain

Into a sunset of dimpled beauty

Into a clear blue sea of  extraordinary magic

From feeling forgotten to awareness of true

You're goning to feel my love

With all of me

You will feel my love

Its time for me to fix what has been broken
For far too long

I will kiss your wonds that I blindfully caused

I will make love to your flaws

I am a wanter of fantasy
But I live for the true
Believer of magic
But wonder for reason
Swimming to imagination
Walking for definition
Pondering your love
Wishing it's real*


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Missing
Everyone is missing something..a key, a sock, plastic ware..
Missing someone
Or they way someone used to stare
Unbearable it is mostly
But sometimes its not as hard
I guess that means that soon it wont be hard at all
Or it means I allowed us to fall
Either way I long for the day that I dont miss you at all

This is for all the single mommas.
This is for all the single poppas.

Wake up in the morning and think time will tell.
Oh ****! I over slept again? What the hell!
Got to make breakfast. Lets go get dressed.
Before you wake up your baby you stare at them in awe thinking I'm so impressed!

Got to pack lunch. Don't forget a snack.
Practice your abc's and don't talk back!

Thank God it's payday we need it so much.
Checking your account like what the ****!
This barely covers half of everything.
Don't flip out...baby is watching.

I see you going to work.
I know you're going to class.
I see you cherish that time with baby because it goes so fast.

You want to call up your *****/egg donor.
Tell em whats going on. What they need to do. They make up every excuse. And you'll never fathom how they really dont care. Screaming inside. This **** ain't fair!

I see it everyday. I see how hard you try.
May I give some advice? Don't hold it inside...if you have to let out a cry.

You know we are strong.
You know we all get along.
Because at the days end we are our own nation. For eachother. For one another.
Try to keep your chin up when u get fed up from rainy weather. I promise you the sun will shine. So look up at the clouds and reach for the sky.

Walk loud.
Walk proud.
We are single mommas.
We are single poppas.
I salute you. We have a code of honor.
I salute the single mommas.
I salute the single poppas.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I am queen of moon
Decider of darker nights
Defender of fireflys in the moonlight
Fighter of wrong and right

He is ruler of fire and ice
Warmer of frozen nights
Giver of precise
Cooling the fire
But only if need be
Just enough to let her see

Watchers of moon, night, fire, ice
Manifesting in words
Triumphing in intellect
Wanters of the next
Without the moon there is still night
With no fire no need for ice

Together there is balance
Combination of galaxies
Creating moon
To live in night
Making fire
To melt ice

In the all arround
Whispers are in the air
Quiet words of precise
Humming whats wrong and right



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Hi friends

Im so glad to see all of you still writing..i took a long break from posting my poems. I have alot still in my note pad. I have been battling depression for a year or more give or take a few months. But now that i recognize it and know the problem and have cut the problem out I will be better soon. And that means I will be able to reconnect with my soul tribe.

Have you ever been so upset that you choke on your own *****? R.I.P. Jamil Baskerville Jr. Peace in paradise sweet boy. Please beware if you read his story.

Hi friends sorry i haven't posted anything lately. I've veen busy with my studies. I need to catch up on all of your writes as well. Thanks for your patience! Xoxo

I lost my soul in a poker bet.
I lost my soul to someone I just met.
I walked through summer...right into the snow.
Strolling beside someone I barely know.
He talked of heaven, but dished out hell.
He picked me up every time I fell.
He hit me high and he hit me low.
I was the star in his show.
He said I'll make you love me.
And I wanted to scream.
Beggin no on my knees.
So I played it like a poker game.
Never knew he was in the poker hall of fame.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Satan and I on our prowl.
Satan and I cookin' up somethin' foul.
I got lucifier right by my side.
You can't run, no you can't hide.
It's commin' down like hail and rain.
The devil and I are servin' up  sorrow and pain.
There is no refuge. No place you can go.
No. There will be no shelter for you.
No. No. No.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Drunken and sunken was I
Drowning in pity and sadness
And time didn't fly
Everything was madness
Stuck in pitch blackness
I couldn't see
Until I chose me
Baby steps I'm taking
It's me I'm facing

Some days I walk high..
My head in the sky.
Others, I am low
Endless tears I cry.
Sometimes I am loud, oh so proud.
Others I am dying inside a crowd.
There are days where my eyes hold a happy gaze.
Others..I find me in an everlasting maze.
Searching for happy. Looking for content.
Counting time wasted and spent.
But its not over in the search I will find.
Whats truly mine. How to be happy. Why must I show how I am so kind?
Why is it so I need the proof?
Maybe its because...
How I wish you really knew...
Days like this my date of birth I rue.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I can make me feel so pretty...but no one knows me the way i know me.
When i feel love its extremely heavy.
I give everything..I give ALL of me.
For some it's too much...
But where's the one who says it's not enough?
I want him to want me..to crave my everything.
Kiss me. Touch me. Feel me. Desire me.
Make me feel like the girl that rocks your world!
Are you out there? If so tell me where..
I want that real love, i need that inconvenient love...
Kiss me and don't care who's watching because time is not stopping.
I need that "never out of time."
I want that "you're my unwind."
Give me that crazy once in a lifetime.
One in 10 billion.
Feels like i hit the lottery when you're with me.
Want me. Need me. Trust me. Love me.
I want that "lets make love anywhere" ...."Lets do it everywhere."
Feel my heartbeat as we intertwine..does yours line up with mine?
There have been fakers...there will be imposters.
Those are the dangerous ones..the monsters.
What I'm tryin to say is that it'll be worth it at the end of the day.
When i find my king, I will give him everything!!
Everyday we shall wear marching crowns! And i promise to never let him down!
If he deserves it....only if hes worth it.
Because my love will be so heavy. I will love him high and dry.
But only if he never makes me cry....
Dare to harm him? A ***** ***** bet not try!!!!!! Because you'll regret it...yes you will...my wrath's a giant pill!
Talk to me baby please don't be afraid. Lets find out if for eachother we were made.
Share, grow and love together..lets plan forever.
My love will weigh a ton. Its not just for anyone.
Look into my eyes baby...can u fit the crown?
I know that it's heavy..but will you wear it proud? Or would you let it weigh you down?
Are you able to carry with it both my love and yours?
I will be here for you..ill open up the doors!!
I will be beside you..no I won't watch it weigh you down.
And if you want I will help you hold the crown.
Be my cement, be my brick house.
I promise to love with no conditions.
Lets build traditions.
Are you the one and only? Ill never leave you lonely and ill NEVER let you down!!!




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I do not post my writings on here for likes. and attention.
Nor is it for shares or follows.
I am not seeking the crowds who applause.
Cheering and ranting for more.
I do it to simply find and intertwine with my soul tribe.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Taking no sides in this race war.
We need to ask ourselves what are
We fighting for?
Can't you see it divides us more?
Don't you know this is the devil's lure?

My family is black.
My family is white.
My family is blue.

We all can not suffer for the racism that is very much alive.
Many many innocent people have died.
But please do not let this cause us to divide.

You can't fight fire with fire.
You can't give fire air.

Fire dies when it's smothered.
Fire dies when it's too wet.
This we shall not forget.

Let's smother this fire with love and unite.
Together we all must fight.
With all of our might.

Let's drown the fire with love, peace and positivity.
Because frankly what it can cause frightens me.

Together we must come.
Together is the only way to overcome.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Where is the reaper
Is he in the crowd?
Check all of the passages
And look down the isle
He prowls in the corridors
And barley gasps a noise
He wears a long black cloak
That never drags across the ground
You'll never know he's upon you unless he wants you to
Beware of the reaper
Keep out your third eye
Is he right behind you
Gazing in your every move
Waiting for the chance to prey onto you
Be cautious of the reaper
He wears a long black cloak that never touches the ground
He is deadly and never makes a sound





-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I shall only desire thou
When the presence of thine auora
Is candied, honeyed, and sweet
Sweet enough to deny my solitude
And desire thee*

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Looking at the word through my window.
Feeling like I don't fit in.
People in the crowds..they are all the same.
I don't want their fads, I don't want their trends.
Holding my double XL heart out to this ugly word in my tiny hands.
Listening to my heart, ignoring my brain.
My courage has grown through my pain.
Seeing this world's beauty..lives in my veins.
I was made to be part of the change.
Cut from fabric you can't find in stores.
It must be bred.
My mind and my heart both not set up to*  make pretend.
Birds of a feather..
I make sunshine from stormy weather.
It's going to be a long journey but I...
I have visions of better.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Kiss me like the way you stare at me
Then touch me like the way you kissed me
Tell me like you wont be able to say it again
Sometimes when you love and let it go...
It comes back and then you know

He is patience
He is not loud
He sways away from the crowd
When he speaks i always listen
His hand in mine
Can i go back in time
To feel his hand..so warm in mine
When he smiles
It touches my soul
And i see glitter everywhere
Then we were laying in the dark
When he took my heart out and held it so close to his
And called me beautiful
He said im beautiful
Walk next to me..
Ill give you what you need
And i know it wont get better than this
There will never be another close to this
Ill always remember the fireworks and sunlight
Ohh take me back to that first kiss

Ill always ask you..how are you. How was your day?
Ill always want you..i hope thats ok.
I really want to tell you what I want to say.
But sometimes you dont listen..because of your day.
Here I am
Promise Ill stay
As long as you hold me tight
When I have a bad day

Hasn't anyone ever told you that you can write?
Has no one ever said write me a new write?
Sad princess of emotion.
I was in your boat too.
I was an iceberg.
I was cold.
I was grey.
And I overcame.
You will too.
I promise you.
All that you have to do is look deep inside you.
I promise it didn't leave.
Don't beg..don't plead.
I know all there is to know about hot and cold.
It's inside my soul.
Follow me I will guide you.

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

You know that warm fuzzy feeling you get when your falling in love?
Thats all your common sense..leaving you.

I built a wall of ice arround my heart.
So solid, so strong i was sure it wouldn't crumble.
Then sun king came along
Melting the ice with his warmth
Slowly but rapid
The fire breaks the ice
It couldn't even fight
The warm feels nice


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Are some days lonely?
Or is it just me?
Most nights I am lonely..
Its just my thoughts and me.
Do you like it when i ask you how was your day?
Do you want me to notice if you had a bad day?
Sometimes we are different..
Others we are the same.
Friends can be scary
Or is it just me?
I've seen how tight we could be
When its only you and me..

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Sometimes..
The most BEAUTIFUL people
Are NOT usually the ones who catch your eye
They are the ones who keep you awake
Not on purpose
Hours of conversation
STILL having questions
CONNECTING to their psyche
Yearning for the stars to ALIGN
Ohh the things I could show you..
If you were MINES

I gave you my heart and you said that I was amazing..
You said that you loved it
Now I'd by give you my heart if your looking for love
But you would never take it again
Because you returned it
Now i stay up too late
Drinkin, smokin...poisonin myself
Because I'm afraid you've found love
Weather it's a stranger or the one you belong to
Oh how i miss every word you said
But its only what you said..
How i wish it was what you did
Instead of pushing me out
I wish you didn't push me out
Waiting for the day I can think of you with no frown...
With no frown on my face

Throughout the day and late at night you lurk inside my home
Today you knocked and I said ill be right there
Unknown souls living in the cold
You asked me if Id make a sacrifice
You asked me to share my mind
I said that I would follow the tide
Now I ponder if Ive..have I lost my mind
You are the devil
I cant make that sacrifice
Bittetsweet embrace of death
But i still got more left
There is still more time
You are the devil
I gotta find a better way to spend my time

Tell me.
How do you escape from.
Whats in your mind?