Sometimes..
The most BEAUTIFUL people
Are NOT usually the ones who catch your eye
They are the ones who keep you awake
Not on purpose
Hours of conversation
STILL having questions
CONNECTING to their psyche
Yearning for the stars to ALIGN
Ohh the things I could show you..
If you were MINES

He is patience
He is not loud
He sways away from the crowd
When he speaks i always listen
His hand in mine
Can i go back in time
To feel his hand..so warm in mine
When he smiles
It touches my soul
And i see glitter everywhere
Then we were laying in the dark
When he took my heart out and held it so close to his
And called me beautiful
He said im beautiful
Walk next to me..
Ill give you what you need
And i know it wont get better than this
There will never be another close to this
Ill always remember the fireworks and sunlight
Ohh take me back to that first kiss

I gave you my heart and you said that I was amazing..
You said that you loved it
Now I'd by give you my heart if your looking for love
But you would never take it again
Because you returned it
Now i stay up too late
Drinkin, smokin...poisonin myself
Because I'm afraid you've found love
Weather it's a stranger or the one you belong to
Oh how i miss every word you said
But its only what you said..
How i wish it was what you did
Instead of pushing me out
I wish you didn't push me out
Waiting for the day I can think of you with no frown...
With no frown on my face

Drunken and sunken was I
Drowning in pity and sadness
And time didn't fly
Everything was madness
Stuck in pitch blackness
I couldn't see
Until I chose me
Baby steps I'm taking
It's me I'm facing

Where's my lantern?
The sun is gone and I can't see
Where's home from here?
No coordinates when everything's black
Lost in the black sea
Lost in the black deep
When I can't see
It hurts
It hurts so bad
And nobody seems to understand
So ill hurt
And hurt some more
And ill quietly wail
And inside ill weep
When I feel weak
Lost in the black deep
Where's my lantern?
So I can see..

No light inside of me
It flickers...it flickers
Running on fumes
Livin on fumes
Heart beats on fumes
I've lost my tune
The floor isn't under my feet
Falling in the black deep
Lost in the black deep
Silently I will weep
And I quietly scream
Coz nobody cares or understands
Always comparing their pain to mine
Its not so bad they say
As the floor disappears from under my feet
And I slowly fall
As I quietly weep
And Silently scream
Stuck in the black deep

Tell me.
How do you escape from.
Whats in your mind?