Heart beating fast, my plams are sweaty.
Petrified. But totally excited.
Thoughts fill my brain like water fills the levy.
I feel like im going to burst...like i lost my lid.
Hmmm... do you ponder the question why?
I love this feeling its exhilarating.
Its not that im shy.
Its more deeper than that..more graduated.
Let me just get the nerve.
Ill just say it...Hello..hi
I enjoy your enegry as i watch and observe.
Beautiful nerd
Hello.
Hi


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

It still lingers in my mind.
A day i will always remember...forget it? How about I forget trying....
It was a choice I made. And now i know the debt shall never be paid.
It has been ten plus years...yet this day still sends tears.
I tried to leave you between hither and yon.
But even if i did thou shall live on.
You are whats inside me...will you allow me to go on?
Or will you still linger. Who decides? Is it you or I?
Because if you will allow it. Then i swear i will try.
Im sorry that i left you in an unknown crowd.
For that i am never proud.
I haven't uttered you in years. Because you bring sullen tears.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
Will this day forgive me?
Maybe i should still flee....
That day i didn't know what I did...I was still a kid.
I was a flower just blossoming.
Will this day forgive me? Will the day go away?
I'm sorry I can't fix it....
Not sure i would even if i knew i could.
Gloomy day you still linger in my mind.
Deeper darkness I will never find.
I am sorry.....i know its been a long time.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Poor little birdy.
I saw you lay helpless in the alley.
Broken wing? I'm not sure.
I wondered as i watched you and my heart hit the floor.
You couldn't move. You couldn't even try.
Oh wonderful your birdy friend is here to help!.... I thought to myself.
Then he got on top of you and started to peck out your eye.
Oh myyy.
Whats happening? I can't let this go on.
So i chased him and away he flew.
But the damage was already done.
Poor little one.
Should i end your pain i ask myself?
Today was the first time i heard a bird whimper.
You're no longer in pain. Fly high.
And if i see that other bird again his wings i will fry.
Poor little birdy.
Fly high.




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I can make me feel so pretty...but no one knows me the way i know me.
When i feel love its extremely heavy.
I give everything..I give ALL of me.
For some it's too much...
But where's the one who says it's not enough?
I want him to want me..to crave my everything.
Kiss me. Touch me. Feel me. Desire me.
Make me feel like the girl that rocks your world!
Are you out there? If so tell me where..
I want that real love, i need that inconvenient love...
Kiss me and don't care who's watching because time is not stopping.
I need that "never out of time."
I want that "you're my unwind."
Give me that crazy once in a lifetime.
One in 10 billion.
Feels like i hit the lottery when you're with me.
Want me. Need me. Trust me. Love me.
I want that "lets make love anywhere" ...."Lets do it everywhere."
Feel my heartbeat as we intertwine..does yours line up with mine?
There have been fakers...there will be imposters.
Those are the dangerous ones..the monsters.
What I'm tryin to say is that it'll be worth it at the end of the day.
When i find my king, I will give him everything!!
Everyday we shall wear marching crowns! And i promise to never let him down!
If he deserves it....only if hes worth it.
Because my love will be so heavy. I will love him high and dry.
But only if he never makes me cry....
Dare to harm him? A ***** ***** bet not try!!!!!! Because you'll regret it...yes you will...my wrath's a giant pill!
Talk to me baby please don't be afraid. Lets find out if for eachother we were made.
Share, grow and love together..lets plan forever.
My love will weigh a ton. Its not just for anyone.
Look into my eyes baby...can u fit the crown?
I know that it's heavy..but will you wear it proud? Or would you let it weigh you down?
Are you able to carry with it both my love and yours?
I will be here for you..ill open up the doors!!
I will be beside you..no I won't watch it weigh you down.
And if you want I will help you hold the crown.
Be my cement, be my brick house.
I promise to love with no conditions.
Lets build traditions.
Are you the one and only? Ill never leave you lonely and ill NEVER let you down!!!




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I watch you grow everyday,  I try to make you smile all the way.
I can see you learning, I can see you try.
I can see the love in your eyes..even when you cry...
I will be your music, when the raido goes out I'll forever sing your favorite song.
My sweet child your're right where you belong.
Little girl i love you and you know it's true.
Yes.. I know you're different but it only makes you better!! A special kind of love....my colorful dove.
So innocent, so pure..I couldn't ask for more.
Mommy's here to help you, I saw you grow today.
It was the sweetest sound you uttered away.
Come on baby say it..Mommy knows you can. I'm here cheering for you..your #1 fan.
Take my hand and hold it tight. Mommy's gonna protect you with all her might.
I saw you grow today. I seen you learn today.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016