So, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

One, two, three, kept getting caught
As the victim and to be later distraught
Took away my innocence and choice
Left me a scared little girl over and over
Don’t know how to say NO

Friends come and go after many years
Thought I had a hold on my dears
Always said cheers, then my worst fears
One by one over nonsense they were gone
That’s what happens when they change

Now, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

Guys wasted time and I was so blind
Even when in love he even bit the dust
Leaving me guilty and never touched
Like I was never ever really enough
To not a single body, not to anyone

Family got torn and now it’s like thorns
Even my own blood has come for me
But never to my face, ain’t that great
Always wanted a big and happy tree
But now I just leave it be

Health declined more and more
I am so done keeping the score
It seems I’m losing it anyway
With more wrong daily these days
I officially have lost my way

There, these were my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

You may be my confidant
As I talk that talk
And reveal my thoughts
You just keep them locked up
It’ll be our secret, only between us
Does that sound like a plan?
I may also need a helping hand
Shh, you are here to listen
So no questioning anything
Now just trust me

I keep looking for acceptance in the wrong places
Like an empty man could somehow save all this
I’m trying to find closure in others like they have answers
Ones you couldn’t give me, like am I enough to be?
I treat them like they’re all you, giving me my due

I need you more than rainfall in deserts
Even more than shelter during a storm
And more than the sun provides Earth
I thrive in part from you, giving me life
Like oxygen keeps all us continuing on
To any flower, like a lily in growth
Longing for water and the rising sun
Like that, I also perk up when we talk

I need a safe place to hide and stay
Just for a little while to get away
I’m lucky that you are my Haven
Sheltering me from life’s evilness
On those days that I just need caring
You are my Haven, protecting me
With all there is, you’re all I need
Like a dose of medicine; my Haven

I love you like a wandering, lost soul
Whose finally found their answer
And can now rest, while peaceful
I love you more than I knew I could
Since I thought somebody like you
Was a myth, dream, and impossible
I love the butterflies, as we touch
To the comfort level we’ve accomplished

You’re my safe place to hide, to stay
Just for a little while to get away
I’m lucky that you are my Haven
Sheltering me from life’s evilness
On those days that I just need caring
You are my Haven, protecting me
With all there is, you’re all I need
Every breath I take is a moment

I am waiting for your embrace
Your kiss can cure any distress
I would be lost, I’d be such a mess
And still searching for my Prince
As without you here, by my side
I’d feel incomplete, but now I see
Only your existence within my eyes
I need a safe place to hide and stay

Just for a little while to get away
I’m lucky that you are my Haven
Sheltering me from life’s evilness
On those days that I just need caring
You are my Haven, protecting me
With all there is, you’re all I need
Sometimes I’ve given up on myself
But you greatly have reminded me

That there is hope for everybody
Even this girl at her absolute worse
I no longer feel mistaken or cursed
‘Cause when the bad comes my way…
I’m lucky that you are my Haven
Sheltering me from life’s evilness
With all there is, you’re all I need
Like a dose of medicine; my Haven

Could have created something new
Instead that all led to disapproval
Tried to be good but **** hits the fan
Now so unsure of where I will land

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

I was promised a dream
Delivered me a nightmare
Sold me something serene
Got nothing good from there

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

Gave up before, but no more
Troubles wash away in the shore

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

I couldn’t set it all aside
But I kept my tears inside
Because I knew if I cried
I would lose the fight
So with all of my might
I took everything in stride
While steadily asking why
Feeling as though I had died
Wanting to say my goodbyes
To the pain i held onto but lied
Though I keep on and try
An end is out of my sight
I can’t seem to see the light
So I keep my tears inside

I should let it go like Elsa said
And move on to what is next
But I always somehow think,
As I hate having any enemies,
There’s something left to mend
I further sink like the Titanic did

Tortured, I never feel at peace
Unless Mariah’s singing to me
Learned the best things aren’t free
As there’s always a price to pay
Like when they are taken away
And I’ve had many of them days

Been hurt too many times
To the point it’s been crimes
Always easy to use like a fool
It’s being too nice but it’s not wise
Always being put down for who I am
Still gonna wear my crown to show them

I’ve been cracked open like an egg
Learning the most of any other day
But it’s not always bad, I have had
Some things that make me glad
Guess we all go through things like I do
Just certain times it’s hard to get through

Feeling sick all the time, called a liar
I went from a butterfly to “frequent flyer”
Every day is a struggle to feel just okay
In health it never, ever goes my way
I’ve given up twice but that is alright
Here for a reason, gonna keep believing

I’ve loved so much, just not myself
I’m still a rainbow, with an awful storm
This is my truth, I don’t care what you do
Over-loved so much, just not myself
I’m still a rainbow, with a big, big storm
This is my truth, hope someone it moves

It’s three am but I don’t give a ****
I was your biggest, number one fan
I’m up thinking about you and me
And everything that we used to be
I need you to come back and see

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It is now three-eleven
I thought we were in heaven
I made you my whole world
So when you were gone
Guess what that left this girl?
Left me nothing for sure

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It’s three-fifteen
I know you’re not listening
But it’s still worth mentioning

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

Close the blinds, don’t want the light
Just go away, I no longer can be saved
I just don’t know, I just gotta get ahold
I need a grip, I can feel my fingers slip

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

This is hell and I can already tell
That I fell, I am now in a new realm
Things don’t feel right, I can’t fight
If this is real, I don’t know how to feel

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

It doesn’t seem fair, but it never is
I’m lost in despair, it’s another miss

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

The closer I feel, the further I am
I had to give up on all my plans
I let go and accepted my fate
I already knew it was too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

Im all locked away inside
I’m only awake in the night
When it is dark outside
That’s when I come alive

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

So I’ll just sit here and gaze
I already gave up
I know it’s too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

Between truth and lies
Dreaming is the best way
To feel like living one’s life
It is a certain way to survive

The ways that you conceal
You can only go on and hide
Your true self and reality
For a short matter of time

How can you dare,
Look in the mirror?
Why don’t you hear,
Inner voices screaming?
The only answer must be
You have no conscious,
It seems …

All the truths only stay
In the ground for so long
Buried within a layered veil
Before they creep on out

The good you have shown
With the bad left unknown
Will all eventually turn around
That is when there will be Karma

How can you dare,
Look in the mirror?
Why don’t you hear,
Inner voices screaming?
The only answer must be
You have no conscious,
It seems …

All that you’ve taken
Without any remorse
It will be reversed on you
By the ways of the universe

Dream up something better
Pretend so you can get by
But know it all comes with
A life long price of sacrifices

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I can’t use a fairy godmother
To fix up a few things for me
Yeah, I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live in
So forget going that course

You be the Beast, I be the Beauty
But that’s as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your mate
A mystery to believe in is fate

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I’m not lying here asleep
Waiting for your magic
No dwarfs within my keep

No magic to make it better
No, I’m not Miss Cinderella
And my heart is already froze
The Snow Queen has no control

Lies
Straight to my face
Can strike like a knife
To my weakest point

Cheat
Hurts my soul
It cuts really deep
To my heart, too

Then I realize that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake

Sneak
Around on me
It goes noticed
Hurts my ego

Anger
Scares my being
Bruises me whole
Gets out of control

Then I realize that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake

All the tears I cried
They end tonight

Because I realized that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I do need a fairy godmother
To fix up some things for me
But I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live
So forget about that course

You be the beast, I be the beauty
But that is as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your suitor
Fate is a mystery to believe in

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I am not here lying asleep
I am not waiting for your magic
No dwarfs are here to keep

No magic to make it better
No, I am not Miss Cinderella

Yeah, I have problems
But you can’t solve them
So don’t even bother

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

You keep on trying
I don’t see why you fight it
It’s an endless battle

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

Just let me do my own thing
I promise I will be okay

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

You left me alone with a gun
I could have had all sorts of fun
That pain was horrific but I lasted
I nearly cracked but I got passed it

No thanks to you, you’re heartless
Had me thinking I must be worthless
Until I woke up, I never deserved this

Now everything seemed perfect
Should have known it was worthless
One day I do hope it was all worth it
But what happens now, you deserve it

No thanks to you, I’m not okay
You’re heartless
Had me thinking I must be worthless
Until I woke up, I never deserved this

I’d say thank you for the good times
But you drove me absolutely insane

No thanks to you, you’re heartless
Had me thinking I must be worthless
Until I woke up, I never deserved this

Why do I torture myself like this?
The truth hurts so bad, I admit
Excessively, I get drawn in
Knowing that I won’t ever win

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

Everything is set on replay
Every time they come my way
There are signs I don’t read
Leading me to this destiny

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

I no longer want to play these games
Going to hide away ‘til there’s change

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

I am someone who can say
I’ve been through it all some way
I can not believe it to this day
So much immaturity and strays

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

The movies show it so nice
Like you’ll eventually get it right
But it’s not like that anymore
Can’t call that to be real life

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

If you only knew
What I’d go through
In the name of you

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

Her eyes are all dry
From crying inside
Battling the thoughts
Of becoming distraught
Love became a mirage
As he became a facade
Now she sits in silence
As calm as a statue
Her emotions are drained
There’s nothing to say

I see you’re trying to get to me
Like I am your prey and easy
But that’s no longer how it’ll be
Because things change, you see
I have learned now and I’m free
I guess an explanation you need

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

I see you are hitting me up
Like I’m still naive and stuff
But that door is now shut
In fact, it’s shredded and cut
Like that Monsters Inc stuff
Changes, you must know what

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

Freedom and changes
Don’t happen every day
But I will tell you this
They are here to stay

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

You got me to fall for it like the rest
Had me feeling like I was the best
But the whole thing was just a lie
You had one foot out, on a flight
Just laughing I was down for the ride

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

I can’t express how much I cried
I no longer even wanted my life
That’s how deep you rooted in me
And that’s how blind I was being
Took so long to reach out and see

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Should have left me be, I’d never grief
Should of said no thanks, not on any day
Should have saw the signs in time  

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

You don’t want me anymore
I don’t fulfill your world
I’m good enough for fun
But I’m just not the one

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I know you knew all along
Had your plan from the start
Thought I was dumb enough
To keep on giving my time and love

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

Someday you’ll see
What you were too blind to believe

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I feel all I do is try and try
And as I do it, I tend to cry
It takes all I have to get by
I can’t help but ask myself why

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I hold on so tight that it hurts
This bad feeling in me truly lurks
See no light at the end of a tunnel
It feels I’m falling down in a funnel

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I have come too far to give up
I shall hold on to the chance of luck

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

Many guys all fawn over me
But they’re not looking for keeps
And my eyes are only for you
I really want to know you more, too
At least as friends, even if that is it
Just say the word and let me in
I believe you won’t be disappointed
Because my eyes are only for you

Crazy a tad, many messes I’ve had
Like the moon, always in a phase
I go through life dreaming in a daze
All of the crisis, but still sure feisty
I always get back up on my feet
I’m not going to accept defeat
After all, I’m broken but not beat
Another round, feet on the ground

Crimson red, runs down again
Taking away temporary pain
That’s distorted inside the head
Worrying about being more and more thin
While covered in scars, all over the skin

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It’s never good enough to stop
Because the problem isn’t in the mirror
As it’s hard to end, once you begin
You found a lifestyle, more than addiction
Controlling something, in the friction

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It feels high, each and every time
The guilt then sets in, hiding again
The baggy sweaters commend
You question perfection

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow...
Opposites attract, as long as you’re on board the same paths
We may have different ways, but we’ll both get to the same place
Eventually, it’s okay to have different choices in the process made

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that

I know you’re afraid and so am I, we’ve both been devastated
I’ve been jaded and you hated, but together we could be elated
Too bad it’s the rarity we have in common with each other
Punishing ourselves and something great because of another

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that

You like “this” while I like “that”
You know “what” and I know “where at”
I cruise “left” when you cruise “right”
But we should stop putting up a fight

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that

It’s so hard to find
Two souls that think alike
And can compliment
Each other to shine

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

It can take a long time
And some crying nights
Before finding who’s mine
My other half, my dime

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

I know I got lucky finding you
It’s true and I knew
The minute I met you

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

Will I ever be back out in the world
Living life just like a normal girl
Will I ever again experience life
Like it is for others on the outside
Will life ever be back to being mine
Maybe if I just close my weeping eyes

But I don’t wanna pretend any longer
I miss it, wanna get out there and shine
Please say it’s possible soon some time
I’m tired of always sitting home to whine
I hope that it time it works and I’ll be fine
This is dreary, just take me back outside

It is all just over and done
Like you did something wrong
Knocked you down out of the blue
Now laying dazed and confused
Lost the future that you knew
So I’m just over and done, too

If they don’t want to try
There’s nothing there to fight
Yet they cry and they cry
But they left you, so why?
No answers, just dead silence
Tearing my soul to many pieces

Make an excuse for the love
Wanting to believe the best
Get angry and tell them off
Figure they were like the rest
Pick up the pieces; cry again
Then I start from the beginning

How can it be over and done?
Not one sign of awareness
Your whole life now different
Those future plans all dead
Yet everyone just says let go
I’m just over and done, as well

Patience is a survival tactic
Without it, you jump too quick
Only to fall and just end up
Destroying precisely yourself

Watch the choices that you make
Be wise when you decide to take
Action on all of your assumptions
Without the proper knowledge

If you are wrong, then you end up
Trusting not at all, pushing too hard
Coming off like the only troubled one
Deemed unable to handle things at all

Patience is a virtue in a person
Without it, goodness is lessened
Then a higher quality seems lost
Destroying you the most of all

If your gut was right to begin
Then there’s time to dive in
But first you must think clear
Not out of pity or from fear

It’s the hardest thing for anyone
Sit back and wait for absolution
But there are better outcomes
As trying to avoid destruction

Patience is a type of lesson
Practiced and not just given
It may take time and cries
But it could better your life

You started these things out
Purposely broke my heart
And now you will find out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

You have the circumstances backwards
Thinking with your *****, not actions
So it is time you found out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

I remember it all
Karma will resolve

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

You would understand
Why I won’t take your hand
If you knew my indiscretions
From my lovers to my friends

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

And all along came the judgements
From the most loved ones
But all I could do is land
So I came down to my own sanity

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

And here you are to rescue me
Make me feel human again
To make me matter again

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

When I look at the bigger picture
I get anxiety
Therefore, I take smaller steps
To guide me
I look towards the future
To be free
I pace myself above all
To be happy
I wait for the greater things
To see what I’ll see

He gave me the moon and stars
Then took them back away
Leaving me alone in the dark
Didn't see this coming from the start

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone

And it hit me like a tornado
Threw me around and killed our love
No time was there to prepare
All that was left is despair

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone

Drowning in sorrow, awake as can be
It was all for granted, now that I see

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone

Feet in the sand and a light breeze
Time alone with you, in front of the blue
Thoughts stand still, against the wind
Time meant to be free, as waves crash in

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies

Like wind and dirt, like fire and the sea
We come at each other, like a tsunami
It may be coarse or soft, we clash a lot
Opposites can attract, we add to a match

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies

I’ll be all good, now that you’re in my world
All will be swell because you’re my belle

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies

I’m either fantasying about us
Or thinking about you in disgust
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

I gave it my everything
I thought you did too
Didn't know you were a magician
It was all about you, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

Oh boy, you ******* up big time
No more time to talk, goodbye

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

Eyes like emeralds in an amethyst dress
Shining ruby lips, with with strands of pearl necklaces
Platinum heels, ready to take on the world
Golden locks, falling gracefully down in curls

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty

As the sun begins to fade in an opal sky
Eyes blurred with sapphire tears held back
As she looks to her reflection
Flawless and tough like a diamond cutting glass

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty

She hides behind jewels with flawless beauty
Not knowing she’s a gem already inside her heart
Made of more precious gifts than elements on earth
She’s from the stars; one with the universe

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty
She’s ready

Stuck in my castle all alone
Telling irregularities all a no
I just need my one true love
I hope soon you finally come

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

I’d feel safe in your arms
Alone with all your charms
So blissfully, you and me
Making each quite happy

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

In a parallel universe
You and I are immersed

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

It’s that time of night again
All alone with my feelings
In the cold bed, inside my head
I get so lost inside of there
It’s hard to bare, in a gaze I stare

Yes, it’s time to let loose
Take the mask off and try to cry
But my eyes are finally too dry
Since this is my reality every night
A prisoner in my mind, no escape to find

It’s that time of night now
All alone to let myself out
The smile fades away
The demons come out to play
It’s so hard to go through what I do

Yes, it is lonely but necessary
The true me must stay buried
In the dark corners of my mind
I need to shine a flashlight, since I’m
A prisoner in my brain, such a shame

I feel that I can not breathe
I’m in it now, way too deep
Life has been taking over me
Can’t even find words to speak

Whatever it is I have done
I regret to what it had to come
I always tried to do the right things
But every time it blew up in my face
Math sets up the equations to see
The highest probability is that it’s me
I mean, what else could it possibly be?
In the end it was me always replaced
They get to go on, while I’m a basket case
So alone and isolated is my place to stay

Said you’d always be there
But now I’m living in despair
And I don’t see you anywhere
I am seeing that you don’t care

Whatever it is I have done
I regret to what it had to come
I always tried to do the right things
But every time it blew up in my face
Math sets up the equations to see
The highest probability is that it’s me
I mean, what else could it possibly be?
In the end it was me always replaced
They get to go on, while I’m a basket case
So alone and isolated is my place to stay

And there’s no going back
To whet we used to have
There is no way forward
Life is ending, we’re at zero

Whatever it is I have done
I regret to what it had to come
I always tried to do the right things
But every time it blew up in my face
Math sets up the equations to see
The highest probability is that it’s me
I mean, what else could it possibly be?
In the end it was me always replaced
They get to go on, while I’m a basket case
So alone and isolated is my place to stay

I see you’ve developed an obsession
When I’m out of the equation
So why are you stressing?
There must be something...

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

So what you won, it’s all over and done
So why are you doing the things you do?
Checking up on me all of the time
You must be out of your mind

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

Quit playing games, so predictable
And so lame, insecure much, you crazy...

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

You left our little bubble
And now you’re in trouble
Again
You left me alone to drown
Saying you’d be back around
When

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

You always said one more try
And I would always comply
Why
I’m learning I can’t save you
With all the things you do
Goodbye

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

They say people don’t change
And maybe that’s true but...
I gotta let go of you

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

The most innocent pure hearts put on earth
A peaceful afterlife, it’s what they deserve
The time comes to follow Rainbow Bridge
You know how it works, but they’re missed
More than words can express at a time like this  
They are wise and strong and understand
But our senses leave and letting go, we can’t
The thought without them, you can’t stand
Wondering what you did right and wrong, especially the ending
Gave them enough love? Were you a good pet parent?
Would they feel betrayed over a new baby?
They watch over us closely, Angels in the sky
Happily wagging those tails, when we rescue another life
Not to worry, they know they can’t be replaced, but love to give their friends a safe place
A home, to do it again and dream
If they stay at Rainbow Bridge we again meet
Until then, new journeys begin, because it’s not the end

I must survive, keep up the fight
No time to cry when you’re losing
Must keep your goals within sight
Don’t be lead by what’s confusing
Focus on what you’re able to decide
Life can be rough and demanding
But as those doors are slamming
New options are being presented
As those blessings in a disguise
Bad timing can be oh so right

I will find my way; my way through
Lightening that tries striking you
The dark clouds and the showers
Pouring down causing the blues
I will find my way, my own way to
The sun shining through to give
To me my lucky rainbow’s end

Been kicked around and left there
But I always got up after despair
And that is how I am still here
Just one step at a time to think
Remembering to stop and breathe
There are always the ups and downs
They say that’s how you appreciate
All that life can bring you around
Hard to imagine that you can climb
Back up to the top within some time

I will find my way; my way through
Lightening that tries striking you
The dark clouds and the showers
Pouring down causing the blues
I will find my way, my own way to
The sun shining through to give
To me my lucky rainbow’s end

Believe in you; that’s what counts
Push on through; that’s the how
Live every moment; love you now
I will find my way; to my rainbow

Nanni is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

Rainy is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

Nanni is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

A soul as pure as snow
Lips as red as a fresh rose
Body language that’s not cold

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

Hair like sunlight beams
Laugh so intoxicating
Smile causing trouble

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

The rarest one will know
Rushed out the door

Just like a real Cinderella

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

A soul as pure as snow
Lips as red as a fresh rose
Body language that’s not cold
Looks like she’s not too old

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

Hair like sunlight beams
A laugh so intoxicating
With a mischievous smile
But she only stays awhile

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

The rarest one known
Rushed out the door
Just like a real Cinderella

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

Together like peaches and cream
Only you can make my soul gleam
I will show you I love you to the stars
I can patiently wait, but don’t hesitate
Because I promise this is the real deal
If you ever choose to leave my side
I will let go and say my good bye
But until then...
Our love I will forever cherish
And it shall never, ever perish

You’re my precious stone
You’ll never again feel alone
Come into my dimension
Immerse in my magicians

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I need you in the name of love
No more messy drama and stuff
Come and play for my team
We could live like a dream

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

You won’t regret it
Not only do I suggest
I can also just bet

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun