My heart skips, skips a beat
As I fall to my feet, so graciously
I desperately try to feel complete

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I feel as though I’m falling down
A current that spins me around
But I’m not done with this town

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

Keep your head firm
Remember all you’ve learned

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I'd say I didn't sleep well last night
But for me that's normal and alright
Play around awhile on my phone
Learning more than I should know

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say

Stare at the ceiling while daydreaming
In my world it's not normal to be sleeping
Walked to the kitchen for a thousandth time
Can't find rest there, but sure something on my mind

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say

Play some music and realize I think more
Try again, turned it off and got bored
It's such a trite situation, but I deal
It's now four am, the habit is the deal

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say

More bad days than good
Living a life misunderstood
So why explain myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

You would not comprehend
So why bother to pretend
By explaining myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

I’ll cry a million times
But I’ll always have to hide

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

My heart is broken
By this latest misfortune
I’m screaming my lungs out
But you can’t hear my shouts
This time it was all your choice
So of course it hurts the most
Hope it’s a short phase, I don’t know
It feels permanent right now, though
I feel paranoid, like there’s a conspiracy
I don’t know what, something against me
But every advisor states, all I can do is wait
I just hope that day, you’re not too scraped
The very one I couldn’t lose was you
And you gave in seemingly soon
Leaving me to be the invisible one
Even after all we’ve been through and done

I take it all back
It wasn’t all that
Guess it was a fad
So I ain’t even mad
Not gonna cry all sad
But it wasn’t all bad

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It’s just over now
Go get the plow
I smell a foul
It’s gone down
Spinning around
I’ll sport my crown

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It is what it is and I’m all done
I guess it’s another I couldn’t have won

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

I was in a good mood and thought you were cute
You asked for my number and I just approved
Everything was going smooth and I felt unlike I had in years
Until you disappeared ...
And I hadn’t felt like that in a long time either, I fear

Inside my mind, I was finally feeling alright  
Now loneliness and regret are back in sight
I knew better and this one couldn’t be true, too perfect
Anyway, who was I to even think I deserved this?
I bet him he’d be gone by now and congrats to me, looks like I win

He said all the right things
Leading up to ensure getting his way
Until, I guess, he got bored and no longer wanted to play
How come they never seem to stay?
The good things always eventually fade

Inside my mind, I was finally feeling alright  
Now loneliness and regret are back in sight
I knew better and this one couldn’t be true, too perfect
Anyway, who was I to even think I deserved this?
I bet him he’d be gone by now and congrats to me, looks like I win

I promise I will learn this time, to protect my heart and mind
Go back to my heart being lazy, what’s your favorite - I don’t care, baby
I rather be alone forever and look crazy

Inside my mind, I was finally feeling alright  
Now loneliness and regret are back in sight
I knew better and this one couldn’t be true, too perfect
Anyway, who was I to even think I deserved this?
I bet him he’d be gone by now and congrats to me, looks like I win

I miss being a little girl
Expecting life to be fair
You grow up and realize
Nothing is organized right
But you must keep trying
All day long and at night

But difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just must make the journey

I miss simplicity, because obviously
Then we’d get along and all agree
Everything would work out eventually
I grew up and did not realize in life
Attachments could be cut aside
Strongly now, everyone has pride

But difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just must make the journey

Can’t go back, complicated is where it’s at
Can’t let go, have to remember to grow

But difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just must make the journey

I miss being a little girl
Expecting life to be fair
You grow up to realize
Nothing is organized
But you must keep trying
All day and into the night

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

I miss simplicity, because obviously
Then we’d all get along and agree
Everything would work out eventually
I grew up, not really realizing in life
Attachments could be sliced, cut aside
Strongly now, everyone has their pride

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

Cant go back, complicated is where it’s at
Can’t let go, have to just remember to grow

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

Thought we were down
Like someone decent I found
Yet through out all your lying
Got me shading, just like Mariah

Moved on to a better love
Someone with the right touch
He and his love are both on fiyah
Got me whistling, just like Mariah

Have them haters everywhere
I feel the jealousy in the air
Leave them girls crying because
I don’t know her, just like Mariah

Stuck inside the bad, bright light
It makes me wanna start a fight
Got me hiding from fluorescent lighting
So got my shades on, just like Mariah

Pow and pow, it is so very hot tamale
This will have you on the floor crawling
My taste will have you in the corner crying
Rocking that ensemble, just like Mariah

Love ya, appreciate ya, just like Mariah

Always unwell, just trying to get by
I feel like I’m living, some kind of lie
But this is how I know it is my own life

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Do what I can, just to see the next day
But I don’t know whatever is in store
For little me, this lost and lonely girl

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Just let me be, I’ll leave these feelings
Just let me go, once again, I’ll never show
Just how far I actually want to go

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay
But I’ll say it anyway, I’m okay

You watched me fall
Now I don’t feel bad at all
Enjoy that hot water you’re in
Grass isn’t greener where you live
I will just sit back and watch you boil
Since you weren’t here being loyal  

I hope you feel lost and alone
You’re in your glass house
And you’re throwing stones
Why you threw away so much
Between us, I don’t know
But the top is now blown

I wouldn’t shed a tear for you now
Karma struck your ***, like pow
It seems you’re in need of some help
But now I rather watch you drown
Admittedly, your actions left me astound
And now you can scream, freak, and shout

You don’t want to see
What you’ve done to me
So you sit and pretend
Not even listening

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

It was never meant to be I see
It was never supposed to be me
I gave you total control
I guess I should have known

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

So many times I have refused
To see the truth and I’m through

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

I should have known better
But I was in a lot of shock
Couldn’t believe what was going on

I should have known better
But I was caught up in the heat
I could not even begin to think

I should have known better
But I thought we’d all be closer
Oh, where did I get that notion

I should have known better
But you see, I have no self esteem
And he was pouring me many drinks

I should have known better
But it started innocent enough
I was shy, but he called my bluff

I should have known better ... human beings
I will say this, just a little bit it may still sting
You’ll both lose, so know I’m here laughing

Please, I beg of you, give me a sign
Worried about a few favorite people tonight
I hope they’ll be alright, wake up in time
I hate I can’t live other people’s lives
Just try to show them what I learned is right
To stand up and rise again the next day  
I just hope when things fall how they may
That their massively big landing will be fine
But they must learn on their own to get by
There’s nothing to do, just get through
To you -

What all I have learned most about love
Came from those I never should have trust
I was taught enough by the wrong ones
It’s all made me just want to close up

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know

One day a lesson may be sent from above
Until that day, I know all the wrong stuff
So deep within love I can only wish luck
Because I have no idea what is up

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know

Maybe the next one can teach me
About all that’s been misleading

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know

It is so hard to let go of the past
Thinking things would always last
But they say everything comes to end
And letting go is the only way to mend
So I’m going to burn it all tonight
Watch the memories flame bright
And I shall never look back behind me
For that’s no longer going to set me free
So I light the match and finally let it be

(Interlude)
Holding on to anger is poisoning yourself while assuming the other person will perish instead. Holding on to lost love is only chaining yourself to a ghost; you are still without them and now stuck in the past.

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Letting go is not a forgiveness
Doesn’t mean you forgot anything
It’s freeing you for your best interest
And cleansing your new beginnings

Hatred is a poison to your own heart
So moving on is where freedom starts
The other person still gets no excuse
You deserve peace and to be let loose

Chaining yourself to the past
Will continue to hold you back
In turn, keeping you from ever
Focusing on your new happiness

No one else needs to understand how
You can be civil to someone once cruel
You are the who lived it through
Dropping the grudge is what is mature

It may take us time to understand
Figure out how we stop giving in
And longer to heal and not care
As finding you, finds you out there

Letting go of anger is a free pass
Not for those who harmed you
But for your own soul to rest
Inner peace starts with ourselves

We all make some wrong choices
And do stupid things subconsciously
While some may have gone too far
Now that you said bye, cleansing time

So stop breaking your own heart
Learn your lessons and stay smart
Love should be more powerful than hate
Letting go is the beginning of strength

I’m no one on this earth
Knowing that really hurts
I’m an extremely lost girl
Feeling alone in this world
And feeling so very unsure
It’s all too much to endure
I guess I don’t see my worth
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure

This pain can drive you insane
It makes life feel so mundane
I can feel I’m caught in the rain
I have nothing left here to gain
Eventually I might go insane
Such torture, it hurts so bad
Think I will end up going mad
I am so tired of feeling so sad
And constantly being dragged

I’m no one on this planet
And up to here I’ve had it
It’s hard to even give a ****
On what happens to me
I feel so alone, don’t you see
Chained up no longer free
Due to depression endlessly
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure

Always said what I wanted to hear
Told me that I had nothing to fear
I thought we had it all figured out
I guess didn’t know you had doubt

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Told me it was you, just had to dart
Cried in my arms like it was so hard
I thought we had gotten so very far
But I guess we weren’t in the cards

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Tried to trick me it wasn’t on you
Now wish I would’ve already knew

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Complicated is what makes us
Individuality s what teaches us
Ignorance and what’s not known
Drives us to hate to be thrown

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

Communication and acceptance
Can build more bridges
If you hang on by the hinges
You must just see the truth

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

Open your eyes to eyes to just see
Uniqueness is the true beauty in we

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

Dandelions blow away in the wind
But my love for you will never end
It may seem scattered and faded
But the daisy petals I count daily
Roses have thorns, but are loved
Lilies are my passion for both us
The lotus describes how I fight
So our bloom never, ever dies

I can’t remember my name
Or my place, where I stand
I appreciate all I’ve been given
But it does not solve anything

If you compare it all in contrast
It could be worse, it’s not so bad
It is far from being good, either
Seems I’m just stuck in limbo here
Can’t pick sides; caught half alive
Since I drifted long ago, in between
I am forever stuck inside limbo

Trapped away, I’m feeling crazy
Because that’s what they want
For you to sink down and believe in
Because that is so just much easier

If you compare it all in contrast
It could be worse, it’s not so bad
It is far from being good, either
Seems I’m just stuck in limbo here
Can’t pick sides; caught half alive
Since I drifted long ago, in between
I am forever stuck inside limbo

I certainly know that it is you
Who can set me free from this
Misery; feeling so constrained
Half alive, but I am just as dead
Somebody wake me up and just
Free me from this draining of!

If you compare it all in contrast
It could be worse, it’s not so bad
It is far from being good, either
Seems I’m just stuck in limbo here
Can’t pick sides; caught half alive
Since I drifted long ago, in between
I am forever stuck inside limbo

I cannot be stuck, cannot be chained
I will fight my way, all the way up
Without your consent, because…
I refuse to choose secluded limbo

Stuck inside confinement
In limbo and I will break free
Free, me, finally, find peace

It only seems like such a tragedy
Burning bright and sparking
When it started out blue
That’s what makes it beautiful, too

Fire growing more vibrant now
I’m feeling it inside and out
The heat has me pumped
Now I can’t get enough

It is just another part to me
Getting stronger and I’ll follow that fire
Even though you lit the match as a starter
It is now mine to use to climb higher

You thought you had burned me
But that blaze focused my daze
And now I can take on anything
Thought you won, but I changed

How could you lie and lie
While looking me in the eyes
How could you lay with me
As we both cried and cried

You made me a desperate mess
Only wanting truth and answers
You drove me absolutely insane
But things are going to change

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how dating works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

When the novelty is gone
The newness wears off
Where will you be, love?
Alone and discouraged…

When you see you are wrong
How you went about this all
Then you will feel my pain
And I won’t come running then

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how feelings work
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

Even when it came to the end
You still had to pretend
There was hope yet again
Couldn’t let me down gently
While holding my dignity!
You’re just so immature

Naive and learning still
About all how love works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
So learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

You try to flutter and realize you’re broken
From what you’ve gone through, the unspoken
Vivid, scary dreams seem like old memories
And you don’t know what truth to follow

Little fairy don’t you know you can’t get far
On hopes and dreams and wishing on a star
Your tattered wings can’t handle those things
Oh, little fairy stop daring the world to be uncaring
Little fairy know who is riding beside as you get by
You’d be surprised who isn’t on your side

Dressed in blue like your mood, it suits you
Damaged and swearing never, ever again
Will you go out of your way like you used to
Knowing not one soul is there in the end

Little fairy don’t you know you can’t get far
On hopes and dreams and wishing on a star
Your tattered wings can’t handle those things
Oh, little fairy stop daring the world to be uncaring
Little fairy know who is riding beside as you get by
You’d be surprised who isn’t on your side

Bandaids can’t keep it all in anymore
Shout it out, they say the truth will set you free

Little fairy don’t you know you can’t get far
On hopes and dreams and wishing on a star
Your tattered wings can’t handle those things
Oh, little fairy stop daring the world to be uncaring
Little fairy know who is Riding beside as you get by
You’d be surprised who isn’t on your side

No *** and no guys
No being used, no lies
That’s how I’m living my life
They can all go fly a kite
They can all go take a hike
That’s how I’m living my life

I’m over figuring out, you see
What they want out of me
That’s how I’m living my life
I’m just gonna play shy
I’m not gonna say hi
That’s how I’m living my life

Zoning out through the looking glass
Thinking about the future, present, and past
Lost in a daze, through a gaze, so afraid
Woe is me, they don’t believe, I can be troubling
I see what they cannot, through my thoughts
The looking glass shows only what I know

It feels easier to exist in the distance
Rather than to pass in the spotlight
I recognize every face within the crowd
But I don’t know any of the souls around

That includes when I look at myself
She is a stranger inside the mirror
With no more definition to her
Just trapped searching in there

Much despair because of all the hope
That was wasted on the wrong folks
A puzzle piece no one else can fill
Tried that but don’t get anywhere

Defined so long by other people
Not knowing where to start over
I find ideas that do not fulfill
Because I’m still not the right girl

She’s sweet, bright and beautiful
Quirky, girly, with some attitude
I do know all of my potential
That’s why there’s misery at all

Living to appease others now
Aimlessly trying somehow
To see a path and a future
To find this lonely … lost girl

I got used to you being there
Now I expect you to be here
Losing you was one of my fears

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

Don’t know what you had until
Life comes to a halt all still
Then it sets in that it’s real

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

I just wanna hold you again
Can we play pretend

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

You can not tell me no
I will not let that go
You can not see me fail
As I always will prevail

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Push a little more each day
Write down another page
You will not see me fall
I’ll manage to accomplish it all

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Things will look above
I will not give up

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

You can burn each thorn
And pick off every petal
I will get through the storm
No matter the kind of weather

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

I thought you had me buried
Instead, I was growing steady
The mud could not beat my soul
Which means, I finally let go

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

I made the past look picture perfect
But it was just one act, here’s to what’s next

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

Love is fabulous
Love is disastrous
Especially when
Someone crashes it
Into tiny shards sharp
Can't untangle the heart

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

Love feels so good
Love feels so evil
When someone
Wants you gone
Love saved me
Love nearly killed me

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

It can start out great
Then dissipate

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

You wish and pray
For that special day
The moment you touch
Love and no more lust
Then one day, once yours
Is finally all given away
You may get heartbreak
And wish you never knew
What you now had to lose

You may also have to break
Hearts that you didn’t take
It can become complicated
Love and no more lust
Just not feeling your part
Then your heart may feel guilt
Even if it necessarily shouldn’t
You may wish you never knew
What all love can really do

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

I’m not crazy, delusional, naive
I know eventually it all leaves
Even to the best of them like me
But during our time, best believe

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Focus on the here and right now
‘Cause in this moment I could drown
It’s so heavenly how now we feel
Do t dare tell me it can’t be real

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

It’s not about the future and what it brings
The present is now and  I’m all in this thing

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Love is fabulous
Or love is disastrous
Especially when,
Someone crashes it
Into sharp shards,
Can’t untangle the heart  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love feels so good
Or love feels so evil
When someone
Wants you so gone
Then it will not be
Too much more long

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love saved me
Love nearly killed me
It can start out great
Then it may dissipate  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

You always liked to say I’m crazy
But you should know that, baby
I was only ever acting up
Because you would make me

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honesty, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
That low key, hospitality is what I need

Your love as sort of an illusion
Had me caught up in confusion
It was all too good to be true
How did I miss that was the truth

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honesty, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
That low key, hospitality is what I need

It was always me that was the problem
But riding you seemed to solve them

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honesty, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
That low key, hospitality is what I need

You always liked to say I’m crazy
But you should know that, baby
I was only ever acting up
Because you would make me

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need

Your love was a sort of illusion
Had me caught up in confusion
It was all too good to be true
How did I not catch that truth

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need

It was always me that was the problem
But ridding you seemed to solve them

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need

I have loved the moon too fondly
To ever be fearful of the night
And I mustn’t forget this
The stars gleaming bright

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

I could get forever lost
Inside the moon’s touch
As it’s controlling my being
For it I’m always truly fiending

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

Come with me and play
Let go of your mind’s decay
I am too fond of the moon
That the night leaves too soon

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

Take the heartache and shame
The games, and find who to blame
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Taped up parts and closing up shop
That’s what love for me always got
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Take a break, it is okay, keep going anyway
As that’s no way to live, so I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Maybe I tried too hard
Maybe it took me too far
Maybe I tried to be strong
Maybe I ended up losing it all

You brought me this low
I can rise again to the show

Maybe I should’ve said goodbye earlier
Maybe you were never really sure
Maybe I invested too much to endure
Maybe I should have just surrendered

You don’t have the answers anyway
You’re the one who gave our love away

Maybe we just grew apart
Maybe you lost your heart
Maybe we did our part
Maybe it was time for a dart

It’s over and done with now
It can’t haunt me longer anyhow

Maybe, just maybe
It all saved me
From a worse fate later on

I've had the Vision Of Love, but I'm afraid to find The One; thanks to the Side Effects that the others have left. I Don’t Wanna Cry, but I'm tired of Looking In at life from the Outside. Before it's too late, I Wanna Know What Love Is.

I Wish You Knew how I have Got A Thing 4 You. My Vulnerability scares me, I Cry terribly, but you are so Irresistible. So I believe I Know What You Want and you'd be mesmerized like me, from the start. I know you Make It Look Good and I do Want You, so destiny Lead The Way and Don’t Stop, just Help Me Make It until dreaming is reality. Baby, I just Don't Know What To Do for your attention. I'm Faded and I'm waiting.

I'll count Petals; find the end of a Rainbow just to know how you feel, because (Boy) I Need You, #Beautiful. Write you a Lullaby, exchange Candy Bling and become More Than Just Friends. Since Long Ago I've wanted this. I'm Sprung over this Secret Love. We'd be as bright as Sunflowers. It's factual, we are Supernatural.

If you pass, You Had Your Chance to make me Yours with my Subtle Invitation. I'll learn The Art of Letting Go. But you can't go and Bringin’ On The Heartbreak when You’re So Cold and confusing too. Don't get to the point where I H.A.T.E.U.; just tell me the truth. Lay down the Camouflage and let's give this One More Try.

Can I Get Your Number because I want to be Your Girl, your One & Only. Don't take me in Circles, it's time to Say Somethin’ and continue this. We can take this To The Floor and if I said I Didn’t Mean To Turn You On, it'd be a lie. Later I may even Stay The Night for a Joy Ride. We will be Makin’ It Last All Night and I'll look back at how Last Night A DJ Saved My Life. I’m more than Thirsty for ya, I'm Dedicated to ya.

Get rid of the X-Girlfriend dramas and we can be at Bliss. Once I fall, I Stay In Love, so this won't be our Last Kiss. I just want To Be Around You now ‘Till The End Of Time. I don't want to put on Cruise Control, I have a Right To Dream of our Endless Love and I want to go on and speed.

You Got Me, this is Heavenly; I'm Yours, it's not just another Fantasy. So Thank God I Found You, you're my Hero for sure. That means you'll Always Be My Baby, until that One Sweet Day, where I'll Close My Eyes. You can say Bye-Bye to your little Butterfly. As Everything Fades Away, but I'll be patient Just To Hold You Once Again in heaven.

I Melt Away in my Daydream thinking about us Underneath The Stars. And For The Record, I want this Forever. I’ll Be Lovin’ U Long Time even After Tonight, because you're my Sweetheart ever since When I Saw You the first time. I'm like a Meteorite coming at you. Infinity is what I have planned, too. I don't care about the superficial like Money, I need your lovin'.

I don't see living Without You, so There’s Got To Be A Way to show How Much you want me to stay. If we're Languishing then the Angels Cry, you see. But When You Believe, and I Still Believe, that The Impossible can occur then I'll be betting on Do You Think Of Me; answer carefully. We know how to wind each other up like a Music Box and make each other in Heat. Can't keep my cool, because you cause me to be O.O.C.

The waves crash and the children laugh
Yet all you can hear is your inner fear
You hold on tightly to your past
You apologize, it just couldn’t last
And you can’t let go of how things are
Compared to how your memory sparks

Gasping and drowned by memories
That are taking you under real deep
On my knees, pleading for a case of
Amnesia so I can no longer overthink
Please free me from the past memories
I can’t live there anymore, I need freed

Memories of my innocence
They’re scattered in the wind
Like blowing on a dandelion
I feel I have no way to win
So I should shut up and give in
I had no way to say no to them

A peaceful night looking in the distance
Through the water, there was a shimmer
A silhouette seen, which I clearly remember
Mysterious and beautiful, captured my all
Now a little bit shook up, I tried not to fall

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

A lovely song, don’t know what it’s called
But it’s trapped now, embedded in my head
It was really strongly deep, the words it said
I just stood there in awe, listening to it all
I still couldn’t believe, it was near with me

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

As she slowly faded away from my world
So did our shadows and so did my proof
Still was not very sure it wasn’t a spoof
But in that full moon it was so beautiful
Maybe it is all real or maybe I’m a fool

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, now out of sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Lost in a trance, had my attention so deep
Splashing away as I called out “please stay”

Don’t get too close, I won’t let you
Don’t fall for me, whatever you do
You’ll just end up being let down
Can’t be the girl you knew around  

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Lost amongst the big world
You really don’t know this girl
Hidden away in my palace
It never would have lasted

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I wish to be set free
But you can’t take a chance on me

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I was holding on by love
Until you dropped me hard
Always so protective of me
Until you chose to be free
So you knocked me down
To where I can’t be found

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
Now that I am fully capable
You act like this is impossible
Your love was all mistakable

Did everything I could for you
Even cared about your family too
Went out of my way in every way
And now I’m left hurt by everybody
Out of nowhere, traumatized by lies
You used me but you’ll be surprised

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You pushed until I was finally able
Then you forgot who I even was
Your love was all mistakable

Who do you think put forever in my head?
Who do you think wanted commitment from the beginning?
Feel like the last year of my life has only been a lie
And I blame you for me being here, bleeding scared

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You are a fake, a lying snake
And you erased a great thing
Your love was all mistakable

It may make you scream in heat and rage
Plot revenge in evil ways
Do things to those you loved dearest
That you couldn’t imagine capable
You may say and do things most regrettable

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Everyone has something to say
But it means nothing to whom
Doesn’t want to listen or care
Save it for yourself and look smart
Lies do not ever echo
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep

Use ammunition once kept
From hurting others
You may never be known
To them as whom you were again
The never known lurked

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Everyone has something to say
But it means nothing to whom
Doesn’t want to listen or care
Save it for yourself and look smart
Lies do not ever echo
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep

In your deepest thoughts
Feeling possessed by your loss
Anger can make the worst
monster come out

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep

You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

You have the biggest heart
And you have people smarts
You’d do anything for anyone
And you do it with a lot of love

You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

Where there’s a will, there’s a way
You put up with a lot day to day
You don’t get the credit deserved
Know I appreciate even just your words

You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

No, you’re not perfect
But you’re perfect to me
You know how to handle things

If the mountain seem too big today
Then find a hill instead
If the morning brings you sadness
Then it’s okay to stay in bed
If the day ahead weighs heavy
And your plans feel like a curse

There’s no shame in rearranging
Don’t make yourself feel worse
If a shower stings like needles
And a bath feels like you’ll drown
If you haven’t washed your hair for days
Don’t throw away your crown

A day is not a life time
A rest is not  defeat
Don’t think of it as failure  
But a quiet, peace retreat
It’s okay to take a moment
With a fractured, fragile mind

The world will not stop twirling
As you anxiously get realigned
The mountain will still be there
When you want to try again
You can climb it in your own time
Just learn to love yourself until then

Bad days to having a hard time
Need help at the drop of a dime
No gratification found this way
The ultimate price you may pay

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

Physically fight off any thing
But mentally I’m struggling
Difficult to measure inside
And control what all I fight

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I know it’s inside of me
Going to keep fighting

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff