I got used to you being there
Now I expect you to be here
Losing you was one of my fears

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

Don’t know what you had until
Life comes to a halt all still
Then it sets in that it’s real

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

I just wanna hold you again
Can we play pretend

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

Reputation like Marilyn Monroe
I’m known as the girl next door
I’ve been the classic blonde bombshell
Even the most innocent angel

I’ve caused my share of trouble
Leaving damage along the way
I’ve been too naive and easy
Desperate for one love for me

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
My crime is trying too hard to win
Something that I needed from within
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Beauty can’t change it; the forsaken

Spent a life at fighting in my head
So many tears behind the curtains
Smile and pretend to have it all
By reflection, who is the girl I saw?

Be the best at everything; a queen
Manners, appearance are everything
But they all want me now, my baby
I can dress up and make it *****

I didn’t mean to do it, at all
Learned the hard way with her
Miss Monroe, you had to fall
They won’t let you win in society
You can’t be the ***** and lady
No way to tease and be classy
I didn’t mean to do it; to do either

Legacy and memory will support
No matter the judgements; distorts
There are love, truths, and non-users
Only too late, for some lost females

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
Beauty had forsaken and taken me
What I wanted, was my crime spree
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Us girls, Miss Monroe, didn’t mean it

Fascination grows, history repeats it

Don’t think that you’re the exception
‘Cause it’s gonna be a hard lesson
When he just does the expected
And just a matter of time to what’s next

You’re not the one who can change him
It isn’t meant to be like Barbie and Ken
Excusing his behavior isn’t him evolving  
He’ll never become what you’re longing

May have him now, but you’re a number
One day he’ll just leave you in a slumber
Flavor of the day and then he strays
You can’t change the bad boys ways

Remember history repeats itself
His pattern shows he’ll let you down
It shouldn’t even be a real question
Don’t think that you’re the exception

Hey there, Genius
Don’t you already know
You’re not supposed to
Go and catch feelings

Suggestion, cut your heart out
Lock it up and throw away the key
Do so, before anyone else
Can rip it out for keeps

You won’t need it anyway
Because the one you play with
Aren’t looking for commitment
Or to handle a heart with care

Advice, stop thinking twice
Don’t let it be seen you are
So vulnerable and in need
Before they turn away and flee

Stop your heartbeat, no butterflies
Inside there, going crazy for somebody
Listen to resin, the heart is misleading

So smart, yet so dumb
Cautious until you let
Yourself get caught up
And stuck on just one

Don’t act stupid, when love
Is just an elusive emotion
With no proof, protect you
Before you are ruined

So, why did you go and catch feelings?
You have learned you’re fragile like glass
Told you no, but the heart doesn’t listen
Hey Genius, why’d you catch feelings?

My heart skips, skips a beat
As I fall to my feet, so graciously
I desperately try to feel complete

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I feel as though I’m falling down
A current that spins me around
But I’m not done with this town

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

Keep your head firm
Remember all you’ve learned

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I’m choking on your lies
Flying at me like bullets
And your mouth is the gun
It’s time for goodbyes
I can not control it

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

I guess this round you won
You kept pulling the trigger
Now you regret it, it figures
But get the hell out now
Because I’m done feeling down

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

Bang, bang, I’m gone
It’s time to say “so long”

When I reach out
You’re not there
You don’t care
So what’s the point here?

Take the heartache and shame
The games, and find who to blame
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Taped up parts and closing up shop
That’s what love for me always got
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Take a break, it is okay, keep going anyway
As that’s no way to live, so I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

You can not tell me no
I will not let that go
You can not see me fail
As I always will prevail

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Push a little more each day
Write down another page
You will not see me fall
I’ll manage to accomplish it all

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Things will look above
I will not give up

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

If I continue to go on
Will my fight ever be won?

If I’ve become too sick
Will they fully understand it?

If I break down and cry
Will someone be at my side?

If I never recall my past torture
How long will those scars hurt for?

If you are not with me
Am I ever fully complete?

If you returned in my life
Would everything turn out all right?

If I truly needed you
Would you help to see me through?

If again we lost each other
Could my heart ever recover?

If you break a heart unintentionally
Is that person still held as guilty?

If a friendship ends maliciously
Was it ever really meant to be?

If you make one more mistake
Are you then labeled as a flake?

If I fail an important task
How long shall my shame last?

If I counted up all my sins
Would good intentions still win?

If I sought out my own vengeance’s
Did I create bad karma in the end?

If my dreams continue to repeat
Is that some kind of message to me?

If if they never believe in me
Will my mind ever be free?

If I go on and continue to live
Will there be a purpose to all of this?

If I have no choice in the end, but to fail
Did my presence ‘til then have a place here?

If I continue to question my universe
Then I will continue to strive for my answers

If as look as I am asking
Then I am continuing

Always ask when you can, “if”
And hold out for what may be given

I decided I needed to pack my things
And be on my own way for good baby
You play me once, played me twice
So I can no longer play with you nice

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

Just stop trying to reach out to me
What we had is in the books, history
I gave you all that you needed and more
And yet you still went off with that *****

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

I did my best to be the very best
But you still somehow wanted the rest

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

Patience is a survival tactic
Without it, you jump too quick
Only to fall and just end up
Destroying precisely yourself

Watch the choices that you make
Be wise when you decide to take
Action on all of your assumptions
Without the proper knowledge

If you are wrong, then you end up
Trusting not at all, pushing too hard
Coming off like the only troubled one
Deemed unable to handle things at all

Patience is a virtue in a person
Without it, goodness is lessened
Then a higher quality seems lost
Destroying you the most of all

If your gut was right to begin
Then there’s time to dive in
But first you must think clear
Not out of pity or from fear

It’s the hardest thing for anyone
Sit back and wait for absolution
But there are better outcomes
As trying to avoid destruction

Patience is a type of lesson
Practiced and not just given
It may take time and cries
But it could better your life

I should let it go like Elsa said
And move on to what is next
But I always somehow think,
As I hate having any enemies,
There’s something left to mend
I further sink like the Titanic did

Tortured, I never feel at peace
Unless Mariah’s singing to me
Learned the best things aren’t free
As there’s always a price to pay
Like when they are taken away
And I’ve had many of them days

Been hurt too many times
To the point it’s been crimes
Always easy to use like a fool
It’s being too nice but it’s not wise
Always being put down for who I am
Still gonna wear my crown to show them

I’ve been cracked open like an egg
Learning the most of any other day
But it’s not always bad, I have had
Some things that make me glad
Guess we all go through things like I do
Just certain times it’s hard to get through

Feeling sick all the time, called a liar
I went from a butterfly to “frequent flyer”
Every day is a struggle to feel just okay
In health it never, ever goes my way
I’ve given up twice but that is alright
Here for a reason, gonna keep believing

I’ve loved so much, just not myself
I’m still a rainbow, with an awful storm
This is my truth, I don’t care what you do
Over-loved so much, just not myself
I’m still a rainbow, with a big, big storm
This is my truth, hope someone it moves

Believe me, I don’t want to die
I crave to live the fullest life
However, I’m tired of the lie
I try, but I’m not that alright
I’m tired of watching life pass by

I hold on to strength
Except for that one day
And for that, I am sorry
I try to be complete, even fake
So I don’t burden your brain

I do what needs to be done
But I’m not as strong as I once was
I suppose one more thing was too much
It has already been so much stuff
I pray all day with much love

I hold on to strength
Except for that one day
And for that, I am sorry
I try to be complete, even fake
So I don’t burden your brain

They say thing will get better
Therefore, I’ll keep fighting the weather
But some days, it seems like never

I hold on to strength
Except for that one day
And for that, I am sorry
I try to be complete, even fake
So I don’t burden your brain

You would understand
Why I won’t take your hand
If you knew my indiscretions
From my lovers to my friends

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

And all along came the judgements
From the most loved ones
But all I could do is land
So I came down to my own sanity

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

And here you are to rescue me
Make me feel human again
To make me matter again

A lot has happened, no matter the fault
But they changed; however, I did not

There is a rain cloud sitting just above, fogging my judgement quite enough
I need my umbrella, until the sun breaks through this stormy weather
And my colors shine brighter, than my dark side could ever
Through snow, ice, or sleet, I won’t settle for defeat by being weak
There is a rain cloud sitting just above, fogging my judgement quite enough
I need my umbrella, until a rainbow appears above, giving me a break, showing love

Could have created something new
Instead that all led to disapproval
Tried to be good but **** hits the fan
Now so unsure of where I will land

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

I was promised a dream
Delivered me a nightmare
Sold me something serene
Got nothing good from there

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

Gave up before, but no more
Troubles wash away in the shore

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

You don’t want to see
What you’ve done to me
So you sit and pretend
Not even listening

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

It was never meant to be I see
It was never supposed to be me
I gave you total control
I guess I should have known

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

So many times I have refused
To see the truth and I’m through

I could cry you an ocean
Drown you in the commotion
Take the life right out of you
Like you made me do, too
I would feel better then
But I’d be letting you win
I’ll sit back and let karma weigh in

Make up your mind, I don’t have the time
My energy is limited and so is my patience
So stop keeping me waiting, it’s degrading
I need you to take control, put on a show

I want everything or nothing, no middle
I need you to give it all, not just a little
Somebody’s still gotta have the *****
To come to me and give it their all

If it is you, then please let me know soon
I keep my distance, but I’ll keep my wishes
Be there for me, all the way, start to finish
I am elevated. So do not keep me waiting

It may seem to be insignificant
But by special as it has went
I’m speaking of a blip on the meter
But of all things, it can be the center

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

Something tiny may occur
Making the rest all a blur
It puts up a strong fight
Then it shall stick for life

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

The best things are the little ones
That inspire to be memorable times

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

About our love, I can’t keep quiet
So happy to have you by my side
Want you right there all my life
I’ll take every thing in stride

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

Been put though the ringer time again
Just been looking for my special friend
And I think I found the one that fits
A feeling of safety over me rushes

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

When I don’t know where to start
And I can’t find it looking in my heart
It seems to always point towards you
You’re a blessing I never really knew

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

Always said what I wanted to hear
Told me that I had nothing to fear
I thought we had it all figured out
I guess didn’t know you had doubt

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Told me it was you, just had to dart
Cried in my arms like it was so hard
I thought we had gotten so very far
But I guess we weren’t in the cards

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Tried to trick me it wasn’t on you
Now wish I would’ve already knew

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

You would understand
Why I won’t take your hand
If you knew my indiscretions
From the lovers to the friends
And along came the judgements
From the most loved ones
But all I could do was land
So I came down to my sanity
And here you are, to rescue me
Make me feel human again
To have me matter once again

Together like peaches and cream
Only you can make my soul gleam
I will show you I love you to the stars
I can patiently wait, but don’t hesitate
Because I promise this is the real deal
If you ever choose to leave my side
I will let go and say my good bye
But until then...
Our love I will forever cherish
And it shall never, ever perish

Alone here with the girl in the mirror
I can’t help but have a growing fear
She’s familiar, though neither of us know
What are the truths and what are the lies
I feel I can’t trust anything through her eyes
I couldn’t even tell you which is the real deal
Which way is the truth, behind the mirror

I’ve been lost, more than once
Felt like the only one, all alone
Like the ones that get shunned
Just one of the forgotten ones
Forever being stuck in the middle
The cycle goes on and continues
And everlasting never comes
No one else around, it’s just me
And that’s how it’ll always be
Just one of the forgotten ones

I’ve never been an old fashion girl
Needing boyfriends to feel fulfilled
I enjoy my independence and thrills
My risky clothing with high heels
I know what I want all on my own
But it doesn’t mean I need it alone

I want to be in something equal
With a charming man who will
Do little things, just like I’d do as well
I want shown and told only the real
With sweet gestures given just because
We both feel it and care that much
A relationship build on solid trust
I simply want a non-complicated love

I know every couple has their downs
And now and then I may feel doubt
But I need us to be able to talk it out
I may be strong-willed to the eye
But we all need chivalry to be alive
It’s a hope in every female’s mind

I want just honesty above all else
Pride put to the side for both of us
So that in the end the winner is love
I want trust in return that I deserve
For being a good girl in soul and heart
No matter how I look on the outside
A guy seeing right through my eyes
I want a true love by my side for life

I know I can cope without a man
But I would rather have the plan
That includes the whole shebang

I want to be treated like a lady
Taken serious and yet gracefully
Even if I can go on and handle it
I don’t need to be told what to do
I can be complete as just little me
Just think it makes plenty more sense
To have it all; including a good man
Simply put, I need just your existence

No one else is necessary, no one will do
Just cannot picture my life without you
A touch of fairy tale, old fashion love
At least I really do know what I want

Suddenly afraid of commitment
Already had some hell with it
So you had to jump the ship
Leaving me contemplating
Even if it means never again
Will you find such happiness
With another living being
You still gave up everything

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you

You just were not ready
I am very understanding
So why disrespect someone
Who never lied to you at all
Even if you had to ever go away
I thought it’d never end this way
Now you are an enemy I hate
And I yearn for judgement day

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you

Poor baby, don’t know how
To treat a real lady
Poor baby, you showed you
Are far from perfect
It was all pretend, the end
Drop dead, I hate you instead
Because…!

Killed them all; My happy memories
Dead and gone; Like you erased history
How could you go and do this to me?
Of anybody, you were my everything
I respected you and took care of you
I Would have done absolutely anything
All while patiently waiting just for you!

I was holding on by love
Until you dropped me hard
Always so protective of me
Until you chose to be free
So you knocked me down
To where I can’t be found

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
Now that I am fully capable
You act like this is impossible
Your love was all mistakable

Did everything I could for you
Even cared about your family too
Went out of my way in every way
And now I’m left hurt by everybody
Out of nowhere, traumatized by lies
You used me but you’ll be surprised

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You pushed until I was finally able
Then you forgot who I even was
Your love was all mistakable

Who do you think put forever in my head?
Who do you think wanted commitment from the beginning?
Feel like the last year of my life has only been a lie
And I blame you for me being here, bleeding scared

Didn’t like when I wasn’t IN love
Now you act like you never were
You are a fake, a lying snake
And you erased a great thing
Your love was all mistakable

No *** and no guys
No being used, no lies
That’s how I’m living my life
They can all go fly a kite
They can all go take a hike
That’s how I’m living my life

I’m over figuring out, you see
What they want out of me
That’s how I’m living my life
I’m just gonna play shy
I’m not gonna say hi
That’s how I’m living my life

You got me to fall for it like the rest
Had me feeling like I was the best
But the whole thing was just a lie
You had one foot out, on a flight
Just laughing I was down for the ride

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

I can’t express how much I cried
I no longer even wanted my life
That’s how deep you rooted in me
And that’s how blind I was being
Took so long to reach out and see

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Should have left me be, I’d never grief
Should of said no thanks, not on any day
Should have saw the signs in time  

And the worst thing that ever happened to me
Was the day I agreed to meet up with thee
Biggest fake and liar I ever did personally see
Can’t take away the regret and it sure does sting
Now I’m left fallen and sullen, saying oh em gee

Dandelions blow away in the wind
But my love for you will never end
It may seem scattered and faded
But the daisy petals I count daily
Roses have thorns, but are loved
Lilies are my passion for both us
The lotus describes how I fight
So our bloom never, ever dies

Might as well just lie through me teeth
Because what they going to do with me
I have been ran through the mill so long
That it’s so dark, I can’t remember dawn

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I always fantasize all types of things
That probably would state I’m insane
But there is no one that'd ever know
Because there is no point to show

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I just don’t want to do this all alone
But I have no choice, I’ve been shown

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

It’s so hard to find
Two souls that think alike
And can compliment
Each other to shine

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

It can take a long time
And some crying nights
Before finding who’s mine
My other half, my dime

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

I know I got lucky finding you
It’s true and I knew
The minute I met you

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

I’m not gonna lie, I’m terrified
But deep inside, I’m too excited
By your words, by your presence
I think we could build a heaven

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

I know we both have apprehensions
I want you to know my true intentions
Are to make this thing go the distance
I think we might maybe make the finish

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

Tell me you feel it too inside
Let us just enjoy this ride

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

I've had the Vision Of Love, but I'm afraid to find The One; thanks to the Side Effects that the others have left. I Don’t Wanna Cry, but I'm tired of Looking In at life from the Outside. Before it's too late, I Wanna Know What Love Is.

I Wish You Knew how I have Got A Thing 4 You. My Vulnerability scares me, I Cry terribly, but you are so Irresistible. So I believe I Know What You Want and you'd be mesmerized like me, from the start. I know you Make It Look Good and I do Want You, so destiny Lead The Way and Don’t Stop, just Help Me Make It until dreaming is reality. Baby, I just Don't Know What To Do for your attention. I'm Faded and I'm waiting.

I'll count Petals; find the end of a Rainbow just to know how you feel, because (Boy) I Need You, #Beautiful. Write you a Lullaby, exchange Candy Bling and become More Than Just Friends. Since Long Ago I've wanted this. I'm Sprung over this Secret Love. We'd be as bright as Sunflowers. It's factual, we are Supernatural.

If you pass, You Had Your Chance to make me Yours with my Subtle Invitation. I'll learn The Art of Letting Go. But you can't go and Bringin’ On The Heartbreak when You’re So Cold and confusing too. Don't get to the point where I H.A.T.E.U.; just tell me the truth. Lay down the Camouflage and let's give this One More Try.

Can I Get Your Number because I want to be Your Girl, your One & Only. Don't take me in Circles, it's time to Say Somethin’ and continue this. We can take this To The Floor and if I said I Didn’t Mean To Turn You On, it'd be a lie. Later I may even Stay The Night for a Joy Ride. We will be Makin’ It Last All Night and I'll look back at how Last Night A DJ Saved My Life. I’m more than Thirsty for ya, I'm Dedicated to ya.

Get rid of the X-Girlfriend dramas and we can be at Bliss. Once I fall, I Stay In Love, so this won't be our Last Kiss. I just want To Be Around You now ‘Till The End Of Time. I don't want to put on Cruise Control, I have a Right To Dream of our Endless Love and I want to go on and speed.

You Got Me, this is Heavenly; I'm Yours, it's not just another Fantasy. So Thank God I Found You, you're my Hero for sure. That means you'll Always Be My Baby, until that One Sweet Day, where I'll Close My Eyes. You can say Bye-Bye to your little Butterfly. As Everything Fades Away, but I'll be patient Just To Hold You Once Again in heaven.

I Melt Away in my Daydream thinking about us Underneath The Stars. And For The Record, I want this Forever. I’ll Be Lovin’ U Long Time even After Tonight, because you're my Sweetheart ever since When I Saw You the first time. I'm like a Meteorite coming at you. Infinity is what I have planned, too. I don't care about the superficial like Money, I need your lovin'.

I don't see living Without You, so There’s Got To Be A Way to show How Much you want me to stay. If we're Languishing then the Angels Cry, you see. But When You Believe, and I Still Believe, that The Impossible can occur then I'll be betting on Do You Think Of Me; answer carefully. We know how to wind each other up like a Music Box and make each other in Heat. Can't keep my cool, because you cause me to be O.O.C.

I just wanted to leave
My footprints in the sand
But everything I try, it ends
I can’t find my place on this land

Dreams are hard to catch
But you’ll never know
Until you throw that ball

I’m just trying to make you proud
But you lost faith in me long ago
I just want to leave my mark
Please, no more scars

Dreams are hard to catch
But you’ll never know
Until you throw that ball

Everyone fails, falls and loses
Just keep on creating

Dreams are hard to catch
But you’ll never know
Until you throw that ball

I was so lost and cold inside
A feeling I can’t really describe
Didn’t know what to always do
But then I just listen to you

You saved me from drowning too deep
And you gave me hope to believe
Deserve even more love than you receive
Thank you everyday for completing me
God gave us you here on earth to happily be

Your strength gave me an advantage
Rubbed off on me, you’ll never vanish
You always say what I need to manage
No matter day or night, awake or asleep

You saved me from drowning too deep
And you gave me hope to believe
Deserve even more love than you receive
Thank you everyday for completing me
God gave us you here on earth to happily be

I promise to never take you for granted
You make this place a better planet

You saved me from drowning too deep
And you gave me hope to believe
Deserve even more love than you receive
Thank you everyday for completing me
God gave us you here on earth to happily be

You don’t want me anymore
I don’t fulfill your world
I’m good enough for fun
But I’m just not the one

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I know you knew all along
Had your plan from the start
Thought I was dumb enough
To keep giving my time and love

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

Someday you’ll see
What you were to blind to believe

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I should have known better
But I was in a lot of shock
Couldn’t believe what was going on

I should have known better
But I was caught up in the heat
I could not even begin to think

I should have known better
But I thought we’d all be closer
Oh, where did I get that notion

I should have known better
But you see, I have no self esteem
And he was pouring me many drinks

I should have known better
But it started innocent enough
I was shy, but he called my bluff

I should have known better ... human beings
I will say this, just a little bit it may still sting
You’ll both lose, so know I’m here laughing

You use them dry, make them cry
Move right along, to the next one
Play innocent, be a trick, become a *****
Now they’re stuck, know they’re ******
You ****** them in, they’re out of luck

Eventually learn, don’t play your ****
Won’t get burned, you have no worth
So they turn and you act all innocent
Like you didn’t do the same thing again
Like the one before, yet you never GO

Keep coming around, I’ll show you how
A real woman can really put it down
I’ve seen all of your ugly games played
From old, useless lovers and friends
I learned I can do things even better
So I know how it goes, you’ll lose all
Smarter than you, but with class too
So get a clue here and just GO soon

Don’t come to me, don’t mention me
You totally created your own mess
Leaving me with the absolute best
No reason to keep on with the texts
Anyways, won’t ever fool him again

When there are no more attachments
Can’t find a new one to take advantage
That doesn’t mean you go backwards
We are moving forward, so be gone
You will never be wanted in this town
Keep coming around, I’ll show you how
A real woman can really put it down

I’ve seen all of your ugly games played
From old, useless lovers and friends
I learned I can do things even better
So I know how it goes, you’ll lose all
Smarter than you, but with class too
So get a clue here and just GO soon

It’s time to grow up and learn respect
If you want it nice, then do it right
Otherwise you will be your own demise
It’s so justifying for all of your lying
So just start somewhere else and GO

Her eyes are all dried out
From crying inside
Battling the thoughts
Of becoming distraught

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due

Love became a mirage
As she became a facade
Now she sits in silence
As calm as a statue

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due

Her emotions are drained
There’s nothing to say

Hug the stars and kiss the moon
Don’t give up any time soon
Yours will come, you are due

I see her in the mirror, even shards shattered
It’s the real girl and she’s not smiling there
She needs a sign of acceptance
That she’s not getting quick enough
First she must learn to love herself
Nurture the soul and kiss the heart
Then she will find she’s enough

Inside her mind screaming her lungs out
But poised on the outside showing no doubt
She has had to give up so much that it *****
But keeps on moving and testing her luck  
She doesn’t ask for much, just give her your touch
Help out by being available while she nurtures the soul
Kisses the heart and no longer comes apart

Within the shards she cries a lot
She can’t see what she’s actually got
Too busy smiling on the outside
She feels life is passing her by
The mirrored pieces tell no lies
The healing process isn’t too far
Nurture the soul and kiss the heart

Sometimes I take advantage
Of all your kindness that’s given
I forget that you’re also only human
I apologize to infinity if I ever was
Unfair or demanding to you ‘cause

You’re the best person I know
I could not love you any more
Than I already do, so thank you
For just being you and all you do
Which is a lot, it’s not forgot

I wish I had the ability to give
Back all you’ve always did
And continue to do, I love you
So once again, I thank you too
I appreciate your generosity

You take it all on like wonder woman
And if you give blows, they’re cushioned
But you manage to make most right
You’re always up for the fight
So I could truly never say it enough
Thank you for all of your love

If being together with you means
There will be a lot of waiting
Then it is a good thing this girl
Has always had plenty patience

I believe we found destiny and fate
Never knowing it before you around
That there were connections like this
But now I feel it must be on purpose

That we happened to just meet up
After both of our dating bad lucks
Despite distance, age, other stuff
I knew early on you were the one

Constantly thinking long term
Has usually never really worked
It just often had me caught deep
And would drown me beneath

I feared I would be in trouble again
But learned you’re just as faithful
You respect mutual commitments
In the same way as I do to you

Therefore I know I would rather go
Without you some of my nights
And more, than to not have you
At all for the rest of our lives

I know I’m not perfect; as who is?
You are not perfect either even
But together we do perfectly fit
And that’s a rarity worth the wait

It is not about the time spent apart
But the actions guided by my heart
It may be hard, but I truly believe
Inside, in time, you’re always mine

So no matter the reasons why
No matter the amounts of time
I will be waiting with goodness in
And with intentions only worthy

Trust me ‘cause, you’re my forever
Not just my “right now” person
Why else would I not choose to
Be patient for my entire future?

Since the right one is by my side
Me always thinking so long term
Has finally paid off now in my life
To share with you, I’ll wait eternity

You watched me fall
Now I don’t feel bad at all
Enjoy that hot water you’re in
Grass isn’t greener where you live
I will just sit back and watch you boil
Since you weren’t here being loyal  

I hope you feel lost and alone
You’re in your glass house
And you’re throwing stones
Why you threw away so much
Between us, I don’t know
But the top is now blown

I wouldn’t shed a tear for you now
Karma struck your ***, like pow
It seems you’re in need of some help
But now I rather watch you drown
Admittedly, your actions left me astound
And now you can scream, freak, and shout

Hey there, Genius
Don’t you already know
You’re not supposed to
Go and catch feelings

Suggestion, cut your heart out
Lock it up and throw away the key
Do so, before anyone else
Can rip it out for keeps

You won’t need it anyway
Because the ones you play with
Aren’t looking for commitment
Or to handle a heart with care

Advice, stop thinking twice
Don’t let it be seen you are
So vulnerable and in need
Before they scare and flee

Stop your heartbeat, no butterflies
Inside there, going crazy for somebody
Listen to reason, the heart is misleading

So smart, yet so dumb
Cautious until you let
Yourself get caught up
And stuck on just one

Don’t act stupid, when love
Is just an elusive emotion
With no proof, protect you
Before you are left ruined

So, why did you go and catch feelings?
You’ve learned you’re fragile like glass
Told you no, but the heart doesn’t listen

Bad days to having a hard time
Need help at the drop of a dime
No gratification found this way
The ultimate price you may pay

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

Physically fight off any thing
But mentally I’m struggling
Difficult to measure inside
And control what all I fight

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I know it’s inside of me
Going to keep fighting

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I have loved the moon too fondly
To ever be fearful of the night
And I mustn’t forget this
The stars gleaming bright

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

I could get forever lost
Inside the moon’s touch
As it’s controlling my being
For it I’m always truly fiending

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

Come with me and play
Let go of your mind’s decay
I am too fond of the moon
That the night leaves too soon

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

The tide rolls in and out
I can feel it inside my heart

I have been trying so hard for a high
Seems like it is just an easy ride
For everyone else but surely not me
Don’t understand why this must be

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

The grass is greener on the other side
Though I know I shouldn’t compare lives
It’s very hard to hold on to my pride
I find it so difficult to try and get by

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

Believe me, I know it could always be worse
But today asking “why” must comes first

I get caught up in the delusion that others are perfect
So imagine my confusion when I never feel worth it
Every time I’m thinking that I may have it down
I fall hard from grace with a frown, losing the crown
And then I feel like a clown for thinking I could be perfect
One thing I’ll give me, I’m good at being imperfect

I’m not gonna lie, I once caught all their eyes
They all loved me, I was sweet as can be
Feels in a moment things changed
Making me feel lost and deranged

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

I suppose it was just a matter of time
To give up on me and what we used to be
Maybe I was lucky to once have that life
Waking up to reality was the ultimate key

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

Who I’ve become, none of them want
Life is not fair, so I’m stuck right here

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light