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72 · Feb 2019
Mermaid
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
A peaceful night looking in the distance
Through the water, there was a shimmer
A silhouette seen, which I clearly remember
Mysterious and beautiful, captured my all
Now a little bit shook up, I tried not to fall

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

A lovely song, don’t know what it’s called
But it’s trapped now, embedded in my head
It was really strongly deep, the words it said
I just stood there in awe, listening to it all
I still couldn’t believe, it was near with me

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

As she slowly faded away from my world
So did our shadows and so did my proof
Still was not very sure it wasn’t a spoof
But in that full moon it was so beautiful
Maybe it is all real or maybe I’m a fool

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, now out of sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Lost in a trance, had my attention so deep
Splashing away as I called out “please stay”
71 · May 2018
Picking Up the Pieces
Jenni Littzi May 2018
He gave me the moon and stars
Then took them back away
Leaving me alone in the dark
Didn't see this coming from the start

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone

And it hit me like a tornado
Threw me around and killed our love
No time was there to prepare
All that was left is despair

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone

Drowning in sorrow, awake as can be
It was all for granted, now that I see

Now I'm picking up the pieces
But it's not quite the same
I see you never cared at the least
It was all just fun and games
But I'll carry on, with you gone
71 · May 2018
Piece of Mind
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Feet in the sand and a light breeze
Time alone with you, in front of the blue
Thoughts stand still, against the wind
Time meant to be free, as waves crash in

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies

Like wind and dirt, like fire and the sea
We come at each other, like a tsunami
It may be coarse or soft, we clash a lot
Opposites can attract, we add to a match

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies

I’ll be all good, now that you’re in my world
All will be swell because you’re my belle

I never found peace of mind
Until you got every piece of me
I never really thought about the time
Until you helped me smell the lilies
71 · May 2018
Low Key
Jenni Littzi May 2018
You always liked to say I’m crazy
But you should know that, baby
I was only ever acting up
Because you would make me

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need

Your love was a sort of illusion
Had me caught up in confusion
It was all too good to be true
How did I not catch that truth

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need

It was always me that was the problem
But ridding you seemed to solve them

I’m going to be just fine, alright
I just want something low key
Honestly, trustworthy, and right
I just need more patience to see
Low key, hospitality, is what I need
71 · Jul 2018
Just Okay
Jenni Littzi Jul 2018
Always unwell, just trying to get by
I feel like I’m living, some kind of lie
But this is how I know it is my own life

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Do what I can, just to see the next day
But I don’t know whatever is in store
For little me, this lost and lonely girl

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Just let me be, I’ll leave these feelings
Just let me go, once again, I’ll never show
Just how far I actually want to go

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay
But I’ll say it anyway, I’m okay
71 · Feb 2019
Outside (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
Will I ever be back out in the world
Living life just like a normal girl
Will I ever again experience life
Like it is for others on the outside
Will life ever be back to being mine
Maybe if I just close my weeping eyes

But I don’t wanna pretend any longer
I miss it, wanna get out there and shine
Please say it’s possible soon some time
I’m tired of always sitting home to whine
I hope that it time it works and I’ll be fine
This is dreary, just take me back outside
70 · May 2018
No Conscious
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Between truth and lies
Dreaming is the best way
To feel like living one’s life
It is a certain way to survive

The ways that you conceal
You can only go on and hide
Your true self and reality
For a short matter of time

How can you dare,
Look in the mirror?
Why don’t you hear,
Inner voices screaming?
The only answer must be
You have no conscious,
It seems …

All the truths only stay
In the ground for so long
Buried within a layered veil
Before they creep on out

The good you have shown
With the bad left unknown
Will all eventually turn around
That is when there will be Karma

How can you dare,
Look in the mirror?
Why don’t you hear,
Inner voices screaming?
The only answer must be
You have no conscious,
It seems …

All that you’ve taken
Without any remorse
It will be reversed on you
By the ways of the universe

Dream up something better
Pretend so you can get by
But know it all comes with
A life long price of sacrifices
70 · May 2019
Thorns (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
She is dreamily easy on the eyes
But something deeper does hide
While drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
That is if of course you’re not gentle
Like the others that badly scorned
70 · Feb 2019
Life is Impure
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
I’m no one on this earth
Knowing that really hurts
I’m an extremely lost girl
Feeling alone in this world
And feeling so very unsure
It’s all too much to endure
I guess I don’t see my worth
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure

This pain can drive you insane
It makes life feel so mundane
I can feel I’m caught in the rain
I have nothing left here to gain
Eventually I might go insane
Such torture, it hurts so bad
Think I will end up going mad
I am so tired of feeling so sad
And constantly being dragged

I’m no one on this planet
And up to here I’ve had it
It’s hard to even give a ****
On what happens to me
I feel so alone, don’t you see
Chained up no longer free
Due to depression endlessly
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure
69 · Mar 2019
The Fallout
Jenni Littzi Mar 2019
I have nothing to gain but pain
Let it pour, let it rain on my parade
Let the tears fall down the drain
Things will never, ever be the same

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Lessons learned, can’t take it back
Emotions and responsibility lacked
Feeling as though I was under attack
Who knows, maybe I was in fact

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Funny how change remains the same
Suppose they say it will one day be okay

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside
Number 200!!!!
69 · Apr 2019
Fool/Cool
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
I know these are all very serious feelings drudged up
Because when I’m around you, I can’t help but go nuts
I can’t seem to keep it cool, as I am not sure what to do
Try too hard to be the perfect girl that would be viewed by you

I know I’m a fool

Now I know my first love wasn’t so true as I thought
Because he never made me as nervous as when we talk and walk
I know I can’t love you, it’s not that deep, I’m fully aware
But I know from what has progressed, it’s down there

Let me play it cool

There are no set rules but I am not feeling blue
I have faith you will come around knowing it won’t be now
You give all the wrong ones chances to see, you’re scorned
But I promise I’m worth the rose with the thorns
68 · Feb 2019
Never Existed
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
It’s three am but I don’t give a ****
I was your biggest, number one fan
I’m up thinking about you and me
And everything that we used to be
I need you to come back and see

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It is now three-eleven
I thought we were in heaven
I made you my whole world
So when you were gone
Guess what that left this girl?
Left me nothing for sure

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It’s three-fifteen
I know you’re not listening
But it’s still worth mentioning

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact
68 · May 2018
Over and Done
Jenni Littzi May 2018
It is all just over and done
Like you did something wrong
Knocked you down out of the blue
Now laying dazed and confused
Lost the future that you knew
So I’m just over and done, too

If they don’t want to try
There’s nothing there to fight
Yet they cry and they cry
But they left you, so why?
No answers, just dead silence
Tearing my soul to many pieces

Make an excuse for the love
Wanting to believe the best
Get angry and tell them off
Figure they were like the rest
Pick up the pieces; cry again
Then I start from the beginning

How can it be over and done?
Not one sign of awareness
Your whole life now different
Those future plans all dead
Yet everyone just says let go
I’m just over and done, as well
67 · Apr 2019
Tick, Tock
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Life goes by quick, agony sits slow
Moments seeming like forever ago
The future feeling like it’s too close
And the present just seems so hectic
So the past we often drift back to
Even when not correctly viewed

Memories hold precious pieces of us
And by lost ones, we are touched
Heartbreak takes some life away
And new life gives breath to they
Fears stop everything that’s around
Hope can being you off that ground

Tick, tock, tick, tock, goes the clock
Take careful count of worth you got
Your time, energy, tears, and years
Remember what is important, dear
Then you will be all right in life
If you believe that hope is in sight
67 · Jan 2019
Stay With Me
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I’ve spent so many of my nights
Wondering how you and I died
I know it was there, the love
However, it just was not enough

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do

I try to forget you but I fall
Back into a trance of it all
I can’t stand to let you go
And I will let anyone know

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do

Okay, so I guess we may be really gone
They say someone new will come along
Yet I still long...

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do
66 · May 2019
Enemies
Jenni Littzi May 2019
I can easily say, it started out so perfect
Progressing fast, but I wasn’t nervous
Really believed it was different this time
But I guess I just ignored all the signs

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies

Held him on a pedestal, **** he fell too
The person I loved the most, became a joke
Now I do loathe everything I would boast
But he says it was me, telling everybody

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies

I hope deep down he is truly ashamed
He may keep his story and play his game
The truth is in my heart, I know what he did
Because you make a good girl turn, when you burn her

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies
66 · Feb 2019
Looking Glass (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
Zoning out through the looking glass
Thinking about the future, present, and past
Lost in a daze, through a gaze, so afraid
Woe is me, they don’t believe, I can be troubling
I see what they cannot, through my thoughts
The looking glass shows only what I know
65 · May 2019
Lit
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Lit
It only seems like such a tragedy
Burning bright and sparking
When it started out blue
That’s what makes it beautiful, too

Fire growing more vibrant now
I’m feeling it inside and out
The heat has me pumped
Now I can’t get enough

It is just another part to me
Getting stronger and I’ll follow that fire
Even though you lit the match as a starter
It is now mine to use to climb higher

You thought you had burned me
But that blaze focused my daze
And now I can take on anything
Thought you won, but I changed
65 · May 2018
Insomniac
Jenni Littzi May 2018
I'd say I didn't sleep well last night
But for me that's normal and alright
Play around awhile on my phone
Learning more than I should know

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say

Stare at the ceiling while daydreaming
In my world it's not normal to be sleeping
Walked to the kitchen for a thousandth time
Can't find rest there, but sure something on my mind

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say

Play some music and realize I think more
Try again, turned it off and got bored
It's such a trite situation, but I deal
It's now four am, the habit is the deal

If it’s so natural, why am I awake?
It’s not fair, but what you gonna say
64 · May 2019
Daydreaming
Jenni Littzi May 2019
I get lost inside my mind
Thinking of the past times
I think of all my mistakes
And what I could have made
If only different paths I stayed

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming

I imagine what could be
If I were just someone else
A better version of myself
I stay daydreaming about it
My mind racing, never quits

I’m just worn out, being me
Stuck inside this horrible body
I find it hard to keep my sanity
Getting by doesn’t come easy
I’m better off just daydreaming
64 · May 2019
Time (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi May 2019
They say that time heals everything
However, it is time that is infinity
So tell me, how do I get over anything?

Is nothing really history?
Or are we just on repeat?
All of it is such a mystery

They say to open your heart to see
However, now mine is barely beating
When do I actually get to feel “like me”
64 · Jan 2019
Love Me Right
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
Love is fabulous
Or love is disastrous
Especially when,
Someone crashes it
Into sharp shards,
Can’t untangle the heart  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love feels so good
Or love feels so evil
When someone
Wants you so gone
Then it will not be
Too much more long

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love saved me
Love nearly killed me
It can start out great
Then it may dissipate  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side
64 · May 2018
Weeds
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Beginning again a new life
I got so caught up in the lie
I can’t even see what’s right
Too long I’ve been so blinded
Can’t even find my way at night

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue

Now I feel my time has past
Feelings in my mind that last
I need to shake them off completely
And remember how to be me
While letting go of the bad

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue

Once the sun rises, I’ll feel more wiser
It will be clear, how to get back to there

I picked the weeds but let the flowers grow
I try to let go and let my life go with the flow
I clipped off the chains in hopes of regaining
The life I once knew that left me in the blue
63 · May 2019
Your Own Medicine
Jenni Littzi May 2019
When I lie down in bed
You’re never in my head
No, not anymore dread
I’m better off in the end
I just sit back and watch ya

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end

Finally got what you deserved
Thought you figured it out at first
Now you seem to have a thirst
Glad I’m gone from your curse
I just sit back and watch ya

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end

Stuck in a corner under a rock
You just didn’t know when to stop
So I just sit and watch as you’re

Choking on your own medicine
You just committed another sin
That mean it could be the end
63 · Jun 2018
Glitter
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
I just wanted to escape
All the pain and misery
Made it through the rain
But lost myself that day, anyway
Years come and go but I stay

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
Soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I fell from my pedestal all the way
It all came crashing down onto me  
All that was left; darkness surrounding
I could no longer make it through days
But that time is starting to be passing

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
Soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I stay the same, lost in anxiety
Loneliness is putting it mildly

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
Soon enough, I’m going to be okay
63 · May 2018
One Day
Jenni Littzi May 2018
You don’t want me anymore
I don’t fulfill your world
I’m good enough for fun
But I’m just not the one

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I know you knew all along
Had your plan from the start
Thought I was dumb enough
To keep on giving my time and love

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

Someday you’ll see
What you were too blind to believe

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn
62 · Jan 2019
One More Time
Jenni Littzi Jan 2019
I feel all I do is try and try
And as I do it, I tend to cry
It takes all I have to get by
I can’t help but ask myself why

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I hold on so tight that it hurts
This bad feeling in me truly lurks
See no light at the end of a tunnel
It feels I’m falling down in a funnel

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I have come too far to give up
I shall hold on to the chance of luck

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time
62 · Jun 2018
Monster
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
It may make you scream in heat and rage
Plot revenge in evil ways
Do things to those you loved dearest
That you couldn’t imagine capable
You may say and do things most regrettable

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Everyone has something to say
But it means nothing to whom
Doesn’t want to listen or care
Save it for yourself and look smart
Lies do not ever echo
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep

Use ammunition once kept
From hurting others
You may never be known
To them as whom you were again
The never known lurked

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Everyone has something to say
But it means nothing to whom
Doesn’t want to listen or care
Save it for yourself and look smart
Lies do not ever echo
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep

In your deepest thoughts
Feeling possessed by your loss
Anger can make the worst
monster come out

Shout your lie, I’ll chant the truth
Not asked your insight
Opinions are that of fools
Opinions come and they go
But what is actual, will still be
Regardless the shovel gone deep
61 · May 2019
Swing With Me (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi May 2019
As the breeze passes
I close my eyes
Tighten up my grasp
As I really start to fly
Lean back and swing
My way into a fantasy
Images in my head swaying
Daydreaming
No where else to be
Simplicity and happy
61 · May 2019
Girl in the Mirror
Jenni Littzi May 2019
It’s a very dark place to visit
Visitors are not permitted
I try and keep my own distance
From myself and everyone else

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear

I can’t breakdown now
So I will just play the clown
So it’s never really seen
That I’m in desperate need

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear

No one knows there’s two of me
I want you to see me on the outside
And that only

Through glass shards, I see me
I’m on my knees and I’m crying
But this is something you’ll never see
Only the girl in the mirror shows despair
On the outside, I’m smiling there
I have the girl in the mirror lost in fear
59 · Apr 2019
Opposites Attract
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow...
Opposites attract, as long as you’re on board the same paths
We may have different ways, but we’ll both get to the same place
Eventually, it’s okay to have different choices in the process made

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that

I know you’re afraid and so am I, we’ve both been devastated
I’ve been jaded and you hated, but together we could be elated
Too bad it’s the rarity we have in common with each other
Punishing ourselves and something great because of another

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that

You like “this” while I like “that”
You know “what” and I know “where at”
I cruise “left” when you cruise “right”
But we should stop putting up a fight

Mixed together like the colors in a rainbow
We yin and yang each other, can’t tell me no
You know it makes sense, so let’s go with it
It all sounds pretty legit, opposites attract
Now let’s forget our fears and run with that
59 · May 2018
Love
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Love is fabulous
Love is disastrous
Especially when
Someone crashes it
Into tiny shards sharp
Can't untangle the heart

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

Love feels so good
Love feels so evil
When someone
Wants you gone
Love saved me
Love nearly killed me

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

It can start out great
Then dissipate

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit

Love, what would we do without it
Love, it’s our own ***** habit
57 · Feb 2019
I Miss You
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
I miss the intimacy
I miss there being a you and me
I miss everything that we used to be
But you had to leave...

I miss your face
I miss your embrace
I miss the way your lips taste
But you went away...

I miss you singing our song
I miss your text and phone calls
I miss how you were so strong
It is all wrong you’re gone...

I miss all of our days
I miss your silly little ways
I miss our favorite place
But now I’m dazed...

I miss hearing your dreams
I miss your smile that would beam
I miss all of the little things
But life can be so mean...

I miss the way you smelled
I miss the stories you would tell
I miss you so bad it hurts like hell
Because from earth you fell...

I miss you, that is for real
What we had was the real deal
That’s how I feel...
57 · May 2019
For Granted
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Things sure did a one-eighty
I’m worse off, this is crazy
And all I hear is maybe
I learned who was shady
And whom to throw away

I took myself for granted
Now I’m left empty handed
Not sure where to turn
But I sure have learned

Getting my feet on the ground
I was so lost, now I’m found
Not certain how to get it done
But I’ll make sure I have won
Tell them to see me when I’m done

I took myself for granted
Now I’m left empty handed
Not sure where to turn
But I sure have learned

It is time to organize
And finally live my life

I took myself for granted
Now I’m left empty handed
Not sure where to turn
But I sure have learned
56 · May 2018
Learning Process
Jenni Littzi May 2018
What all I have learned most about love
Came from those I never should have trust
I was taught enough by the wrong ones
It’s all made me just want to close up

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know

One day a lesson may be sent from above
Until that day, I know all the wrong stuff
So deep within love I can only wish luck
Because I have no idea what is up

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know

Maybe the next one can teach me
About all that’s been misleading

It’s a learning process
And you learn as you go
The ending you never know
55 · Jun 2018
Mother
Jenni Littzi Jun 2018
You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

You have the biggest heart
And you have people smarts
You’d do anything for anyone
And you do it with a lot of love

You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

Where there’s a will, there’s a way
You put up with a lot day to day
You don’t get the credit deserved
Know I appreciate even just your words

You’ve been through so much
Yet you’re still everyone’s crutch
You always hold things together
Know you’re the best mother

No, you’re not perfect
But you’re perfect to me
You know how to handle things
55 · May 2019
I Belong to Me
Jenni Littzi May 2019
We all have our moments
Good and bad, sweet and sad
Feeling glad, loving or mad
Just one does not define us
You should know, I’m just me

Don’t you see, I belong to me
Don’t need you to be complete
I can set my own self to be free
So please, just go and let me be
Love is great, but I’m loving me
You are good, but I’m not in need

Things constantly are changing
I had to learn the hard ways
That the most important thing
Is how to keep myself sane
So I found the best love I know

Don’t you see, I belong to me
Don’t need you to be complete
I can set my own self to be free
So please, just go and let me be
Love is great, but I’m loving me
You are good, but I’m not in need

I belong, I belong, I belong to me
Only me, only me, can set me free
Thanks, but you’re not what I need

Don’t you see, I belong to me
Don’t need you to be complete
I can set my own self to be free
So please, just go and let me be
Love is great, but I’m loving me
You are good, but I’m not in need
55 · Apr 2019
Thorns (Interlude)
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
She is dreamily easy on the eyes
But something deeper does hide
While drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
That is, if of course, you’re not gentle
Like the others that badly scorned
53 · May 2019
Wait to Hear From You
Jenni Littzi May 2019
Never got our fair shot, please take it now
I am letting you know that I am around
Please take note and don’t let me down
Get back to me, I beg of you, please

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame

I promise I am different, don’t just listen
Let me show you, just invite me on over
I will prove it with more than words
I’ll be the best of best of a kind of girl

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame

Maybe I’m stupid to keep holding on
When most of the time you are gone
But I just can’t help myself...

I wait to hear from you every night and day
I know exactly what it is I want to say
But you keep me waiting, I hate this game
Come back and stay, don’t go back away
Need you now, forever, know I sound lame
53 · Apr 2019
Six Years
Jenni Littzi Apr 2019
Six years ago, what we had was gold
But I guess for you, it eventually got old
So today you cut me loose, left confused
Looking back, you were right though
Because I no longer even miss you

I look and see the signs, trying to survive
I would get by as you held on for dear life
Was quite the times, must have been blind
To ever believe, you were the one for me
So I guess I’m okay, our love is deceased

Too bad you ended things, in a ****** way
A cheater forever, if a cheater that day
Now I know you were never the best
And I’m glad you left, even unexpected
You had some nerve, but that’s six years old
52 · Feb 2019
Not the Same Girl
Jenni Littzi Feb 2019
I see you’re trying to get to me
Like I am your prey and easy
But that’s no longer how it’ll be
Because things change, you see
I have learned now and I’m free
I guess an explanation you need

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

I see you are hitting me up
Like I’m still naive and stuff
But that door is now shut
In fact, it’s shredded and cut
Like that Monsters Inc stuff
Changes, you must know what

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

Freedom and changes
Don’t happen every day
But I will tell you this
They are here to stay

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure
45 · May 2018
Some Gone, Others Come
Jenni Littzi May 2018
Somewhere down this long road
We all changed and stopped caring
And it can hurt deep inside to know
Wanting to try is wasting your time

But life has all different stops
And people’s paths will move on
Going in all different directions
Than the one you have traveled

Just have to learn to let go
Remember all of the good
Accept things weren’t meant
To stay where you once stood
Sure, it’s going to cause hurt
And while some have gone
Please remember others come

Feeling it deep inside your soul
But the others can’t see the toll
Have to accept what’s now known
Life has shifted each one’s course

Maybe no one even changed
It could only seems that way
Since things are so different
But it doesn’t stop the ache

Just have to learn to let go
Remember all of the good
Accept things weren’t meant
To stay where you once stood
Sure, it’s going to cause hurt
And while some have gone
Please remember others come

You can try to fight it all
But even you probably have
Forgotten to make some calls
Things naturally grow apart

But while some have gone
Remember the very great,
New ones that have come

— The End —