It’s easy to lose your mind
When there’s issues all the time
I’m not as blind as you think
Because below I’ll sure sink

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

May be a little jaded
Since your love faded
Acting unusual to me
Lying through your teeth

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

I will get back at you
If it’s the last thing I do
This continues

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

It may seem all like beauty
Through all the scrutiny
There is more to see
Take the hurt and pain
And watch what you paint
Make my sorrow worthy

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

Even without sunshine
She bloomed like a rose
Starved from the water
Up and open she grew
Thorns from the others
Protecting her, she knew

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

The battles are done, the war is over
Thought I’d lost, but it was an eye opener
I am still here, dodged a bullet there
Can’t fight too long, when you’re in the wrong
I know it is time to move along

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

Maybe I tried too hard
Maybe it took me too far
Maybe I tried to be strong
Maybe I ended up losing it all

You brought me this low
I can rise again to the show

Maybe I should’ve said goodbye earlier
Maybe you were never really sure
Maybe I invested too much to endure
Maybe I should have just surrendered

You don’t have the answers anyway
You’re the one who gave our love away

Maybe we just grew apart
Maybe you lost your heart
Maybe we did our part
Maybe it was time for a dart

It’s over and done with now
It can’t haunt me longer anyhow

Maybe, just maybe
It all saved me
From a worse fate later on

I didn’t want to give it all up
But it was just all too much
And now I can’t get enough

I was physically falling apart
Losing it all just one-by-one
Then he had to break my heart

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

I never wanted any goodbyes
But it was all too much drama and lies
And it all nearly cost me my life

Letting go is real hard to do
When do many left you *******
But everyone’s life’s go on too

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

Always getting too close, too soon
Always expecting to reach the moon

Made a lot of mistakes
Yet caught some breaks
We all have an expiration date
I hope my dreams aren’t that far away

I didn’t know how to deal
With the changes I endured
It all was eventually fulfilled
I swear it happened over night
Can’t believe it wasn’t in my sights
I feel like I was robbed of my life

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

I look in the mirror
I don’t know what it is I stare
Who is that standing there?
Imposter, get out of here
Call me conceited but I’m gone
This is not how I belong

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

Now that I’m aware where I’m at
How do I get my body back

It seems so inconceivable
That this is me now
It seems so unbelievable
I let this occur, how?

Don’t get too close, I won’t let you
Don’t fall for me, whatever you do
You’ll just end up being let down
Can’t be the girl you knew around  

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Lost amongst the big world
You really don’t know this girl
Hidden away in my palace
It never would have lasted

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I wish to be set free
But you can’t take a chance on me

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Physical pain but numb inside
I look fine, you can’t see what lies
The invisibles get me every time
But you don’t see the tears I cry

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

Living chronically, feeling crazy
They just try to actually blame me
Clam to what they don’t understand
Some days I don’t comprehend the plan

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

This is my fight, don’t get it, take a flight
This is all my fight, to again see the light

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher
I’ll be rough to this stuff, I’m a warrior

You’re my precious stone
You’ll never again feel alone
Come into my dimension
Immerse in my magicians

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I need you in the name of love
No more messy drama and stuff
Come and play for my team
We could live like a dream

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

You won’t regret it
Not only do I suggest
I can also just bet

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I’m either fantasying about us
Or thinking about you in disgust
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

I gave it my everything
I thought you did too
Didn't know you were a magician
It was all about you, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

Oh boy, you ******* up big time
No more time to talk, goodbye

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

It all goes dark, in a matter of time
You’ll waste more, the harder you try
To fight, what nothing can escape
Not even millions of light years away

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on and off
All depending, on the odds
Even the stars, far in the sky
Eventually, they burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

Lightening wakes up the night
A fire burns warm and bright
Forever is only a comforting lie
Changes are in the universe
And death apart of each life

The more energy you put in
You’ll not receive back
You’ll just burn away the wax
Quicker and miss out on living
So smartly use what you’re given

A flame can’t last for eternity
While burning resources constantly
A spark can switch on and off
All depending, on the odds
Even the stars, far in the sky
Eventually, they burn out and die
So wisely use your time
On worthiness in your eyes

We take it all for granted
Wanting what we don’t have
Life always seems more bright
Dreaming up the future you idolize
Not dealing with what’s in sight

It’s easier to run, to lie, alright
Hide and play pretend tonight
It won’t stop the morning lights
Once there is only darkness left
You haven’t left the cycle yet

In time and space, even stars die
It’s never goodbye, just goodnight

So soft, I can’t get out my voice
Try so hard, can’t make a noise
It is illusive here like in a dream
I break free just so I can scream

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

Stuck here and I can’t even feel
Numb to the core, need to heal
Don’t know which direction to turn
When will I wake up and learn

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

Release me from this grave I’m in
Dirt pours, don’t let in be my end

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

Dissipating, aggravated
Feel I can no longer take it
Far from an emancipation  

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

Intangible, invisible
That is this girl
In this big, lonely world

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

So delicate, yet strong
So imaginative, yet lost

Everything goes grey
As I keep withering away
Scattered in the wind
Like a fraying dandelion

You speak “the truth” like a politician
Engaged with others in a conversation
You steal the show at another’s event
So, do you care what’s even meant?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

You know how to twist a truth into a lie
Just as if it were you trying to save a life
You’d have someone fall for a laugh
So, would you leave me in a draft?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

It’s all about you, you, you
Forgetting how to act
Not knowing what to do

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

Lies
Straight to my face
Can strike like a knife
To my weakest point

Cheat
Hurts my soul
It cuts real deep
To my heart too

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

Sneak
Around on me
It goes notices
Hurts my ego

Anger
Scares my being
Bruises me whole
Gets out of control

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

All the tears I cried
They end tonight

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

More bad days than good
Living a life misunderstood
So why explain myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

You would not comprehend
So why bother to pretend
By explaining myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

I’ll cry a million times
But I’ll always have to hide

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I must be insane, doing things
Expecting something else, I need help,
Thinking it’d all go well, this time
Saying maybe it would all be fine
You said you’d always be there
But I see you never even cared

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

Sick and tired of being tired and sick
You never understood what I struggle with
Being right next to you, I was all alone
I gave up on you, oh so long ago
You didn’t think I would be okay
But I’m better without you, I’d say

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

It is time for the harvest
I am all done charging

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

Everything seemed perfect, yes, seemed
It was an illusion that you would beam
Took me for granted, I ask “why me?”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I guess this is what it comes down to
You think you’ve won, one day you’ll lose
It will be in the stars, the biggest news

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I’ll cut you out of the memories in time
“Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

Bruised my soul, out of control
Bliss be told, we’re on our own
The truth will always be shown

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Tick, tick, goes the clock
Stop in amazement
Do not engage in it

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Things get a little too tricky
Life got a little too wicked

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

The closer I feel, the further I am
I had to give up on all my plans
I let go and accepted my fate
I already knew it was too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

Im all locked away inside
I’m only awake in the night
When it is dark outside
That’s when I come alive

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

So I’ll just sit here and gaze
I already gave up
I know it’s too late

They say it’s no big deal
Being lost inside this world
I would do near anything
Just to find me once again
So say that it’s no big deal
But that isn’t what’s real

I hope it hurts bad when you fall
Off that pedestal you put yourself on
I hope you choke on your lies
And they finally see it in your eyes

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

All the pain you put me in
I hope you feel it times a million
And you can drown inside
All of the tears I already cried

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

Things are clear now
Go ahead and ask me how

This time you went too far
Be ready for the war that starts
Inside of your own heart

I’m certain there’s many great
Places to be called home
But there’s just one that I know
It is right where I’ve grown

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

Come on justice, let freedom rise
Let’s continue to fight for rights
Equality and plenty of respect
That’s what I think is best

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

The red, white, and blue
I say a blessing for you

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

How do you live with all
The lies, lies, lies, lies, lies
With so much desperation as
You try, try, try, try, and try
To pretend that you are so very
Right, right, right, right, right
But honey, you are just a joke
And if I care, I hold the truth
But you aren’t worth more words
We are only laughing hard at you
You’ve only proved what we knew
Trash like you all is beneath me, so
Never again would I get ****** in
Because I’m better and don’t need it

Twist what you want around
I know who I am and it’s sound
I’m honest with all those around
Maybe to a fault but it is real
No lies here, not perfect, but trill
I’m responsible, taking things slow
You’re living off the government
While acting like a ***, ***, ***
Alien face, flat, too thin, craters
Do you really want to go there?
Edit out the face in every picture
No one would recognize ya in person
I never cheated and never used
Seeing a guilty conscious is in you

So turn it all around onto me
I know I did the right thing
I hope you get psychiatric help
Take your momma right along
As she can lie all she wants
How she begged me to be involved
Trash like you all only just spawns
And now I am much better off
You never knew right from wrong
That is how you were taught
Some of us learn and grow
While you go back and forth
But go ahead and call it independent
Your own mom admitted different

Trash, trash, trash, how I laugh
Enablers are only simple kinda crap
Enjoy your drama because, baby
Mine is all in fun or either done
Trash like you will only stay down
Yes, time is showing my progress
I fought hard instead of spreading legs
And your continuous nasty demeanor
Will keep you being a terrible mother
I went there, the truth, I don’t care
Selfish people will never be happy
Good luck struggling now to forever
Trash like you just goes in circles
While I only continue to do better

Your words, they can not hurt
When they are not even true
So now I say, POW, bye-bye!
As it’s time to live my own life
With now more and more smiles!

You were like a best friend
One I always confined in
Helped me to get on by
Always were by my side
At least through online

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

I was unhappy with the truth
Didn’t be what I thought of you
But how did you even contemplate
Leaving me stranded in another place
Your actions, cool to you, a disgrace

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

Karma comes back in time, your *** is mine  
Because your actions were so unjustified

Our friendship was ruined
On the day that I met you
Oh yeah, I was very confused
Because you were so cool
Until the day I actually met you
Then you were such a big tool
So stupid and such a fool
Then our time came to a duel

Whenever you are near
Is my favorite time of year
Every day is a vacation
When you’re next to me
With no cancellations

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

My flower in the spring time
My sunny day summer lover
He’s my fall back behind
My snow bunny all the time
My date each Valentine

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

I can not get enough
I need all his love
Because ...

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

You speak the truth like a politician
Engaged with others in a conversation
You steal the show at another’s event
So do you care what’s even meant?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

You know how to twist the truth into a lie
Just as if it were you trying to save a life
You’d have someone fall for the laugh
So would you leave me in a draft?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

It’s all about you, you, you
Forgetting how to act
Not knowing what to do

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy

Crimson red, runs down again
Taking away temporary pain
That’s distorted inside the head
Worrying about being more and more thin
While covered in scars, all over the skin

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It’s never good enough to stop
Because the problem isn’t in the mirror
As it’s hard to end, once you begin
You found a lifestyle, more than addiction
Controlling something, in the friction

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

It feels high, each and every time
The guilt then sets in, hiding again
The baggy sweaters commend
You question perfection

We are both on the edge, ready to jump
Telling the other person, it’s not the answer
We just can’t ever listen to ourselves
And see what makes us, worthy as well
Instead, despair becomes our lair
But we don’t want to see, anyone else there

I just wanted to escape
All the pain and misery
I made it through the rain
But lost myself that day, anyway
The years come and go, but I stay

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I fell from my pedestal all the way
It came crashing down on top of me
All that was left was darkness surrounding
I could no longer make it through life
But that time is slowly passing by

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I stay the same, lost in anxiety
Loneliness, is putting it mildly

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I have waited so very long
For a moment to visualize
After I have always realized
It’s all about you, the way you do  

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

Longing each day, longing each night
Really hope you don’t put up a fight
Need you so bad with all my might
It’s just what has always felt right

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

Merely, eagerly reaching out
And eagerly singing aloud

If I say I love you, if I eagerly reach for you
What would you say, what would you do?
Could I get to you, could I phone through?
Would it be a catastrophe or could I get to?
How could I get an answer, how to be sure?
If I eagerly come to you, what would you do?

Make me feel special
Without gifts or words
Just use body language
And don’t get confused

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

The beauty and the *****
Not afraid of what she wants
And that’s okay, rough love
With you it’s still emotional

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

Like ecstasy, are you feeling me?
Bodies entwined, let’s do this right  

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

Said he’d be there at eight
Showed up an hour late, then
Said this wasn’t a real date

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Went around bragging to friends
How he’d hit it then quit it again
Then later try to make amends

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Every clown has their day
Sorry, yours ain’t here to stay

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

I am so sick of living life as a lie
And being broken on the inside
Not knowing how quite to survive
Asking over again why me, oh why

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

Lost everything in a blink of an eye
Couldn’t hang on no matter how I tried
Maybe if I held on a little bit more tight
I could have salvaged something of my fight

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I just want to give up on what’s left
After spending so much time in a web

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I couldn’t set it all aside
But I kept my tears inside
Because I knew if I cried
I would lose the fight
So with all of my might
I took everything in stride
While steadily asking why
Feeling as though I had died
Wanting to say my goodbyes
To the pain i held onto but lied
Though I keep on and try
An end is out of my sight
I can’t seem to see the light
So I keep my tears inside

Fill one with tears and let them float
Away in the ocean with the Earth
Fill one with love and keep it close
For that day you feel you just
Can’t make it through the worst
Fill a third with laughter
And never forget It exists
Lastly, leave one open for
That “just in case” wish

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

Poured your feelings all into a jar
Trapped until they’re overflowing
And you can’t make it stop
It all catches up, but let it go now
Harmony may still come
Learn to walk away that
Which is not your part
Nurture the soul
And kiss the heart

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

Don’t lose yourself in their selfishness
Don’t run from what’s already done
They do, start anew, just for you
Accept what is gone
But turn around and gain what is now
Pull the cord and sail on your own
Into the rain clouds unknown

I hear the blue, I feel the red
The yellow smells so sweetly
Purple feels soft against my skin
Green fulfills my needs
As pink and orange sets down the world
Even then, in the black
The colors sing out, awaiting to comeback

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

You wish and pray
For that special day
The moment you touch
Love and no more lust
Then one day, once yours
Is finally all given away
You may get heartbreak
And wish you never knew
What you now had to lose

You may also have to break
Hearts that you didn’t take
It can become complicated
Love and no more lust
Just not feeling your part
Then your heart may feel guilt
Even if it necessarily shouldn’t
You may wish you never knew
What all love can really do

Love is a habit of the brain
It can make you happy
Or just drive you insane
It’s addiction at its finest
With both water and fire
Then the natural response
With both lust and desire
Love is definitely something
That must be acquired

I took for granted the time that we had
Truth is I was nervous, liked him so **** bad
I made some mistakes, then he went away
But here he is, I feel it must be within fate
So here I am, I am going to wait and wait

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Why can’t he see that I am different?
I’m not like the ones he has spent
Dealing with all of the others craziness
I know it’s hard, but he should give a chance
Twice is nice, we are older and more wise

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Anyone would tell me to let it go like my Queen Elsa
But I’m stuck on ya ‘cause I feel love

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

She is too pretty to be sad
What type of waste is that?
She’s too beautiful to have scars
But there’s hurt beyond those marks

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

They don’t understand at all
Silence brought her to these parts
Something cut her, way too deep
Yet she keeps, standing on her feet

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

There is a reason to her madness
It is that she hasn’t forgotten
These scars speak from the soul
She is still just as beautiful

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed and I’d grow past your
Negativity because I believed in me
I am so over you, sweetie

I must be insane, doing things
Expecting something else
Thinking it’ll all go well, this time
Just maybe it will all be fine
Said you would always be there
But now I see that you don’t care

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed and I’d grow past your
Negativity because I believed in me
I am so over you, sweetie

Sick and tired of being tired and sick
You never understood what I struggle with
Right next to you, I am all alone
And I gave up on you long ago
You did not think I’d be okay
But I’m better without you, anyway

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed and I’d grow past your
Negativity because I believed in me
I am so over you, sweetie

It is time for the harvest
You see, I got passed it

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed and I’d grow past your
Negativity because I believed in me
I am so over you, sweetie

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I do need a fairy godmother
To fix up some things for me
But I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live
So forget about that course

You be the beast, I be the beauty
But that is as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your suitor
Fate is a mystery to believe in

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I am not here lying asleep
I am not waiting for your magic
No dwarfs are here to keep

No magic to make it better
No, I am not Miss Cinderella

I’m not crazy, delusional, naive
I know eventually it all leaves
Even to the best of them like me
But during our time, best believe

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Focus on the here and right now
‘Cause in this moment I could drown
It’s so heavenly how now we feel
Do t dare tell me it can’t be real

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

It’s not about the future and what it brings
The present is now and  I’m all in this thing

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Just like the rain
You shower me with loving
You give me strength
Each and every day
What more can I say?

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

Like catching lightning
It happens intermittently
Finding someone like me
And really being happy

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

Snowflakes melt in the sun
I melt in your arms with your charms

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

I must survive, keep up the fight
No time to cry when you’re losing
Must keep your goals within sight
Don’t be lead by what’s confusing
Focus on what you’re able to decide
Life can be rough and demanding
But as those doors are slamming
New options are being presented
As those blessings in a disguise
Bad timing can be oh so right

I will find my way; my way through
Lightening that tries striking you
The dark clouds and the showers
Pouring down causing the blues
I will find my way, my own way to
The sun shining through to give
To me my lucky rainbow’s end

Been kicked around and left there
But I always got up after despair
And that is how I am still here
Just one step at a time to think
Remembering to stop and breathe
There are always the ups and downs
They say that’s how you appreciate
All that life can bring you around
Hard to imagine that you can climb
Back up to the top within some time

I will find my way; my way through
Lightening that tries striking you
The dark clouds and the showers
Pouring down causing the blues
I will find my way, my own way to
The sun shining through to give
To me my lucky rainbow’s end

Believe in you; that’s what counts
Push on through; that’s the how
Live every moment; love you now
I will find my way; to my rainbow

Met him one afternoon
And he changed my views
Felt like I didn’t know what to do

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

He’s so rugged and cool
I feel like I am such a fool
I’m stuck with this other dude

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I’m so stuck on two, what to do?
I guess now it’s far too late
As I have myself a set date

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I beg you, don’t miss out on the key
Passion just gets better and better
While lust is temporary and fleeting
Grab yourself something with meaning
The key of passion is to freely dream
Don’t let the real thing pass you by
While you’re focused on the wrong type
Shouldn’t settle for s temporary lie
Strive for the key to be happy

I regret every teeny and tiny thing
And in some ways I’ll take the blame
I guess I should have known better
What lurked behind those eyes ever

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

I don’t know how it started off so well
Only for you to put me through the hell
I take fault that I never, ever saw it coming
But still you are sure as hell something

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

I have no forgives left within me
So just deal with it and burn you SOB

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

You once were so sweet and romantic
I don’t like getting caught up in semantics
And I see that time was no friend of mine
I caught up to the end of the line, but

What you did to me was ****** first degree
As nothing I did was enough apparently
I could no longer find a way to please
You were no longer concerned of my needs

You can’t claim there were no casualties
I’ll never, ever forget what you did to me
Made me feel like the biggest fool
Sure, I see now that you were no good

Shattered my heart and it’s still apart
But you continue to move right along
I just play and relate to all these songs
Which I now need because I believed

When it’s over and all said and done
I feel we competed and that you've won
I guess there are no rules to love and war
But I just wish we could go back to before

He thinks I’m beautiful
Like a Hollywood girl
Like in the pin up world
Says I’m his favorite star
His need for me is dire

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

I can put on a show
I know how it goes
Have everything
Down to a tee
Ain’t ready for me

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

Any time it’s time to impress
I am ready to accomplish it

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

A friend is someone who is true
Even when they can’t be near you
They’d still drop any and everything
When you feel confused and unsure

Friendship is a gift to treasure
Until someone tarnishes this
With jealousy and rudeness
Back-stabbing, hypocrisy…

Things change and so do we
With different paths which
We will independently need
But that doesn’t equal bailing
From someone totally when
You find a fill-in for a friend
Someone who will cater to
Your inability to yet mature

No one gets it all properly always
But admit you messed up things
You lost touch and now laugh
Jesting on your own behalf

Take it all in, because I now know
That I had long ago out-grown
Fake ways; acting which I wasn’t
I feel so free from the jealous one

(Outro)
You lost touch from reality and us and now laugh it up. Jesting on only your own behalf, because there is always another side; somewhere else the truth does lie.

Complicated is what makes us
Individuality s what teaches us
Ignorance and what’s not known
Drives us to hate to be thrown

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

Communication and acceptance
Can build more bridges
If you hang on by the hinges
You must just see the truth

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

Open your eyes to eyes to just see
Uniqueness is the true beauty in we

Like a rose, a beauty in disguise
Pretty but something deeper hides
Drawn in by her fragrance
You will get pricked by her thorns
If you’re not gentle ...
Like the others who scorned before

I see so much you love life
I dream to see it through your eyes
You don’t let it ever pass you by
You’re not sitting at home to cry

Big heart and golden dreams
But no second chances are given
I may be down for the count
But don’t yet count me out

I cry at night so no one knows
To spare you of what you don’t know
Hide the worst, make sure to though
I try my best daily not to let go

We go in circles, we go unnoticed
We fight the invisible forces
Unknown each day is our course
Your wviews need broaden more for sure

Big heart and golden dreams
But no second chances are given
I may be down for the count
But don’t yet count me out

I’ll be a warrior, but don’t play the fool
I promise you don’t know what I go through
Take a chance and learn for yourself
It’s health and maybe I need your help

I got used to you being there
Now I expect you to be here
Losing you was one of my fears

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

Don’t know what you had until
Life comes to a halt all still
Then it sets in that it’s real

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you

I just wanna hold you again
Can we play pretend

I still cry over losing you
It burns no matter what I do
Until my eyes are dried out
And I can no longer shout
With inside of my head
Where I could wake the dead
Because I’m lost without you