The sun may not always shine
As it’s no surprise that I’ve seen
Many clouds lingering my whole life
But as the storms begin rolling in
The difference there now days is
I know you’re there by my side

You see through my masquerade
That hides my years worth of pain
You never give up with the redundancy
Just tearing down my walls constantly
I fight you all the way for you not to
While I secretly am rooting for you
As you’ve turned around my world
And gave me all this girl deserves
You’re the best gift a woman could get
You are so easy to be in love with

Life hits me hard and sometimes
I fall down, but I get up to fight
At times it’s hard to always continue
But now I know someone else patiently
Wants to also see me get through
And that person is wonderful you

You see through my masquerade
That hides my years worth of pain
You never give up with the redundancy
Just tearing down my walls constantly
I fight you all the way for you not to
While I secretly am rooting for you
As you’ve turned around my world
And gave me all this girl deserves
You’re the best gift a woman could get
You are so easy to be in love with

I never knew love could be so strong
A bond that keeps me going, going on
The power of being in love with someone
Like you can make a woman here feel
Incredible; I only need your love forever

You see through my masquerade
That hides my years worth of pain
You never give up with the redundancy
Just tearing down my walls constantly
I fight you all the way for you not to
While I secretly am rooting for you
As you’ve turned around my world
And gave me all this girl deserves
You’re the best gift a woman could get
You are so easy to be in love with

All I ever need to continue to persist
So in love, never before; my best gift

When I was young at least I could dream
Now it all seems to be past tense to me
Because it all never ended up fading
And now I’m more than ever going crazy

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

Now that I have become older
It seems to be more torture
I am still losing without answers
Tired of this waltz, I’m no dancer

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

I admit it’s more than I can bare
Start from A went to Z
That’s all I can take from me

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

You couldn’t wait and stay
Now I feel we’re worlds away
How can I change our fate?
It shouldn’t have gone this way
But now there you are, here I am

I don’t like to gaze at the stars
Cause no matter where you are
We are watching them apart
Knowing that makes it so hard

It didn’t end the way I wanted it to
Now I feel like I have been a fool
Seems life threw us a curve
And sent you and me on a swerve
But now there you are, here I am

I don’t like to gaze at the stars
Cause no matter where you are
We are watching them apart
Knowing that makes it so hard

I want to be where you lay
I can’t stand things this way

I don’t like to gaze at the stars
Cause no matter where you are
We are watching them apart
Knowing that makes it so hard

You haven’t swam in my current
Taking me underneath further
Or prospered in a tornado storm
Like I’ve had to many times before

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

A hurricane has come
I have no where to run
Lightening strikes
But I will be all right

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

The quicksand pulls
But I keep ahold

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

I hope you don’t mind
I put down in words
How wonderful life is
Now that you’re in my world
I didn’t know it’d be this joyous
It is a blessing for us
I love having you around
And I want to tell the town

I don’t want to be another girl
Just another girl, in your world
I want it all and I will not stop
I’ll still be on cloud nine after it all

Always there when I need it
Always make sure I’m treated
Count on you through thick and thin
My lover but became my best friend
Now that you’re here with me
I just feel totally completed
You are the best that there is
And I will tell the whole city this

I don’t want to be another girl
Just another girl, in your world
I want it all and I will not stop
I’ll still be on cloud nine after it all

Times get tough, but we get rough
Life goes by, but you’re by my side
Communication is key for you and me

I don’t want to be another girl
Just another girl, in your world
I want it all and I will not stop
I’ll still be on cloud nine after it all

Have you ever wondered...
If you’re really on the right path
Will it lead you on and on to just crash?
If you really think this happiness will last
Will you end up again feeling like trash?

Have you ever thought..
That it may be time to have your dream
Trying not to over analyze what it all means
Thinking this is how it’s finally meant to be
Trying not to sabotage your own self and flee

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

Have you ever not cared...
If all the others disagree with you
Knowing they don’t know what to judge to
If you know what’s in your heart is true
Knowing **** well it’s not for them to choose

Have you ever been aware...
That you don’t have to be so scared
See, in the end you can find a way to take care
Show you have your own mind to share
See that you have your very own flare

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

It’s all that cheesy stuff, to not give up
It’s a look inside yourself, to get help
It’s to trust in your choices, not negative voices
Have you ever yet?

There is a pattern here
Rest assured, I see it there
To myself, it is not fair
But let go, I don’t dare

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

The more I fight, it’s like quicksand
I just get stuck in there deeper then
I continue to be glued to you
No matter what it is I do

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

I have no excuse in this case
I can’t escape your embrace

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

A soul as pure as snow
Lips as red as a fresh rose
Body language that’s not cold

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

Hair like sunlight beams
Laugh so intoxicating
Smile causing trouble

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

The rarest one will know
Rushed out the door

Just like a real Cinderella

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

There’s always been a side
One that’s not so pretty
She’s not in the mirror or here
This is not your definition case
She’s deep in the eyes, hiding idle
You won’t see her, unless you truly look in
Underneath the facade she wants you to believe in

It’s unexplainable, cold, dark, lonely, and shattered heart
Lost broke with an image that’s distort
More than a drug of natural pain killers
It’s past her mind and into her soul
She sees her blood to feel and know she’s more
The control is there is else, nowhere
The pain is a rush, like a bad relationship

Crimson red brings satisfaction to light
She deserves it, it was worth it, all the disguise
Her best friend is now a shiny, sharp object
It’s too difficult to explain to outsiders
Please, secretly want it and know nothing different
Break any addiction or bad habit combined
Along with feeling closed in at desperate times

💜💎 Gypsy, a kind and courageous soul
Gives so much out, it must take its toll
Empathy, carrying her own weight
And then the weight of the world, too
Wearing many hats as mom, friend, and counselor
Patience that no degree can spur
An unique soul, you can’t hold down
No matter how some try to make her drown
Colorful and hiding many talents
She won’t show you everything, she keeps her balance
Free spirit and magic in the making
She gives much while life is taking
Caring for each individual, no matter how seemingly small
She is there to answer your call
Just a spec on others radars, but she knows
You matter, we are all equal with our own woes  
A sensitive soul, nothing but beyond cool
Gypsy, a kind and courageous jewel 💎💜

I look up to the sky, so pink and orange
As I nearly trip, as I’m running toward
Freedom, as the waves hit against the shore
The now dark sky, blending with the ocean line
I could get lost right here, all the time
The sands so smooth, I lay myself on down
As the water crashes over me, on the ground
Everything is so peaceful in the now

I’m well aware of all my faults
From my looks, attitude, to talk
You pointing them out isn’t a thing
I’m my own worse critic in that game
You can stand, judge, and cringe
But it’s none of your business

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

They don’t think about me
What I can’t do or even eat
They don’t understand the pain
It’s not them, so why care
The truth is such a shame
Maybe my life is kind of lame, but

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

I will fully blossom in time
Don’t believe me, that’s fine
Your opinion, wrong, is your right

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest
I will fully blossom in distress

Close the blinds, don’t want the light
Just go away, I no longer can be saved
I just don’t know, I just gotta get ahold
I need a grip, I can feel my fingers slip

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

This is hell and I can already tell
That I fell, I am now in a new realm
Things don’t feel right, I can’t fight
If this is real, I don’t know how to feel

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

It doesn’t seem fair, but it never is
I’m lost in despair, it’s another miss

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

I had my walls way, high up
I didn’t want anyone to touch
But you managed enough
I guess you were so tough

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

I got hurt a few too many times
That’s all that stayed on my mind
I lost my way, but you find me fine
Now I think I want you to be mine

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

You came to me like a dream
My Angel, watching over me

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

Destruction to form creation
Beauty out from chaos
That’s nature’s way of life
Starting again for newness
Never forgetting the memories
Now loving what was hated
No longer feeling jaded
Sacrifice has been beautiful
It has cleansed everything anew
Undeniable is the admittance
Strength is the commitment
Admirable after the struggle
Better this time than the other

I see you living your life
As with me you stay quiet
I don’t understand your absence
I don’t understand your silence  
Only to come to me when you give up
I guess it’s you and not just my luck
You never did take me seriously
Gave everyone a chance but me
Yet you keep coming back anyway, endlessly
Tell me why, what do you seek of me?
What am I supposed to be, tell me?

I’m either fantasying about us
Or thinking about you in disgust
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

I gave it my everything
I thought you did too
Didn't know you were a magician
It was all about you, so

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see

Oh boy, you ******* up big time
No more time to talk, goodbye

I'm going to poison our love
Say you're just another one
I'll let it go, like Elsa
Stop caring about ya
Because I can't have you
And you don't deserve me
Just wait and you'll see
There is no middle ground though
It's one way or the other, so

I feel I did all that I could
But none of it was good
Not enough at all for you
Just couldn’t get through

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

I think that I tried hard
To keep you by my side
Not enough at all for you
Just couldn’t get through

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

You blew it up
Our love fell apart

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

I know nothing worthwhile
Comes without sorrow in life
As I try to do what’s right
I know the line is blurred, so I fight
My feeling dissipate to black and white

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

Easily slipping to that dangerous place
I know I can’t quickly or easily escape
Feeling weak, but I know it’s all me
Being stubborn got me there to begin
I respect that, but getting out is difficult

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

I won’t let go of the good to the bad again
But if it’s been too long, please come searching

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

I see that you keep on trying
But I told you that you’ll never
Find somebody again like me
So why you trying to fight it

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

It could have been so great
But your ego went so crazed
And you said that I am crazy
Now where are you at lately

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

They all want me oh so bad
But they’ll never love me, sad
But your chance you done had

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

I remember those feelings
That you would always give me
Didn’t realize then, how much
I would be longing for your touch

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

Come back and I’ll show you
That it was the smart thing to do
We can do it right this time
Don’t make me beg and cry

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

One more chance, one last dance
One more show, I know it’d be forever

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

How could you lie and lie
While looking me in the eyes
How could you lay with me
As we both cried and cried

You made me a desperate mess
Only wanting truth and answers
You drove me absolutely insane
But things are going to change

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how dating works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

When the novelty is gone
The newness wears off
Where will you be, love?
Alone and discouraged…

When you see you are wrong
How you went about this all
Then you will feel my pain
And I won’t come running then

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how feelings work
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

Even when it came to the end
You still had to pretend
There was hope yet again
Couldn’t let me down gently
While holding my dignity!
You’re just so immature

Naive and learning still
About all how love works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
So learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

I see how much you love life
I dream to see it through your eyes
You don’t ever let it past you on by
You don’t sit home to whine and cry

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I cry at night so no one will know
Spare you of what shouldn’t be a go
Hiding the worse, I make sure though
And I try my best daily not to let go

We go in circles, we go unnoticed
Yeah, we fight the invisible forces
Unknown, every day is our course
Your views need broadened for sure

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out  

I’ll be a warrior, but don’t play the fool
I promise you don’t know, what we go through
Just take a chance and learn for yourself
It’s health and maybe you could help

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

You speak “the truth” like a politician
Engaged with others in a conversation
You steal the show at another’s event
So, do you care what’s even meant?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

You know how to twist a truth into a lie
Just as if it were you trying to save a life
You’d have someone fall for a laugh
So, would you leave me in a draft?

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

It’s all about you, you, you
Forgetting how to act
Not knowing what to do

I must ask, how backwards can you be?
Do you know how to get from point A to B?
Could you cause anymore controversy?

I have nothing to gain but pain
Let it pour, let it rain on my parade
Let the tears fall down the drain
Things will never, ever be the same

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Lessons learned, can’t take it back
Emotions and responsibility lacked
Feeling as though I was under attack
Who knows, maybe I was in fact

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

Funny how change remains the same
Suppose they say it will one day be okay

Really late at night I’d lie awake
And cry about this life sometimes
Not always understanding why
Feeling like I must go ahead and die
But something said keep on and try
Though I still live with the fallout inside

What I wanted more than ever
Was you stay with me forever
Save me from the tide in my life
And do it for me just in time

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

I guess I was just living a lie
I’m really all alone these times
But I still can’t get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to do any of it right

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

If you fear the storm forming
Don’t dance with me while storming

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

I love you and promise you this
You’re going to be my last kiss
Never worry sweating the small stuff
You’ll never have to fear not enough

Take me away, darling, to the moon
I’m going to let your love consume
Others will be telling us to get a room
But it’s just love, it’s not promiscuous

I promise to never take you for granted
I’ll never give you a reason to go frantic
Never worry about my feelings leaving
I promise nothing here is deceiving

Take me away, darling, to the moon
I’m going to let your love consume
Others will be telling us to get a room
But it’s just love, it’s not promiscuous

Im not perfect but I’m perfect for you
Once things begin, you’ll see it too

Take me away, darling, to the moon
I’m going to let your love consume
Others will be telling us to get a room
But it’s just love, it’s not promiscuous

I can’t do this anymore
Locked away behind this door
I’m ashamed of who I’ve become
I just need to run and run

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway

Moving faster through the day
Can’t find a way to escape
Maybe I’m where I belong
Maybe that’s how far I’ve fallen

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway

No matter what
Gotta keep being tough

It will all be okay
Promised that each day
Who gives a ****, anyway
Well I do ...

Treated me bad because it was easy
Never imagine you were so ******
Had me fooled with all the love talk
Now completely dead you can drop

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

I truly felt like such a fool
For always believing in you
Because it turned out to be
You could sell me out easily

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

Die, goodbye
I’m done this time
Die, goodbye
My love you won’t find

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

On another regular day, you flew away
And became an angel that way
I wish I didn’t take for granted
All the chances that you gave
I thought things wouldn’t ever change
And now I’m crying, left with that fate

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

So now you are in heaven
Watching me go in circles lost
I never knew what loving you,
As I do, could actually cost
I hope you still feel my love
That will never go untouched

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You, will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

In sweet time, we will reunite
So I will never need to say goodbye
It is all only a matter of time

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

Chase me like I’m your mission
Need you to grab my attention
Make me laugh, it is a cinch
Take things slow, don’t blow it

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

Gotta handle all of my emotions
There’s good and there’s commotion
I need your undying devotion
Don’t fool around, I’m not joking

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

I hope to strike right one day
Find a guy like me who will stay

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

It may seem all like beauty
Through all the scrutiny
There is more to see
Take the hurt and pain
And watch what you paint
Make my sorrow worthy

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

Even without sunshine
She bloomed like a rose
Starved from the water
Up and open she grew
Thorns from the others
Protecting her, she knew

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

The battles are done, the war is over
Thought I’d lost, but it was an eye opener
I am still here, dodged a bullet there
Can’t fight too long, when you’re in the wrong
I know it is time to move along

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

There is no escape, fear this time it’s too late
It’s never been this bad, taking all I have
I try, but it’s a lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

It changed my whole world, since a girl
Now I’m grown, it’s worse I’ve ever known
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

Tired of the fight, taking over day and night
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

This is my cry for help now as I break down

What a nutcase, her life is so fake
Afraid of anyone that comes by
Because she has so much to hide
Those who love the net but are
Extra private and also so hidden
Can’t keep up with all their lies
If they do slip up and complain
They just hit delete and pretend
It never happened in real life even

Only living through the Internet
Dishonest even with themselves
All about what people see and think
Making up a whole life on social media
Only posting things telling perfection
Even though we know their skeletons
Being too honest is one thing to hate
Then there’s pretend, how pathetic
And the ones with the most drama

I don’t see this with guys
They just simply keep quiet
Even though they are often
Still caught in all of their lies
Cheating; on social media sites
Found out usually all thanks to
The other female just making sure
That within his world’s concern
She has made herself fully known

You can say you traveled the world
Have only all the perfect pictures
Of you and showing off your loving
Boyfriend, kids, or even the hubby
Never fighting, never discouraged
Eventually they may believe it too
Even when everyone knows the truth
But lets them stay in their world

We are all guilty at times of parts
But most don’t take things so far
Because life still goes on off of there
And living IS about going up and down
Doesn’t mean airing all your soap opera
It’s a out being you; perfect is not real
And neither have been these people
So I always ask, what’s the point?

Friendships don’t always last forever
I should have been prepared for never
Because there is and end to eternity
Cheers to the end of you and me

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Obviously, we’re no longer meant to be
I wish earlier I could have foreseen
I can do better without your fake ness
Now all I see in you, is shameless

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Sometimes I miss our memories
But also feel saved in reality

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Let us get to first-thing-first
I hope long term really hurt
And you got what you deserved
I hope you observed and learned

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

You were a big part of my heart
But now that’s been torn apart
You acted so in love with glee
Didn’t see you would forsake me

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

I’ll always wonder what went wrong
Knowing though, you were the problem

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

Lies
Straight to my face
Can strike like a knife
To my weakest point

Cheat
Hurts my soul
It cuts real deep
To my heart too

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

Sneak
Around on me
It goes notices
Hurts my ego

Anger
Scares my being
Bruises me whole
Gets out of control

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

All the tears I cried
They end tonight

Then I realize I’m better
Off without you, babe
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more time for fakes

I’ve cried and been hurt a lot
Then you come and change my lot
I don’t know what to do without you
I’m so stuck on to you like glue
I don’t want to take it slow, too

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

I’ve made my share of mistakes
If I’ve done any to you, forgive me
But now for you my body aches
I have had many worries in life
But you make them all right

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

We’ll be stronger than ever
Because I plan on forever

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

Catching the breeze was easy
I want to have your attention
I want to have your everything
From beginning to forever’s end
The good, the bad, and
The seemingly unimportant

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start

I feel it would all be worth it
With a sign you’re ready
To stop and join this
Forever is in my plans
Along with making
You my last man

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start

It’s all going to work out right
Because I should be there
Or you should be here

Hugs and kisses
These are my wishes
I love with all my heart
Right from the very start

Everything seemed perfect, yes, seemed
It was an illusion that you would beam
Took me for granted, I ask “why me?”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I guess this is what it comes down to
You think you’ve won, one day you’ll lose
It will be in the stars, the biggest news

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

I’ll cut you out of the memories in time
“Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind”

All of your lies that you conceal to hide
Always thinking that I wouldn’t grow wise
So hard I tried to hide the tears I cried
But starting now, I’m so done with it  
Because I realized my pride was missing
Broken promises were all you would give

It’s okay, call me naive
Because I choose to believe
In dreams coming true
Mermaids swim in the blue
That there is life after death
And their are ghosts among us

See, I want to believe
Angels are watching over me
With animals around for guiding
While stars are there to wish upon
Same for coins, thrown in a pond
And the Magic’s inside the wand

Yes, I need to believe
That there must be
Those lost pots of gold
At the ending of each rainbow
And in the woods, playful fairies
Are hiding amongst the trees

So, call me naive
But I’m inclined to be
The adoring princess
That wins her awakening kiss
Forever in charming bliss
Together in a castle so big

Dream like a child
Don’t forget to smile
Watch the flowers flourish
And the butterflies adorn them
Relax and enjoy the beauty
Stop and see the simplicity
... when you believe

You promised me forever
Now it’s gonna be never
I won’t ever be happy again
Nothing else matters then

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

I’ll never trust you again
Not for as long as I live
Your audacity to lie to me
Is too much to be believed

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

I was so in love and happy
But you decided to rob me

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

It feels easier to exist in the distance
Rather than to pass in the spotlight
I recognize every face within the crowd
But I don’t know any of the souls around

That includes when I look at myself
She is a stranger inside the mirror
With no more definition to her
Just trapped searching in there

Much despair because of all the hope
That was wasted on the wrong folks
A puzzle piece no one else can fill
Tried that but don’t get anywhere

Defined so long by other people
Not knowing where to start over
I find ideas that do not fulfill
Because I’m still not the right girl

She’s sweet, bright and beautiful
Quirky, girly, with some attitude
I do know all of my potential
That’s why there’s misery at all

Living to appease others now
Aimlessly trying somehow
To see a path and a future
To find this lonely … lost girl

So soft, I can’t get out my voice
Try so hard, can’t make a noise
It is illusive here like in a dream
I break free just so I can scream

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

Stuck here and I can’t even feel
Numb to the core, need to heal
Don’t know which direction to turn
When will I wake up and learn

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

Release me from this grave I’m in
Dirt pours, don’t let in be my end

Wake me up inside, make me feel alive
Happiness I strive, I’m on the wrong side
I have dived into this pool of despair
I don’t want to stay here, perform a repair
I am calling out screaming, hear meeee

You’re my precious stone
You’ll never again feel alone
Come into my dimension
Immerse in my magicians

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I need you in the name of love
No more messy drama and stuff
Come and play for my team
We could live like a dream

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

You won’t regret it
Not only do I suggest
I can also just bet

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I locked me away inside
Looking back at my life
Wondering why, oh, why

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

I don’t want to be that girl
Crying on the bathroom floor
Looking for a way out doors

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

I finally found my freedom
Letting go of the bums

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

Been damaged so much, is it beyond repair?
Look out in the distance, caught in a glare
I call your name, but your mind is elsewhere
Stopping your focus, I don’t even dare

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You lock yourself away like Rapunzel
You won’t admit it, but I know you feel awful
You’re no longer the person I once knew
You are all confused and feeling very blue

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You will make it through the rain
Come out better than when you came

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

I want you to know I love you all the way
Don’t always show it, but it’ll never change
I know you don’t always understand
But you’re always there hand-in-hand
Thank you for also being my friend

As a girl, you took me to all the doctors
As a child, you were there for field trip offers
I enjoy our time spent, so glad we have it
We’ve bonded over a lot and I’m grateful
I feel we’re closer now more than ever

To this day I still lean on you
I know financially it isn’t easy
So thank you for spending
Your hard earned money on me
I’d be lost without you helping my needs

You’ve taught me a lot and helped me grow
For that respect I can never fully show
I just hope deep down inside you know
You are a very wonderful father for sure
One of the best persons on this Earth

I’m not crazy, delusional, naive
I know eventually it all leaves
Even to the best of them like me
But during our time, best believe

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Focus on the here and right now
‘Cause in this moment I could drown
It’s so heavenly how now we feel
Do t dare tell me it can’t be real

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

It’s not about the future and what it brings
The present is now and  I’m all in this thing

In time love will end, but till then
Love me hard, love me strong
Love me large, love me long
Be all in and win me over again
Tonight and forever, ever then
Do not even fight, love me right

Lies
Straight to my face
Can strike like a knife
To my weakest point

Cheat
Hurts my soul
It cuts really deep
To my heart, too

Then I realize that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake

Sneak
Around on me
It goes noticed
Hurts my ego

Anger
Scares my being
Bruises me whole
Gets out of control

Then I realize that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake

All the tears I cried
They end tonight

Because I realized that
I’m better off without you
They’re your mistakes
Live with them, honey
No more being fake