I won’t waste my time or put it to sake
It’s been tough but I know I’ll be okay
You were never any help anyway

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

Things change and life goes on
Even as I write this song
By now, you are long gone

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

I’ll be just fine without
Your reasonings and doubts

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

There is a rain cloud, just above
Fogging up all my judgement
I need an umbrella until the sun
Breaks through this weather
And the colors are more bright
Than my dark side is tonight

A grain of sand can turn into a pearl
A butterfly forms from a caterpillar
Diamonds are a possibility from coal
Changes happening, petals by petals fall
Rainbows appears in the sky from rainstorms
With patience, the right pressure,
And perseverance creating transformations
Beauty from plainness can surely occur

Rain falls unexpected and you hide away
Or get wet starting anew life this way
With or without, closed or open eyes
You can not escape the sight
Change hurt you and yet it’s true
It’s what you need to do to continue

A grain of sand can turn into a pearl
A butterfly forms from a caterpillar
Diamonds are a possibility from coal
Changes happening, petals by petals fall
Rainbows appears in the sky from rainstorms
With patience, the right pressure,
And perseverance creating transformations
Beauty from plainness can surely occur

Grew out of the dirt and into the light
She blossomed so heavenly and scented so nice
Nothing could stop her, or so she thought
She withered and wilted away one day
Petal by petal blew in to the wind
Her strongest part wasn’t her beauty
But it was her roots and stem

A grain of sand can turn into a pearl
A butterfly forms from a caterpillar
Diamonds are a possibility from coal
Changes happening, petals by petals fall
Rainbows appears in the sky from rainstorms
With patience, the right pressure,
And perseverance creating transformations
Beauty from plainness can surely occur

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I do need a fairy god mother
To fix up some things for me
But I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live
So forget about that course

You be the Beast, I be the Beauty
But that’s as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your suitor
Fate is a mystery to believe in

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I’m not lying here asleep
Waiting for your magic
No dwarfs for me to keep

No magic to make it better
No, I’m not Miss Cinderella
And my heart is already froze
The Snow Queen has no control

Just a sweet and fragile girl
Trying to figure out the world
Riddled with fear and anxiety
Learning who one should be

How did life become such a mess?
I disgress, now I  feel emotional less
I usually care way too much, too fast
But something changed since the past
I am robotic, so not the norm for me
I live on, now become, less emotionally

I have cried a trillion times in life
But it seems I have finally run dry
I have given away so much of me
That there’s nothing left to see

How did life become such a mess?
I disgress, now I  feel emotional less
I usually care way too much, too fast
But something changed since the past
I am robotic, so not the norm for me
I live on, now become, less emotionally

They say that life is karmic
But I haven’t been so charmin’

How did life become such a mess?
I disgress, now I  feel emotional less
I usually care way too much, too fast
But something changed since the past
I am robotic, so not the norm for me
I live on, now become, less emotionally

Nanni is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

Rainy is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

Nanni is a goat
That I know
And I love
Her so

I miss being a little girl
Expecting life to be fair
You grow up to realize
Nothing is organized
But you must keep trying
All day and into the night

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

I miss simplicity, because obviously
Then we’d all get along and agree
Everything would work out eventually
I grew up, not really realizing in life
Attachments could be sliced, cut aside
Strongly now, everyone has their pride

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

Cant go back, complicated is where it’s at
Can’t let go, have to just remember to grow

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

You know you drive me crazy
Know I love being your lady
You have me daydreaming
You give me a lot of meaning

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

I want you and only just you
You don’t know what you do
You are the one to blame
Yeah, you drive me insane

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

You gave it all of you to me
I’ll never take for granted thee

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

Thoughts are more destructive than knives
Words give ideas to contemplate life
Trying to hide, there are no more smiles
All because of what’s injected to a lost mind And there are so many forms of SI
Trying to control something over the lies
Too much, only leading to suicide

Are you laughing now that it is their goodbye?
Don’t make them count against you as another problem
Pick your own actions wise
What you pick to do, you can choose
Who you wanna be, you can foresee
Or foresee the consequences of being mean
This is playing with real life, not a game or dream

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I can’t use a fairy godmother
To fix up a few things for me
Yeah, I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live in
So forget going that course

You be the Beast, I be the Beauty
But that’s as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your mate
A mystery to believe in is fate

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I’m not lying here asleep
Waiting for your magic
No dwarfs within my keep

No magic to make it better
No, I’m not Miss Cinderella
And my heart is already froze
The Snow Queen has no control

I’m always walking a thin line of my sanity
Wondering what’s going to cause volcanity
Starting up the profanity, a mess of humanity
Everyone caught up in their mundanity and vanity
It’s all insanity, as they uttered inanities
The mess is immanity, we need urbanity

Red dirt roads, blue grass
Floating bubbles pass
Underneath a purple sky
Green lilies arise, for miles

You’re apart of something bigger
Make sure to appreciate that picture

Floating on a cloud
At the end of a rainbow
Peaceful, clear water flows
Down the yellow rocks

You’re apart of something bigger
Make sure to appreciate that picture

Butterflies stop by
Unicorns are always near
Pink stars at night
I’m happy away here

My heart is broken
By this latest misfortune
I’m screaming my lungs out
But you can’t hear my shouts
This time it was all your choice
So of course it hurts the most
Hope it’s a short phase, I don’t know
It feels permanent right now, though
I feel paranoid, like there’s a conspiracy
I don’t know what, something against me
But every advisor states, all I can do is wait
I just hope that day, you’re not too scraped
The very one I couldn’t lose was you
And you gave in seemingly soon
Leaving me to be the invisible one
Even after all we’ve been through and done

While the whole world sleeps
I stay awake and think
About how things should be
At least, according to me
I won’t give in or let up
Over all the little stuff
If I cry, then they will dry
And I’ll carry on my blithe
I know that I will be fine
My crown is just to the side

Some chains can’t be broken
I’m due what I’ve been hoping
For a better way and better days
And love is what is to thank
Too many bonds have been made
The very ones you try to take
So try your best to weaken this
And drags us to your bitterness
But I’m not ever giving up
We’ve proven to be tough - love

The world is too small, in my eyes
Collide with them over again in life
I’m already and unsteady and terrified
Now you given me something
The reason I need to run and hide
To protect the wounds on the inside
Because one more cut to my gut
And my soul will surely die
I think it’s unavoidable this time
I will go where you can’t find

One too many surprises
Kinds by the negative light
Known as misfortune and lies
Have occurred during a short life
You would think by this time
The shock would greatly demise
And sheer disappointment would
Turn into absolute, impending doom
But I’m still here struggling - for you
Holding onto hope, as you should too

I know it gets really hard sometimes
Stuck inside of your own mind
With memories that haunt you
No escape, no matter what you do

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

In time, old wounds heal up
You must just find your luck
If you do try, you’ll find
You are not at all stuck

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

Don’t cry, it’ll be alright
Just maybe not tonight
But there’s hope and light

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

Hello there, dear
I want you near
Forever and a day
I want you to stay
There must be a way

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

Do not forget about me
Because you’re all I see
And you’re all I need
To live most happily
And to feel most free

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

It has just begun
Just dream away  
Don’t worry, ***

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

Many guys all fawn over me
But they’re not looking for keeps
And my eyes are only for you
I really want to know you more, too
At least as friends, even if that is it
Just say the word and let me in
I believe you won’t be disappointed
Because my eyes are only for you

One of the most beautiful creatures
You may or may not get to meet her
She stays solitary unless you’re worthy
Of an encounter with all her glory

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Selfless, putting others first all the time
May even be too nurturing, but that’s fine
She’s pure like from heaven’s gates
Yet stronger than anyone’s fates

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Everything she touches is magical
She’s all you’d need, she’s whimsical

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

I will haunt your very thoughts
When you least expect my presence
Not from the biggest moments
But by the smallest remembrances
And deep within, uncontrollably
You shall love every second of it see
As I will haunt your very being
Until you finally see me...

Why do I torture myself like this?
The truth hurts so bad, I admit
Excessively, I get drawn in
Knowing that I won’t ever win

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

Everything is set on replay
Every time they come my way
There are signs I don’t read
Leading me to this destiny

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

I no longer want to play these games
Going to hide away ‘til there’s change

Nothing lasts anymore
They’re all just looking for a *****
Gotta show them all the door
My heart is just left feeling sore
I feel like I can’t take anymore
So I withdraw in beaten on the floor

The most innocent pure hearts put on earth
A peaceful afterlife, it’s what they deserve
The time comes to follow Rainbow Bridge
You know how it works, but they’re missed
More than words can express at a time like this  
They are wise and strong and understand
But our senses leave and letting go, we can’t
The thought without them, you can’t stand
Wondering what you did right and wrong, especially the ending
Gave them enough love? Were you a good pet parent?
Would they feel betrayed over a new baby?
They watch over us closely, Angels in the sky
Happily wagging those tails, when we rescue another life
Not to worry, they know they can’t be replaced, but love to give their friends a safe place
A home, to do it again and dream
If they stay at Rainbow Bridge we again meet
Until then, new journeys begin, because it’s not the end

My life is built up in fantasies
Of broken dreams and fallacies
I am trying to just escape reality
Me, feeling the energy that I lack
Trying to find a way to claim it back
Looking for a way to gain control
Dreaming of when my reality feels whole
As so far, it has taken its toll on my soul  
I can’t live forever inside of my fantasies
But I want to feel like I’m always dreaming

Change, how it is so bittersweet
It can be as beautiful as the fall leaves
Bringing you calm and inner peace
Or it can be as cruel as lies and deceit  
Bringing you to your knees in defeat

There’s always been a side
One that’s not so pretty
She’s not in the mirror or here
This is not your definition case
She’s deep in the eyes, hiding idle
You won’t see her, unless you truly look in
Underneath the facade she wants you to believe in

It’s unexplainable, cold, dark, lonely, and shattered heart
Lost broke with an image that’s distort
More than a drug of natural pain killers
It’s past her mind and into her soul
She sees her blood to feel and know she’s more
The control is there is else, nowhere
The pain is a rush, like a bad relationship

Crimson red brings satisfaction to light
She deserves it, it was worth it, all the disguise
Her best friend is now a shiny, sharp object
It’s too difficult to explain to outsiders
Please, secretly want it and know nothing different
Break any addiction or bad habit combined
Along with feeling closed in at desperate times

Just wanted a goodbye kiss, acknowledgment
Wanted to know what was legit
Just needed to get pass all of the *******
But you just would not quit it

I can’t escape all you did to me
Long ago it was time to leave
But I let it all stay still and be
There’s so much I didn’t know
But now that chapter’s closed
We have had our final shows
Time for me to go ahead and go
Chapter’s closed, shut the door

I actually want to see you more happy in some way
To know leaving me was the right way
And that even for me it wasn’t a mistake
But I am not sure I’ll find that day

I can’t escape all you did to me
Long ago it was time to leave
But I let it all stay still and be
There’s so much I didn’t know
But now that chapter’s closed
We have had our final shows
Time for me to go ahead and go
Chapter’s closed, shut the door

Now it’s time to say so long to all the memories
Maybe the good ones I’ll still keep...

I can’t escape all you did to me
Long ago it was time to leave
But I let it all stay still and be
There’s so much I didn’t know
But now that chapter’s closed
We have had our final shows
Time for me to go ahead and go
Chapter’s closed, shut the door

No private shows here
Better look elsewhere
Stop asking for that
Need to take a step back
Stop acting like a rat

I already know what you want
But you’re just another chump
I will tell you now I’m done
Thanks for playing along
But it is time to move on

I understand it way too much
But I think you’ve gotten enough
You don’t need all this stuff
I’m sorry you think it’s rough
You just gotta toughen up

No private shows here
Better look elsewhere
You had a sneak peak
And you took it too deep
Go and be another sheep

I’ve thought you are the best
But I’m going to put that to rest
Because it’s obvious you’re not
For me and so it’s gotta stop

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

For being so certain, I’m confused
On why I can’t get back through to you
Maybe that’s really how it’s meant to be
Now I’m thinking you’re not meant for me

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I will let you go, but know
I would have been wonderful
To you...

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I see you from across the room
And decide I’d like to know you
I think you’d wanna know me, too

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

Get to know me, I know you’d be happy
How about turning “you” into a “we”
It will work out, just believe it and see

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

We could be beautiful together
If only you would let it...

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

She’s ready, she’s going to come harder
She’s gonna be brave and reach farther
Just sit back, I dare you to watch her
More than ever, she’s now stronger
  
She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She can put up a fight all night
Let you win, she just might
Or she can push on the brakes
And then take it all back away

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She’s a champion, see her
She’s coming, feel her

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

I am still a lady
I don’t need saving
I just needed you to see
See me and stand by me
Through all the chaos
I am no helpless damsel
I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season

I get lost in deep thoughts
All about what we ought to be
There’s no need to run from me
I would help you feel complete
Aren’t you even curious to see
If so, then come on, let’s flee
I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season

I just need your stance
So go ahead be my man

You are the world to this one girl
But believe me, I’m not all fragile
If you mess up and make a hassle
I’ll reason you were last season

It is so hard to let go of the past
Thinking things would always last
But they say everything comes to end
And letting go is the only way to mend
So I’m going to burn it all tonight
Watch the memories flame bright
And I shall never look back behind me
For that’s no longer going to set me free
So I light the match and finally let it be

I look up to the sky, so pink and orange
As I nearly trip, as I’m running toward
Freedom, as the waves hit against the shore
The now dark sky, blending with the ocean line
I could get lost right here, all the time
The sands so smooth, I lay myself on down
As the water crashes over me, on the ground
Everything is so peaceful in the now

Things did not go as planned
I believe I need a helping hand
To guide me though the mistakes
To help overcome the heartbreaks

I’m just broken-hearted
Over the life I started
Once I was doing all right
Feel things changed overnight
Now it will all never be the same
Broken-hearted is my name

I hope there are second chances
And new beginnings to enhance
Just like a caterpillar and butterfly
I too one day will again fly high

I’m just broken-hearted
Over the life I started
Once I was doing all right
Feel things changed overnight
Now it will all never be the same
Broken-hearted is my name

Change is inevitable, go with the flow
You never know so I must just let go  

I’m just broken-hearted
Over the life I started
Once I was doing all right
Feel things changed overnight
Now it will all never be the same
Broken-hearted is my name

I never knew I wanted someone like you
Until out of the blue, you came along
And pursued me just long enough
I feel you did it all the right way
Wish for myself, I could say the same
Now I’m judging others based on your qualities

Since now you’re all I can manage to concentrate
I feel you’ve been the one for me that got away
And because you left we would fade
Now I wait for the glorious day
That you make your way back to me
Please let it be just eventually, I’m here

We seemed to be from two different worlds
One reason I held out on getting to know you
I couldn’t imagine you enjoying my company
And I was just too fragile to be used so soon
I didn’t see much need in having time misused
For either of us, assuming we’d be doomed

When I gave it a chance, you had to go
Would you have stayed for me, I don’t know
If we only began earlier on though
And now you always go “ghost”
I have no way to know if it’s personal
But I’m still here waiting to go further

The reasons I can’t forget are a cinch
You are smart and also ambitious
Rare to find anyone goal oriented
Even harder to find common sense
But you surely have plenty of all this
You gone is the only flaw I don’t get

Most of all, besides physical attraction
Your smile and eyes are holding me tight
You could always make me laugh and smile
I hope you know your own wonderful qualities
And can’t forget, loved that you didn’t care less
About any going one with sporting events

I miss your stubbornness and sarcasm
Even though you drove me up the wall
I will also miss yours and my tickle fights
Even though you’d win all the time
Good luck to you, even if not mutual
Whatever I did, I can assure, I won’t forgive

I won’t mean to do this but I know I may
Hold out for my “hello” acknowledgement
Only for now, goodbye “Prince Phillip”
I wish I could sleep another century
Your messed up Sleeping Beauty
Country boy, let me be your cutie

I want to look down from above
Just watch out for those I love
Watch the world from outside
Sit back and not have to have the fight

Enjoying the beauty and skylights around
While floating above the restrictive ground
I want to simply take care of others
One less to add to anyone’s troubles

Erase the anger and confusion I have inside
Only keep the parts of me I know are Devine
Perfection on this earth, is for me to take flight
That’s what is left for me here, to see the light

Let them all move on and forget about me
Become who I know I’m meant to be
A parallel caregiver for the world
My cost is no more pain for this girl

Just a heavenly creature who let go
No more reasons for the tears to flow
Finally find the real happiness I crave
I’m ready to become an Angel today

Have you ever wondered...
If you’re really on the right path
Will it lead you on and on to just crash?
If you really think this happiness will last
Will you end up again feeling like trash?

Have you ever thought..
That it may be time to have your dream
Trying not to over analyze what it all means
Thinking this is how it’s finally meant to be
Trying not to sabotage your own self and flee

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

Have you ever not cared...
If all the others disagree with you
Knowing they don’t know what to judge to
If you know what’s in your heart is true
Knowing **** well it’s not for them to choose

Have you ever been aware...
That you don’t have to be so scared
See, in the end you can find a way to take care
Show you have your own mind to share
See that you have your very own flare

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

It’s all that cheesy stuff, to not give up
It’s a look inside yourself, to get help
It’s to trust in your choices, not negative voices
Have you ever yet?

My biggest mistake, was not seeing how you’re fake  
Believing blindly to every word, looking back it’s absurd
I poured everything into you, thinking it was the right thing to do
You can’t treat people the way you choose to
Like actions have no consequences to you
Using others for a season, until a better reason
Comes to you’re liking, so I’m done fighting
This time it is really goodbye and I’m too angry too cry
I’ll walk away relieved and “let it go” like my Queen
I know what I’ve seen, my eyes are open to you now, I’m keen

Memories of my innocence
They’re scattered in the wind
Like blowing on a dandelion
I feel I have no way to win
So I should shut up and give in
I had no way to say no to them

I can’t stop the tears falling down
I can’t turn upside down this frown
How does one stay grounded?
Within this mess of a world

I’m not just sad, I’m fully broken
I’m not in a nightmare, I’m awoken
I have nothing left to offer you
At least I used to feel like a token

To say it’s complicated; understatement
It’s more than just a depressed day
It’s my life, it’s always, it’s the way
And I try everyday to break away

I’m not just sad, I’m fully broken
I’m not in a nightmare, I’m awoken
I have nothing left to offer you
At least I used to feel like a token

I’ll break free eventually
Just believe in me

I’m not just sad, I’m fully broken
I’m not in a nightmare, I’m awoken
I have nothing left to offer you
At least I used to feel like a token

How could you lie and lie
While looking me in the eyes
How could you lay with me
As we both cried and cried

You made me a desperate mess
Only wanting truth and answers
You drove me absolutely insane
But things are going to change

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how dating works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

When the novelty is gone
The newness wears off
Where will you be, love?
Alone and discouraged…

When you see you are wrong
How you went about this all
Then you will feel my pain
And I won’t come running then

You’re just so immature
Naive and learning still
About how feelings work
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
Learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

Even when it came to the end
You still had to pretend
There was hope yet again
Couldn’t let me down gently
While holding my dignity!
You’re just so immature

Naive and learning still
About all how love works
Where sincerity doesn’t lurk
So learn to respect your toys
And stop being a little boy

A soul as pure as snow
Lips as red as a fresh rose
Body language that’s not cold

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

Hair like sunlight beams
Laugh so intoxicating
Smile causing trouble

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

The rarest one will know
Rushed out the door

Just like a real Cinderella

Mysterious and beautiful
No one seems to know
Where she comes from
Just like a real Cinderella

You haven’t swam in my current
Taking me underneath further
Or prospered in a tornado storm
Like I’ve had to many times before

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

A hurricane has come
I have no where to run
Lightening strikes
But I will be all right

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

The quicksand pulls
But I keep ahold

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

Engage me with your mind
****** me with your actions
Give me a portion of your time
Make up for what you’re lacking
Capture me with all your ideas
My needs, you should be hacking
Comfort me through my fears
Don’t dare ever leave me in tears
Later, take your time, do it right
Make sure that I’m screaming
Your name all through the night
Leave me yearning for more
Don’t let me down or bore
Show me what you mean
And tell what what I need

Destruction to form creation
Beauty out from chaos
That’s nature’s way of life
Starting again for newness
Never forgetting the memories
Now loving what was hated
No longer feeling jaded
Sacrifice has been beautiful
It has cleansed everything anew
Undeniable is the admittance
Strength is the commitment
Admirable after the struggle
Better this time than the other

Lips so red, like cherry blossoms
Won’t be able to get enough of them
Blue eyes that are as clear as the sky

Personality like a snake charmer
But no harm comes from her
You just can’t come at her harder

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Hair golden like the morning sun
Yeah, I think I have found the one
My search around is finally done

Skin as soft and perfect as porcelain
To feel her is when it really ends
As that is when you ascend to heaven

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Long legs sway with cute little feet
She’s not perfection, but she’s petite
Promise, you will never want to leave

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

I had my walls way, high up
I didn’t want anyone to touch
But you managed enough
I guess you were so tough

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

I got hurt a few too many times
That’s all that stayed on my mind
I lost my way, but you find me fine
Now I think I want you to be mine

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

You came to me like a dream
My Angel, watching over me

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

Close the blinds, don’t want the light
Just go away, I no longer can be saved
I just don’t know, I just gotta get ahold
I need a grip, I can feel my fingers slip

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

This is hell and I can already tell
That I fell, I am now in a new realm
Things don’t feel right, I can’t fight
If this is real, I don’t know how to feel

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

It doesn’t seem fair, but it never is
I’m lost in despair, it’s another miss

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

If you only knew,
What I put up with for you
If you could only see,
What it all meant to me

I thought I had kept the best of all
Until you turned out to be a follower
I guess the joke is out now to laugh
Only,  I’m too exhausted from all the crap

I’m just the biggest fool
I continuously was used
(And you’re just like them now, too)
Thought it was a worthy cause
But I’m left now with an epitome to it all
I was the biggest fool there ever was
They saw me coming for miles and miles
Nobody is grateful, nah, just lost it all

The world is so crazy today
Maybe I shouldn’t be shocked
I just promise this is the last straw
I’m wiser with age, again I will never fall

I thought I had kept the best of all
Until you turned out to be a follower
I guess the joke is out now to laugh
Only, I’m too exhausted from all the crap

I’m just the biggest fool
I continuously was used
(And you’re just like them now, too)
Thought it was a worthy cause
But I’m left now with an epitome to it all
I was the biggest fool there ever was
They saw me coming for miles and miles
Nobody is grateful, nah, just lost it all

Now I promise you I’m number one
When it comes to whom matters
I’ll fight until I’ve finally won
A right to be just me and happy

I thought I had kept the best of all
Until you turned out to be a follower
I guess the joke is out now to laugh
Only, I’m too exhausted from all the crap

I’m just the biggest fool
I continuously was used
(And you’re just like them now, too)
Thought it was a worthy cause
But I’m left now with an epitome to it all
I was the biggest fool there ever was
They saw me coming for miles and miles
Nobody is grateful, nah, just lost it all

I see how much you love life
I dream to see it through your eyes
You don’t ever let it past you on by
You don’t sit home to whine and cry

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I cry at night so no one will know
Spare you of what shouldn’t be a go
Hiding the worse, I make sure though
And I try my best daily not to let go

We go in circles, we go unnoticed
Yeah, we fight the invisible forces
Unknown, every day is our course
Your views need broadened for sure

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out  

I’ll be a warrior, but don’t play the fool
I promise you don’t know, what we go through
Just take a chance and learn for yourself
It’s health and maybe you could help

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

What a nutcase, her life is so fake
Afraid of anyone that comes by
Because she has so much to hide
Those who love the net but are
Extra private and also so hidden
Can’t keep up with all their lies
If they do slip up and complain
They just hit delete and pretend
It never happened in real life even

Only living through the Internet
Dishonest even with themselves
All about what people see and think
Making up a whole life on social media
Only posting things telling perfection
Even though we know their skeletons
Being too honest is one thing to hate
Then there’s pretend, how pathetic
And the ones with the most drama

I don’t see this with guys
They just simply keep quiet
Even though they are often
Still caught in all of their lies
Cheating; on social media sites
Found out usually all thanks to
The other female just making sure
That within his world’s concern
She has made herself fully known

You can say you traveled the world
Have only all the perfect pictures
Of you and showing off your loving
Boyfriend, kids, or even the hubby
Never fighting, never discouraged
Eventually they may believe it too
Even when everyone knows the truth
But lets them stay in their world

We are all guilty at times of parts
But most don’t take things so far
Because life still goes on off of there
And living IS about going up and down
Doesn’t mean airing all your soap opera
It’s a out being you; perfect is not real
And neither have been these people
So I always ask, what’s the point?

(Interlude)
Holding on to anger is poisoning yourself while assuming the other person will perish instead. Holding on to lost love is only chaining yourself to a ghost; you are still without them and now stuck in the past.

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Letting go is not a forgiveness
Doesn’t mean you forgot anything
It’s freeing you for your best interest
And cleansing your new beginnings

Hatred is a poison to your own heart
So moving on is where freedom starts
The other person still gets no excuse
You deserve peace and to be let loose

Chaining yourself to the past
Will continue to hold you back
In turn, keeping you from ever
Focusing on your new happiness

No one else needs to understand how
You can be civil to someone once cruel
You are the who lived it through
Dropping the grudge is what is mature

It may take us time to understand
Figure out how we stop giving in
And longer to heal and not care
As finding you, finds you out there

Letting go of anger is a free pass
Not for those who harmed you
But for your own soul to rest
Inner peace starts with ourselves

We all make some wrong choices
And do stupid things subconsciously
While some may have gone too far
Now that you said bye, cleansing time

So stop breaking your own heart
Learn your lessons and stay smart
Love should be more powerful than hate
Letting go is the beginning of strength