I have made a lot of mistakes
But hasn’t just about everyone?
I’ve been through a lot of fakes
But that is not just anyone

I know they’d be better off
And I know that I’m the cause
Of most of their life’s drama
They’re too good to admit it
That’s only why I can’t quit it

I don’t know what to do
To fix all that’s abused
I don’t know what to say
To make it all back okay

I know they’d be better off
And I know that I’m the cause
Of most of their life’s drama
They’re too good to admit it
That’s only why I can’t quit it

I am sorry I am not perfect
I am sorry I am not worthy

I know they’d be better off
And I know that I’m the cause
Of most of their life’s drama
They’re too good to admit it
That’s only why I can’t quit it

One of the most beautiful creatures
You may or may not get to meet her
She stays solitary unless you’re worthy
Of an encounter with all her glory

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Selfless, putting others first all the time
May even be too nurturing, but that’s fine
She’s pure like from heaven’s gates
Yet stronger than anyone’s fates

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Everything she touches is magical
She’s all you’d need, she’s whimsical

She can see between good and bad
She’ll know of any evil intentions had
Intuitive as can be, you would see

Bruised my soul, out of control
Bliss be told, we’re on our own
The truth will always be shown

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Tick, tick, goes the clock
Stop in amazement
Do not engage in it

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

Things get a little too tricky
Life got a little too wicked

It’s not that I wanted to die
I didn’t really want to give up life
I just didn’t know how to live
I didn’t know what else to give

You started these things out
Purposely broke my heart
And now you will find out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

You have the circumstances backwards
Thinking with your *****, not actions
So it is time you found out

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

I remember it all
Karma will resolve

They say that payback is a *****
I hope someday you both meet
And you’re left with a dying itch
So the truth you can finally see

Don’t get too close, I won’t let you
Don’t fall for me, whatever you do
You’ll just end up being let down
Can’t be the girl you knew around  

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

Lost amongst the big world
You really don’t know this girl
Hidden away in my palace
It never would have lasted

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

I wish to be set free
But you can’t take a chance on me

Too elusive to catch, life full of regrets
A gorgeous and depressed, broken mess
The one in the mirror, not always clear
Insecurities with doubt and fear
A butterfly waiting to take flight here

She’s ready, she’s going to come harder
She’s gonna be brave and reach farther
Just sit back, I dare you to watch her
More than ever, she’s now stronger
  
She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She can put up a fight all night
Let you win, she just might
Or she can push on the brakes
And then take it all back away

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

She’s a champion, see her
She’s coming, feel her

She has made this vow, this promise
It’s signed, sealed, delivered with a kiss
A delivery made you won’t want to miss
So sit now, as all of this is her own bliss

I don’t know water that’s crystal blue
To completely lose myself into
I don’t know snowcapped mountains too
How about, what about you?

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

I don’t know city lights so bright
Never seen the Grand Canyon in sight
I don’t know grass green and tall
A farm life, that is free for all

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

I don’t know heaven
But I wish they’d let me

Serenity isn’t a place I know
It’s somewhere I never go
Serenity isn’t a thing for me
It’s a place that I’ll never be
My spot will never be serine
It’s just a space I’ll never see

Said he’d be there at eight
Showed up an hour late, then
Said this wasn’t a real date

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Went around bragging to friends
How he’d hit it then quit it again
Then later try to make amends

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Every clown has their day
Sorry, yours ain’t here to stay

Leaves turn to snow on the ground
Ice springs up flowers all around
The beach waves flow up and down
Everything changes but that silly clown

Bad days to having a hard time
Need help at the drop of a dime
No gratification found this way
The ultimate price you may pay

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

Physically fight off any thing
But mentally I’m struggling
Difficult to measure inside
And control what all I fight

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I know it’s inside of me
Going to keep fighting

My brain may not be tough enough
But my body is as rough as they come
I have already proved all the above
I just need more of the right stuff
I feel like I’m somewhere near the cuff

I’m well aware of all my faults
From my looks, attitude, to talk
You pointing them out isn’t a thing
I’m my own worse critic in that game
You can stand, judge, and cringe
But it’s none of your business

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

They don’t think about me
What I can’t do or even eat
They don’t understand the pain
It’s not them, so why care
The truth is such a shame
Maybe my life is kind of lame, but

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest

I will fully blossom in time
Don’t believe me, that’s fine
Your opinion, wrong, is your right

I don’t live for anyone else
And I still blossom by myself
Yes, I may be kind of a mess
But you’re not the one, so rest
I will fully blossom in distress

There is no escape, fear this time it’s too late
It’s never been this bad, taking all I have
I try, but it’s a lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

It changed my whole world, since a girl
Now I’m grown, it’s worse I’ve ever known
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

Tired of the fight, taking over day and night
I try, but I can’t lie, I’m not doing all right

I can’t do this, even though I’m used to it
It’s tearing me apart, ripping out my heart
So I cry myself a lake, in bed wide awake
With pain controlling me, I can’t even drink
Bump in the road is too big, I can’t do this

This is my cry for help now as I break down

I’m not gonna lie, I once caught all their eyes
They all loved me, I was sweet as can be
Feels in a moment things changed
Making me feel lost and deranged

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

I suppose it was just a matter of time
To give up on me and what we used to be
Maybe I was lucky to once have that life
Waking up to reality was the ultimate key

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

Who I’ve become, none of them want
Life is not fair, so I’m stuck right here

Oh, where did they go?
Because I was feeling so low
And needed them all the most
So how can this really be?
One by one they all left me
Where I stand, I now can see
I was blind, now I see the light

As delicate as flower petals
As rare as a precious metal
She cries out for some help
Put high away up on a shelf

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

As fragile as pure glass
A free soul that grasps
At the chance to be free
Know that girl is me

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

Fly away now butterfly
I’m now in the open sky

Hidden away from the world
Is this one odd but lonely girl
If I could change a thing
It’d be her smile wavering
I’d distinguish from her frown
Lifting her all upside down

Sometimes I can’t even bear it all
I often feel the universe wants me to fall
Day by day, you can never really know
What exactly life is going to throw

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

I am going to keep being strong
No matter what may go wrong
Because I was taught that
You must help yourself back

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

Faith with inside yourself is the start
Even when you feel you’re falling apart

I am a warrior inside
I wear my armor all the time
I know I can win this fight
No matter how seemingly tight
In this battle, I still thrive
I am a warrior inside for life

Take the heartache and shame
The games, and find who to blame
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Taped up parts and closing up shop
That’s what love for me always got
That’s no way to live, I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Take a break, it is okay, keep going anyway
As that’s no way to live, so I take it all in

All of the bad ones are where I come from
Defeated, taken pieces, they equal my sum
All of the fights and lessons are what I’ve become
So let go of it all and be just who you are
You’re still here, so that means you won
It all made me, me, that’s important you see

Lips so red, like cherry blossoms
Won’t be able to get enough of them
Blue eyes that are as clear as the sky

Personality like a snake charmer
But no harm comes from her
You just can’t come at her harder

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Hair golden like the morning sun
Yeah, I think I have found the one
My search around is finally done

Skin as soft and perfect as porcelain
To feel her is when it really ends
As that is when you ascend to heaven

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Long legs sway with cute little feet
She’s not perfection, but she’s petite
Promise, you will never want to leave

Closer to perfection, if you catch her
Far from deception, this I am sure
I know she would be your cure

Met him one afternoon
And he changed my views
Felt like I didn’t know what to do

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

He’s so rugged and cool
I feel like I am such a fool
I’m stuck with this other dude

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I’m so stuck on two, what to do?
I guess now it’s far too late
As I have myself a set date

Can’t take my eyes off him
Every time he comes around them
But I’m betrothed to another man
Ask myself, do I wanna miss this chance?
However my hands taken by one
I must stick to my guns, oh he has nice guns

I was living life the best one could do
And it was in part thanks to you
So I never saw the ending reel
And that’s when things got real

I don’t comprehend why we’re apart
Why did you have to break my heart?
Now a huge chunk of it has gone away
You are my biggest escape these days
As I am thinking of our happier ways
I escape back to another time and place

Daydreaming is now how I spend time
Just thinking about all that went right
So I never could have seen the ending reel
And that’s about time when things got real

I don’t comprehend why we’re apart
Why did you have to break my heart?
Now a huge chunk of it has gone away
You are my biggest escape these days
As I am thinking of our happier ways
I escape back to another time and place

You were a huge piece, gone I see
As I never saw the ending reel
And that’s when things got real

I don’t comprehend why we’re apart
Why did you have to break my heart?
Now a huge chunk of it has gone away
You are my biggest escape these days
As I am thinking of our happier ways
I escape back to another time and place

I’m not so gone that
I can’t see what’s wrong
All the picture perfect
It was all not worth it

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

Not everyone stayed around
To watch what went down
Had their own lives to lead
But then there was we

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

Can’t rely on just anyone
But I’ve got the best one

Again, I cried myself to sleep
The tears gave me some relief
Until I drifted off not so peacefully
I’ve let my pain take the lead
But stronger than I is we
Thank you for believing in me

You haven’t swam in my current
Taking me underneath further
Or prospered in a tornado storm
Like I’ve had to many times before

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

A hurricane has come
I have no where to run
Lightening strikes
But I will be all right

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

The quicksand pulls
But I keep ahold

I have weathered the worst
But many think my life’s perfect
When some days it’s not worth it
I’m broken here, but hope is near
The storms must eventually pass

On another regular day, you flew away
And became an angel that way
I wish I didn’t take for granted
All the chances that you gave
I thought things wouldn’t ever change
And now I’m crying, left with that fate

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

So now you are in heaven
Watching me go in circles lost
I never knew what loving you,
As I do, could actually cost
I hope you still feel my love
That will never go untouched

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You, will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

In sweet time, we will reunite
So I will never need to say goodbye
It is all only a matter of time

I’ll keep us in my heart together
You will be with me forever
You are always one I treasure
See you again, never say never

I won’t waste my time or put it to sake
It’s been tough but I know I’ll be okay
You were never any help anyway

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

Things change and life goes on
Even as I write this song
By now, you are long gone

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

I’ll be just fine without
Your reasonings and doubts

I just got to make it through the pain
Find a way to make it to another day
Until I see, the light setting me free
Then I can find my way to thee

Thought we were down
Like someone decent I found
Yet through out all your lying
Got me shading, just like Mariah

Moved on to a better love
Someone with the right touch
He and his love are both on fiyah
Got me whistling, just like Mariah

Have them haters everywhere
I feel the jealousy in the air
Leave them girls crying because
I don’t know her, just like Mariah

Stuck inside the bad, bright light
It makes me wanna start a fight
Got me hiding from fluorescent lighting
So got my shades on, just like Mariah

Pow and pow, it is so very hot tamale
This will have you on the floor crawling
My taste will have you in the corner crying
Rocking that ensemble, just like Mariah

Love ya, appreciate ya, just like Mariah

Let us get to first-thing-first
I hope long term really hurt
And you got what you deserved
I hope you observed and learned

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

You were a big part of my heart
But now that’s been torn apart
You acted so in love with glee
Didn’t see you would forsake me

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

I’ll always wonder what went wrong
Knowing though, you were the problem

When you said goodbye
All the happy moments died
We both cried and cried
And I kept asking why
But you went on with the denies
Continuously, you would lie
As time went by, I, I, I
No longer knew you inside

I’m certain there’s many great
Places to be called home
But there’s just one that I know
It is right where I’ve grown

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

Come on justice, let freedom rise
Let’s continue to fight for rights
Equality and plenty of respect
That’s what I think is best

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

The red, white, and blue
I say a blessing for you

Proud to be in this country
Home to the brave, land of the free
I love my nation just so much
A big part of North America
The great USA is a wonderful place
Happy it’s where I occupy my space

I locked me away inside
Looking back at my life
Wondering why, oh, why

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

I don’t want to be that girl
Crying on the bathroom floor
Looking for a way out doors

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

I finally found my freedom
Letting go of the bums

You perpetuated the situation
Kept me waiting with confrontation
Had me staying so outrageous
Until I finally I said no more, baby

I let you take something away from me
But it won’t happen again, you see
I see more clearer, more than
An image in the mirror
And now you can’t take that
One thing from me

I went through a lot of hell just to get here
Won’t let you negate that I’m getting there
You can’t lie or belittle me now
I will not let myself down anyhow

I let you take something away from me
But it won’t happen again, you see
I see more clearer, more than
an image in the mirror
And now you can’t take that
one thing from me

You think you’re right and true
Well, I get an opinion for you
You give out falsified news
So take that trap away, too

I let you take something away from me
But it won’t happen again, you see
I see more clearer, more than
An image in the mirror
And now you can’t take that
One thing from me

I see more and more clearer
Nothing fogging my mirror

I let you take something away from me
But it won’t happen again, you see
I see more clearer, more than
An image in the mirror
And now you can’t take that
One thing from me

Maybe I tried too hard
Maybe it took me too far
Maybe I tried to be strong
Maybe I ended up losing it all

You brought me this low
I can rise again to the show

Maybe I should’ve said goodbye earlier
Maybe you were never really sure
Maybe I invested too much to endure
Maybe I should have just surrendered

You don’t have the answers anyway
You’re the one who gave our love away

Maybe we just grew apart
Maybe you lost your heart
Maybe we did our part
Maybe it was time for a dart

It’s over and done with now
It can’t haunt me longer anyhow

Maybe, just maybe
It all saved me
From a worse fate later on

You can not tell me no
I will not let that go
You can not see me fail
As I always will prevail

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Push a little more each day
Write down another page
You will not see me fall
I’ll manage to accomplish it all

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

Things will look above
I will not give up

They don’t look at me the same
I’ve gone through a lot of change
But one thing will still remain
I will accomplish the final gain
And reach my own fame I aim

No private shows here
Better look elsewhere
Stop asking for that
Need to take a step back
Stop acting like a rat

I already know what you want
But you’re just another chump
I will tell you now I’m done
Thanks for playing along
But it is time to move on

I understand it way too much
But I think you’ve gotten enough
You don’t need all this stuff
I’m sorry you think it’s rough
You just gotta toughen up

No private shows here
Better look elsewhere
You had a sneak peak
And you took it too deep
Go and be another sheep

Yeah, I have problems
But you can’t solve them
So don’t even bother

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

You keep on trying
I don’t see why you fight it
It’s an endless battle

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

Just let me do my own thing
I promise I will be okay

Apologies, but I will not divulge
I must keep my circle small
It is not for you to understand
Respect that or move on then

Physical pain but numb inside
I look fine, you can’t see what lies
The invisibles get me every time
But you don’t see the tears I cry

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

Living chronically, feeling crazy
They just try to actually blame me
Clam to what they don’t understand
Some days I don’t comprehend the plan

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher

This is my fight, don’t get it, take a flight
This is all my fight, to again see the light

Luckily, I’m strong enough
I’m a warrior; not giving up
No matter how tough, I’m tougher
I’ll be rough to this stuff, I’m a warrior

They say when it rains, it pours
And you feel you can’t take anymore
You no longer feel like yourself
And it seems like no one can help

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

Like a tornado blowing on by
Feeling you can’t take more in life
It seems things will never feel right
But that’s really just a blimp in time

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

Hold on to your inner strength
Don’t let go of your inner faith

Have some faith inside of you
You are stronger than you knew
Even though you don’t know what to do
The skies will eventually clear fresh and new

It’s easy to lose your mind
When there’s issues all the time
I’m not as blind as you think
Because below I’ll sure sink

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

May be a little jaded
Since your love faded
Acting unusual to me
Lying through your teeth

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

I will get back at you
If it’s the last thing I do
This continues

Sometimes I get crazy
I can’t even say maybe
You treat me like a fool
And then I lose my cool
And do things I shouldn’t do

You’re my precious stone
You’ll never again feel alone
Come into my dimension
Immerse in my magicians

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

I need you in the name of love
No more messy drama and stuff
Come and play for my team
We could live like a dream

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

You won’t regret it
Not only do I suggest
I can also just bet

If you want a real one
Come sand get you some
But it won’t be just tonight
This **** here is for life
If you need a real one
Then let’s have lasting fun

It’s a good thing I’m not a god
Because I’m full of vengeance
It’s a good time to behave
I highly recommend it

I don’t pray, I talk to the devil each day
I fight down these demons wanting to play
A fallen angel down on the low ground

I was up so high above
And now I’m here stuck
Now I’m paying for sins
That I did not commit

I don’t pray, I talk to the devil each day
I fight down these demons wanting to play
A fallen angel down on the low ground

I just want to be
Happy
I just want to feel
Complete

I don’t pray, I talk to the devil each day
I fight down these demons wanting to play
A fallen angel down on the low ground

More bad days than good
Living a life misunderstood
So why explain myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

You would not comprehend
So why bother to pretend
By explaining myself to you

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

I’ll cry a million times
But I’ll always have to hide

Don’t diminish how I feel
The pain is very real
Invisible maybe to you
But to me it’s all too true
So be careful what you say and do

Could have had a difficult chat
But you were too chicken for that
So I left you there, me a mess
As you proceeded to text your next ex

I hope you die and I would not cry
Cause you were never really on my side
You were my lover and my friend
I thought we were down until the end
Now I wish you dead, in a coffin
So much for real love it seems then

You thought that I was so stupid
But I figured out the truth quickly
Yet you still had nerve to tell lies
Now I want to see a final goodbye

I hope you die and I would not cry
Cause you were never really on my side
You were my lover and my friend
I thought we were down until the end
Now I wish you dead, in a coffin
So much for real love it seems then

Wouldn’t go back, want your ashes
Or your bones in a wooden casket

I hope you die and I would not cry
Cause you were never really on my side
You were my lover and my friend
I thought we were down until the end
Now I wish you dead, in a coffin
So much for real love it seems then

Luck is not always on your side
You’ll have to somedays sacrifice
But then everything will be alright

I step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess

Opportunities don’t always come easy
Sometimes you have to go through ******
To get through to all of the true beauty  

Step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess

I’ll rub the genie’s bottle and ask for help
Where there’s a way, I’ll figure out how

Step back and take a very deep breath
Let me rummage through my treasure chest
Let me make certain that we’re all blessed
I’ll find a way to clean up this whole mess

I had my walls way, high up
I didn’t want anyone to touch
But you managed enough
I guess you were so tough

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

I got hurt a few too many times
That’s all that stayed on my mind
I lost my way, but you find me fine
Now I think I want you to be mine

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

You came to me like a dream
My Angel, watching over me

You came in like a wrecking ball
Stopped me from feeling so small
To you, baby, I really do owe it all
I feel like I have now evolved
Thank you for that wake-up call

I’ve cried and been hurt a lot
Then you come and change my lot
I don’t know what to do without you
I’m so stuck on to you like glue
I don’t want to take it slow, too

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

I’ve made my share of mistakes
If I’ve done any to you, forgive me
But now for you my body aches
I have had many worries in life
But you make them all right

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

We’ll be stronger than ever
Because I plan on forever

Blood rushing through my veins
I really hope you feel the same
Give it some time and let me know
Boy, I don’t wanna ever let you go

You once were so sweet and romantic
I don’t like getting caught up in semantics
And I see that time was no friend of mine
I caught up to the end of the line, but

What you did to me was ****** first degree
As nothing I did was enough apparently
I could no longer find a way to please
You were no longer concerned of my needs

You can’t claim there were no casualties
I’ll never, ever forget what you did to me
Made me feel like the biggest fool
Sure, I see now that you were no good

Shattered my heart and it’s still apart
But you continue to move right along
I just play and relate to all these songs
Which I now need because I believed

When it’s over and all said and done
I feel we competed and that you've won
I guess there are no rules to love and war
But I just wish we could go back to before

My heart skips, skips a beat
As I fall to my feet, so graciously
I desperately try to feel complete

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I feel as though I’m falling down
A current that spins me around
But I’m not done with this town

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

Keep your head firm
Remember all you’ve learned

Like a diamond that is in the rough
You still have more beauty than the rest
That’s because of your soul and mind
Nothing compares to what is inside

I know nothing worthwhile
Comes without sorrow in life
As I try to do what’s right
I know the line is blurred, so I fight
My feeling dissipate to black and white

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

Easily slipping to that dangerous place
I know I can’t quickly or easily escape
Feeling weak, but I know it’s all me
Being stubborn got me there to begin
I respect that, but getting out is difficult

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

I won’t let go of the good to the bad again
But if it’s been too long, please come searching

You heard the lies and said your goodbyes
You often cry, others your numb at times
But deep down inside you know
The butterflies just died

She is too pretty to be sad
What type of waste is that?
She’s too beautiful to have scars
But there’s hurt beyond those marks

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

They don’t understand at all
Silence brought her to these parts
Something cut her, way too deep
Yet she keeps, standing on her feet

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

There is a reason to her madness
It is that she hasn’t forgotten
These scars speak from the soul
She is still just as beautiful

So many myths on love and life
Did I ever get a real try?
Senses are all deceived
You’ll have to prove it’s for me
If myths are unbelievable
Will one make me feel unreal?

It may seem all like beauty
Through all the scrutiny
There is more to see
Take the hurt and pain
And watch what you paint
Make my sorrow worthy

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

Even without sunshine
She bloomed like a rose
Starved from the water
Up and open she grew
Thorns from the others
Protecting her, she knew

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

The battles are done, the war is over
Thought I’d lost, but it was an eye opener
I am still here, dodged a bullet there
Can’t fight too long, when you’re in the wrong
I know it is time to move along

Behind those eyes, the tears that cry
From having my butterfly dreams
And rainbow means, even if the glitter stings
I won’t let go of all my dreams

Eyes like emeralds in an amethyst dress
Shining ruby lips, with with strands of pearl necklaces
Platinum heels, ready to take on the world
Golden locks, falling gracefully down in curls

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty

As the sun begins to fade in an opal sky
Eyes blurred with sapphire tears held back
As she looks to her reflection
Flawless and tough like a diamond cutting glass

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty

She hides behind jewels with flawless beauty
Not knowing she’s a gem already inside her heart
Made of more precious gifts than elements on earth
She’s from the stars; one with the universe

Precious and witty
Coal turned pretty
Beauty such a pity
Looking into the gritty
She’s ready

What I wanted more than ever
Was you stay with me forever
Save me from the tide in my life
And do it for me just in time

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

I guess I was just living a lie
I’m really all alone these times
But I still can’t get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to do any of it right

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

If you fear the storm forming
Don’t dance with me while storming

The rain pours, the hail forms
My life is a serious series of storm
If you're really afraid of thunder
Beware that it always will form
Lightening will make you question
If you are safe in my direction

Whenever you are near
Is my favorite time of year
Every day is a vacation
When you’re next to me
With no cancellations

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

My flower in the spring time
My sunny day summer lover
He’s my fall back behind
My snow bunny all the time
My date each Valentine

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

I can not get enough
I need all his love
Because ...

I love him, I need him
I want him, I fiend him
And I see him, I feel him
I can’t ever get enough
Of my feelings for him

Always unwell, just trying to get by
I feel like I’m living, some kind of lie
But this is how I know it is my own life

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Do what I can, just to see the next day
But I don’t know whatever is in store
For little me, this lost and lonely girl

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay

Just let me be, I’ll leave these feelings
Just let me go, once again, I’ll never show
Just how far I actually want to go

Popping pills like candy, trying to find relief
But it’s an endless battle, some type of cycle
Still have worse days, where I can’t find my way
I listen to all they say, wanting to run away
Life as I know it, none of it is just okay
But I’ll say it anyway, I’m okay