You left our little bubble
And now you’re in trouble
Again
You left me alone to drown
Saying you’d be back around
When

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

You always said one more try
And I would always comply
Why
I’m learning I can’t save you
With all the things you do
Goodbye

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

They say people don’t change
And maybe that’s true but...
I gotta let go of you

You're standing in the shallow end
Stuck right there like in quicksand
I wanna help, but you’re out of reach
Nothing left to do as far as I can see
I’ve tried and tried and yet you fail
There’s nothing left for me to deal

He thinks I’m beautiful
Like a Hollywood girl
Like in the pin up world
Says I’m his favorite star
His need for me is dire

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

I can put on a show
I know how it goes
Have everything
Down to a tee
Ain’t ready for me

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

Any time it’s time to impress
I am ready to accomplish it

I wear my red lip stick
With my favorite outfit
The one with the slits
Know how to work it
Strap up my best heels
Having five inch feels
Got the bling on show
Almost ready to go
Do up the hair just right
Then ready for the night
Because I’m dressed
Dressed to impress

I will haunt your very thoughts
When you least expect my presence
Not from the biggest moments
But by the smallest remembrances
And deep within, uncontrollably
You shall love every second of it see
As I will haunt your very being
Until you finally see me...

I’m no one on this earth
Knowing that really hurts
I’m an extremely lost girl
Feeling alone in this world
And feeling so very unsure
It’s all too much to endure
I guess I don’t see my worth
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure

This pain can drive you insane
It makes life feel so mundane
I can feel I’m caught in the rain
I have nothing left here to gain
Eventually I might go insane
Such torture, it hurts so bad
Think I will end up going mad
I am so tired of feeling so sad
And constantly being dragged

I’m no one on this planet
And up to here I’ve had it
It’s hard to even give a ****
On what happens to me
I feel so alone, don’t you see
Chained up no longer free
Due to depression endlessly
I need a life, I need a cure
For the way life is impure

Zoning out through the looking glass
Thinking about the future, present, and past
Lost in a daze, through a gaze, so afraid
Woe is me, they don’t believe, I can be troubling
I see what they cannot, through my thoughts
The looking glass shows only what I know

A peaceful night looking in the distance
Through the water, there was a shimmer
A silhouette seen, which I clearly remember
Mysterious and beautiful, captured my all
Now a little bit shook up, I tried not to fall

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

A lovely song, don’t know what it’s called
But it’s trapped now, embedded in my head
It was really strongly deep, the words it said
I just stood there in awe, listening to it all
I still couldn’t believe, it was near with me

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, just in my sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Then was a voice of an angel singing to me
Splashing around all wet, I got closer to it

As she slowly faded away from my world
So did our shadows and so did my proof
Still was not very sure it wasn’t a spoof
But in that full moon it was so beautiful
Maybe it is all real or maybe I’m a fool

Long flowing hair and looks that could ****
Gleaming in the moonlight, now out of sight
From afar I couldn’t believe, couldn’t leave
Lost in a trance, had my attention so deep
Splashing away as I called out “please stay”

It is so hard to let go of the past
Thinking things would always last
But they say everything comes to end
And letting go is the only way to mend
So I’m going to burn it all tonight
Watch the memories flame bright
And I shall never look back behind me
For that’s no longer going to set me free
So I light the match and finally let it be

About our love, I can’t keep quiet
So happy to have you by my side
Want you right there all my life
I’ll take every thing in stride

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

Been put though the ringer time again
Just been looking for my special friend
And I think I found the one that fits
A feeling of safety over me rushes

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

When I don’t know where to start
And I can’t find it looking in my heart
It seems to always point towards you
You’re a blessing I never really knew

Could you be the one?
Wait, I have more questions
Need to be sure giving my love
Should I trust this feeling?
Or are you here to play?
I have no time for games
Tell me you’re here to stay
Do you say I get my way?
Or does this just fade?
Are you the one, baby?

Will I ever be back out in the world
Living life just like a normal girl
Will I ever again experience life
Like it is for others on the outside
Will life ever be back to being mine
Maybe if I just close my weeping eyes

But I don’t wanna pretend any longer
I miss it, wanna get out there and shine
Please say it’s possible soon some time
I’m tired of always sitting home to whine
I hope that it time it works and I’ll be fine
This is dreary, just take me back outside

I see you’re trying to get to me
Like I am your prey and easy
But that’s no longer how it’ll be
Because things change, you see
I have learned now and I’m free
I guess an explanation you need

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

I see you are hitting me up
Like I’m still naive and stuff
But that door is now shut
In fact, it’s shredded and cut
Like that Monsters Inc stuff
Changes, you must know what

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

Freedom and changes
Don’t happen every day
But I will tell you this
They are here to stay

You should really quit
I’m not the same girl
Sorry to hit you with it
But I’m in a new world
Don’t make it too deep
It really is not personal
You can’t get to me now
You’re using the wrong lure

I miss the intimacy
I miss there being a you and me
I miss everything that we used to be
But you had to leave...

I miss your face
I miss your embrace
I miss the way your lips taste
But you went away...

I miss you singing our song
I miss your text and phone calls
I miss how you were so strong
It is all wrong you’re gone...

I miss all of our days
I miss your silly little ways
I miss our favorite place
But now I’m dazed...

I miss hearing your dreams
I miss your smile that would beam
I miss all of the little things
But life can be so mean...

I miss the way you smelled
I miss the stories you would tell
I miss you so bad it hurts like hell
Because from earth you fell...

I miss you, that is for real
What we had was the real deal
That’s how I feel...

Make up your mind, I don’t have the time
My energy is limited and so is my patience
So stop keeping me waiting, it’s degrading
I need you to take control, put on a show

I want everything or nothing, no middle
I need you to give it all, not just a little
Somebody’s still gotta have the *****
To come to me and give it their all

If it is you, then please let me know soon
I keep my distance, but I’ll keep my wishes
Be there for me, all the way, start to finish
I am elevated. So do not keep me waiting

I couldn’t set it all aside
But I kept my tears inside
Because I knew if I cried
I would lose the fight
So with all of my might
I took everything in stride
While steadily asking why
Feeling as though I had died
Wanting to say my goodbyes
To the pain i held onto but lied
Though I keep on and try
An end is out of my sight
I can’t seem to see the light
So I keep my tears inside

You don’t want me anymore
I don’t fulfill your world
I’m good enough for fun
But I’m just not the one

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

I know you knew all along
Had your plan from the start
Thought I was dumb enough
To keep giving my time and love

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

Someday you’ll see
What you were to blind to believe

I’m so, so sorry to say
But you made a mistake
And one day you’ll pay

You’re so, so immature
But I wanted it to work
Woke up and around I turn

It’s three am but I don’t give a ****
I was your biggest, number one fan
I’m up thinking about you and me
And everything that we used to be
I need you to come back and see

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It is now three-eleven
I thought we were in heaven
I made you my whole world
So when you were gone
Guess what that left this girl?
Left me nothing for sure

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

It’s three-fifteen
I know you’re not listening
But it’s still worth mentioning

Gave you my all, thought we had a ball
Until one day, you abruptly said
I was no longer welcome in your bed
And you erased me from your head
Now acting off as if I were dead
worst than that, never existed in fact

So, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

One, two, three, kept getting caught
As the victim and to be later distraught
Took away my innocence and choice
Left me a scared little girl over and over
Don’t know how to say NO

Friends come and go after many years
Thought I had a hold on my dears
Always said cheers, then my worst fears
One by one over nonsense they were gone
That’s what happens when they change

Now, these are my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

Guys wasted time and I was so blind
Even when in love he even bit the dust
Leaving me guilty and never touched
Like I was never ever really enough
To not a single body, not to anyone

Family got torn and now it’s like thorns
Even my own blood has come for me
But never to my face, ain’t that great
Always wanted a big and happy tree
But now I just leave it be

Health declined more and more
I am so done keeping the score
It seems I’m losing it anyway
With more wrong daily these days
I officially have lost my way

There, these were my confessions
I learned some hard lessons
Made my share of some messes
Couldn’t help all that happened
And I can’t make the crap end
So, there is no time for resting
Somewhere here there is a message
I swear these are my confessions

When I was young at least I could dream
Now it all seems to be past tense to me
Because it all never ended up fading
And now I’m more than ever going crazy

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

Now that I have become older
It seems to be more torture
I am still losing without answers
Tired of this waltz, I’m no dancer

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

I admit it’s more than I can bare
Start from A went to Z
That’s all I can take from me

Never knew what was in the cards
It went too far and got so very hard
Started big then onto many shards
Was a lot to bare and life’s not fair
It took on a lot of wear and tear
And now it’s too much to take care
So all I can do is share

Didn’t know what I was in for
Once you closed that door
Started out okay, later went a wrong way
Did things I did not even ask for
And you didn’t warn me about them before
When I protested, didn’t make a difference
So I got scared and let you finish your business
Got a bit abusive and even more intrusive
Afterwards wouldn’t let me leave
Held my hostage with thee
Thought about gong to the kitchen
To grab a knife for my protection
But it was a big iffy question
Confused because at first I gave permission
Revoked it after it wasn’t my intentions
But it had made no difference
So yet again, I was the victim
Told no one else about it
So this is my admittance
Bad mouthed me after the fact
Upset me and that was whack
All might not believe here all that I’ve said
But at least it’s no longer locked in my head
I guess that’s the end, heaven send me strength

You may be my confidant
As I talk that talk
And reveal my thoughts
You just keep them locked up
It’ll be our secret, only between us
Does that sound like a plan?
I may also need a helping hand
Shh, you are here to listen
So no questioning anything
Now just trust me

I regret every teeny and tiny thing
And in some ways I’ll take the blame
I guess I should have known better
What lurked behind those eyes ever

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

I don’t know how it started off so well
Only for you to put me through the hell
I take fault that I never, ever saw it coming
But still you are sure as hell something

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

I have no forgives left within me
So just deal with it and burn you SOB

Felt jaded, our spark faded
It’s over now, I lost somehow
Not that shocked, still oh my god
I think what the world would be
Without you in it still breathing
So choke on that and that’s a wrap

I am so sick of living life as a lie
And being broken on the inside
Not knowing how quite to survive
Asking over again why me, oh why

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

Lost everything in a blink of an eye
Couldn’t hang on no matter how I tried
Maybe if I held on a little bit more tight
I could have salvaged something of my fight

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I just want to give up on what’s left
After spending so much time in a web

Over time, I can no longer seem to cry
My eyes are all dry and my brain is fried
I am wondering how could I ever be fine
But I am looking and not getting a sign
So all I know is I am tired and done trying

I decided I needed to pack my things
And be on my own way for good baby
You play me once, played me twice
So I can no longer play with you nice

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

Just stop trying to reach out to me
What we had is in the books, history
I gave you all that you needed and more
And yet you still went off with that *****

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

I did my best to be the very best
But you still somehow wanted the rest

Ex boyfriend, you just don’t listen
What happen has become ancient
And I’m sitting here trying to forget
All of the things you said and did
It is far too bad for you that you
Now know what you’re missing

I feel all I do is try and try
And as I do it, I tend to cry
It takes all I have to get by
I can’t help but ask myself why

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I hold on so tight that it hurts
This bad feeling in me truly lurks
See no light at the end of a tunnel
It feels I’m falling down in a funnel

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

I have come too far to give up
I shall hold on to the chance of luck

Feeling like **** and I wanna quit
But something inside my mind
Says just give it one more time
And right as I go to give it all up
My mind says give it one more time

Together like peaches and cream
Only you can make my soul gleam
I will show you I love you to the stars
I can patiently wait, but don’t hesitate
Because I promise this is the real deal
If you ever choose to leave my side
I will let go and say my good bye
But until then...
Our love I will forever cherish
And it shall never, ever perish

Treated me bad because it was easy
Never imagine you were so ******
Had me fooled with all the love talk
Now completely dead you can drop

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

I truly felt like such a fool
For always believing in you
Because it turned out to be
You could sell me out easily

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

Die, goodbye
I’m done this time
Die, goodbye
My love you won’t find

If he dropped dead now I’d be happy
There would be no reason to be sappy
Because things went way beyond ******
And even though it’s been a long time
I’ll never forget how it made me feel inside
So he can just go right ahead now and die

It may seem to be insignificant
But by special as it has went
I’m speaking of a blip on the meter
But of all things, it can be the center

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

Something tiny may occur
Making the rest all a blur
It puts up a strong fight
Then it shall stick for life

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

The best things are the little ones
That inspire to be memorable times

What matters most of all, is what’s small
It’s the little things that make everything
It is in the memories that I tend to gain
And for the negativity I just try to refrain
It’s the little things, doesn’t seem so strange

I keep looking for acceptance in the wrong places
Like an empty man could somehow save all this
I’m trying to find closure in others like they have answers
Ones you couldn’t give me, like am I enough to be?
I treat them like they’re all you, giving me my due

I’ve spent so many of my nights
Wondering how you and I died
I know it was there, the love
However, it just was not enough

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do

I try to forget you but I fall
Back into a trance of it all
I can’t stand to let you go
And I will let anyone know

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do

Okay, so I guess we may be really gone
They say someone new will come along
Yet I still long...

Stay with me, don’t go away
Be close, don’t you go astray
Love me, just like you used to
That’s what I need you to do

Love is fabulous
Or love is disastrous
Especially when,
Someone crashes it
Into sharp shards,
Can’t untangle the heart  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love feels so good
Or love feels so evil
When someone
Wants you so gone
Then it will not be
Too much more long

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Love saved me
Love nearly killed me
It can start out great
Then it may dissipate  

Love me right, hold on tight
Even if I put up a good fight
Let me know it’ll all be alright
I can make it through the night
With you right on by my side

Festive memories being made
Children laughing all down the lane
Today is that special kind of day
Of the year for magic to appear
Because you’ll hear that sleigh
Knowing Santa is on his way

Oh **, it comes just once a year
A time for all to laugh and cheer
A feeling of merriment all around
And bells ringing that special sound

Festive memories being made
Children laughing all down the lane
Today is that special kind of day
Of the year for magic to appear
Because you’ll hear that sleigh
Knowing Santa is on his way

That mistletoe hung up above
Lights all lit up while nicely strung
Songs being sung down the street
Spying on gifts as the floor creeks

Festive memories being made
Children laughing all down the lane
Today is that special kind of day
Of the year for magic to appear
Because you’ll hear that sleigh
Knowing Santa is on his way

Why’d Babygirl have to die
I can’t believe it was her time
Her love was far too strong
She was needed back home

News was too hard to believe
I really did not want to see it
Had so much left to do in life
And it hurt like a sharp knife

Don’t find angels here on earth
But back then I was already sure
One of the best here was Babygirl
And I will hold to that for forever

Wondering what could have been
If this angel would have just lived
But now we will never, ever know
Because off she has already flown

Rest In Peace doesn’t sound like enough
Hope you know how great you were loved
And how it will continue you with you above
Until we meet again, Babygirl, the way it was

When I look at the bigger picture
I get anxiety
Therefore, I take smaller steps
To guide me
I look towards the future
To be free
I pace myself above all
To be happy
I wait for the greater things
To see what I’ll see

I see that you keep on trying
But I told you that you’ll never
Find somebody again like me
So why you trying to fight it

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

It could have been so great
But your ego went so crazed
And you said that I am crazy
Now where are you at lately

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

They all want me oh so bad
But they’ll never love me, sad
But your chance you done had

With me you had the real thing
Oh dang that’s such a shame
You had to play your games
And now that you do realize it
Trying to find someone like me

I take it all back
It wasn’t all that
Guess it was a fad
So I ain’t even mad
Not gonna cry all sad
But it wasn’t all bad

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It’s just over now
Go get the plow
I smell a foul
It’s gone down
Spinning around
I’ll sport my crown

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

It is what it is and I’m all done
I guess it’s another I couldn’t have won

I tried so hard to believe in you
But you did the things you’d do
I admit I wish you did come through
Still I’ll relax, it is done and I’m cool

I’m not gonna lie, I’m terrified
But deep inside, I’m too excited
By your words, by your presence
I think we could build a heaven

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

I know we both have apprehensions
I want you to know my true intentions
Are to make this thing go the distance
I think we might maybe make the finish

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

Tell me you feel it too inside
Let us just enjoy this ride

I feel silly feeling I’m already yours
I just can’t wait to have some more
I just hope I’m all you’re waiting for
Because I feel like I’m already sure

Hey ex
I don’t wanna play
Swipe next
Your games are lame
Like the rest
It’s such a shame
Even perplex
Go find a new dame
There’s no test
Your time has came
No less, god bless
Done with that mess
I do confess

Always said what I wanted to hear
Told me that I had nothing to fear
I thought we had it all figured out
I guess didn’t know you had doubt

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Told me it was you, just had to dart
Cried in my arms like it was so hard
I thought we had gotten so very far
But I guess we weren’t in the cards

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Tried to trick me it wasn’t on you
Now wish I would’ve already knew

Tried to play me like a fool
But I was already on to you
Didn’t think you were capable
To do things I learned you’d do
And now that I know the truth
I am so thankful we are through

Might as well just lie through me teeth
Because what they going to do with me
I have been ran through the mill so long
That it’s so dark, I can’t remember dawn

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I always fantasize all types of things
That probably would state I’m insane
But there is no one that'd ever know
Because there is no point to show

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

I just don’t want to do this all alone
But I have no choice, I’ve been shown

Blankly, they just sit and they stare
But ask yourself, why would they care?
They don’t go through what you do
You’re on your own, they wouldn’t know
They just don’t care, so why even share

Close the blinds, don’t want the light
Just go away, I no longer can be saved
I just don’t know, I just gotta get ahold
I need a grip, I can feel my fingers slip

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

This is hell and I can already tell
That I fell, I am now in a new realm
Things don’t feel right, I can’t fight
If this is real, I don’t know how to feel

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

It doesn’t seem fair, but it never is
I’m lost in despair, it’s another miss

Feels like I’m living in a real nightmare
I’m feeling all these feelings of terror
It’s too much, more than I can bare
At this point, don’t know if I even care
Since I’m already living my worst fears

Hey there, Genius
Don’t you already know
You’re not supposed to
Go and catch feelings

Suggestion, cut your heart out
Lock it up and throw away the key
Do so, before anyone else
Can rip it out for keeps

You won’t need it anyway
Because the one you play with
Aren’t looking for commitment
Or to handle a heart with care

Advice, stop thinking twice
Don’t let it be seen you are
So vulnerable and in need
Before they turn away and flee

Stop your heartbeat, no butterflies
Inside there, going crazy for somebody
Listen to resin, the heart is misleading

So smart, yet so dumb
Cautious until you let
Yourself get caught up
And stuck on just one

Don’t act stupid, when love
Is just an elusive emotion
With no proof, protect you
Before you are ruined

So, why did you go and catch feelings?
You have learned you’re fragile like glass
Told you no, but the heart doesn’t listen
Hey Genius, why’d you catch feelings?

I never opted to be a princess
I never believed in fairytales
I know that life can be a mess
I know that life can bring fails

I do need a fairy godmother
To fix up some things for me
But I’m wise enough to know
Nothing around is in my control

I don’t need saving here
So turn around your horse
I don’t need a castle to live
So forget about that course

You be the beast, I be the beauty
But that is as far as we take it
No glass slipper will find your suitor
Fate is a mystery to believe in

So don’t go slaying any dragon
I am not here lying asleep
I am not waiting for your magic
No dwarfs are here to keep

No magic to make it better
No, I am not Miss Cinderella

Maybe I have missed my chance
I could have messed up my plans
Might have taken away my stance
Everything that I tried to do, I can’t

All my life is spent daydreaming
You’d think that I keep believing
But it’s all just lost it’s meaning

Chances, I was about to take
But I just needed a break
So it turns out, didn't work out
I was only bound to stay down

All my life is spent daydreaming
You’d think that I keep believing
But it’s all just lost it’s meaning

I guess I’ll try that chance again
I ask what I have to lose then

All my life is spent daydreaming
You’d think that I keep believing
But it’s all just lost it’s meaning

Stuck in my castle all alone
Telling irregularities all a no
I just need my one true love
I hope soon you finally come

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

I’d feel safe in your arms
Alone with all your charms
So blissfully, you and me
Making each quite happy

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

In a parallel universe
You and I are immersed

Come and find me, Prince Charming
I’m waiting for you to set my heart free
But as of right now, you I cannot see
A rescue mission quickly is in need
That’s a real fact I share, indeed

You promised me forever
Now it’s gonna be never
I won’t ever be happy again
Nothing else matters then

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

I’ll never trust you again
Not for as long as I live
Your audacity to lie to me
Is too much to be believed

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

I was so in love and happy
But you decided to rob me

You took away the fire in my eyes
You stole away my future life
All I need to know is why oh why
You broke my heart with the lies
And all that was left is goodbye

Could have created something new
Instead that all led to disapproval
Tried to be good but **** hits the fan
Now so unsure of where I will land

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

I was promised a dream
Delivered me a nightmare
Sold me something serene
Got nothing good from there

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

Gave up before, but no more
Troubles wash away in the shore

Have a lot in me that I haven’t said
Now it’s all rolling inside my head
All this ******* surrounding me
I feel like I can’t even breathe
Now it is all caught up in my head
... Instead

Hello there, dear
I want you near
Forever and a day
I want you to stay
There must be a way

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

Do not forget about me
Because you’re all I see
And you’re all I need
To live most happily
And to feel most free

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

It has just begun
Just dream away  
Don’t worry, ***

Go to sleep little one
Just close your eyes
And let the sheep run
Dream away little one
The time has now come

You know you drive me crazy
Know I love being your lady
You have me daydreaming
You give me a lot of meaning

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

I want you and only just you
You don’t know what you do
You are the one to blame
Yeah, you drive me insane

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

You gave it all of you to me
I’ll never take for granted thee

I want to know you twenty-four seven
I want to see you 7 days per week
Baby, you are my forever heaven
I want to be with you AM to PM
Even if I must sneak you on in

I feel I did all that I could
But none of it was good
Not enough at all for you
Just couldn’t get through

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

I think that I tried hard
To keep you by my side
Not enough at all for you
Just couldn’t get through

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

You blew it up
Our love fell apart

I tried to be all you need
Didn’t work, what a ****
I needed to be all you want
That sure was something

I know it gets really hard sometimes
Stuck inside of your own mind
With memories that haunt you
No escape, no matter what you do

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

In time, old wounds heal up
You must just find your luck
If you do try, you’ll find
You are not at all stuck

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

Don’t cry, it’ll be alright
Just maybe not tonight
But there’s hope and light

So afraid of who I have become
Don’t understand what’s been done
I’m withering away, fading day by day
I can’t believe this is now me
How did this come to be?

Fly, butterfly, don’t fly away
You would be missed greatly
You have reasons here to stay
Always tomorrow will be a new day

Your troubles could actually fade
You just have to give your say
Push your troubles out to bay
Try, butterfly, this far you have made

Fly, butterfly, don’t fly away
You would be missed greatly
You have reasons here to stay
Always tomorrow will be a new day