Her face shined
  Like cobalt and gold
The fall out was radioactive
  Her heart measured in millisieverts

Proving it to be uninhabitable

She was the bomb salted
  With mushroom toppings

Plutonium-239
  With a dash of uranium-235

Hold the neptunium-237

She was an americium girl
With a hydrogen aftertaste
Her eyes like gamma x rays
Explosive lens radiate

I stood there with deuterium
And tritium, offering some fission

It was in this cloud I was lost to listen
It all became nuclear

The power and energy was a force
That provided super critical mass

It all happen so fast...

Funny how someday Never Comes

     Yet we Chase scurry and run
All of these days
                            Waiting on one
All of those yesterday's
  Following tommorows
Looking down on the cities
             From a far away off

Chasing down one day
          In the future lost
That one day
That's better than any
          That have come

The sun searches in circles
         The moon follows her
Looking on earth
Orbiting existence
Of everything born

Except that one day
         Never created

Never made at all

That glorious day you imagined
                  That never will come
Chasing it down
Like a lion does
Hunting her down
Spinning around
Watching the calendar wall
    Looking for that one day
                  In another dawn
That precious day
On the outskirts of none

     That one day
You're the bomb
Exploding in your own fascination
                           Overfilled with joy
That one day you dreamed of
      Living in a different world
The one that's supposed to be yours

      That wondrous day
Where there is no story
Because it never comes

That one day
You keep hoping someday
                             Will come

It never does

I didn't know it was loaded



Bullets



                         Floated




speed was a hot wind




                      I didn't  know of





Smokey chambers




In the grip of love




                      No one could handle your
                                 Loaded gun

One of those shady trees
In the park
We could lay
Under
         And be cool
Because we don't need to sweat
                        Till there is moon

One of those shady trees
In the green of grass
We could lay together
      Just the two of us

And be cool

Under the sunny afternoon
      In the heat of the spark
Let's find one of those shady trees
                                        In the park
         And fall asleep
In each others arms
             And be cool

We could lay together all day
                   Till there is moon
Under one of those shady trees
                               There is love

My name is Hate
I reside in men

And I come In any color blend

I am thee
        deadliest
                  Sin
You know me
My name is Hate

         I'll slit your throat
And spit on your grave

I corrode every container
                          I'm left in
          I reside in men
I can create a habitat
In any culture

And destroy them

My name is Hate
                I know
          You know me

You know who I am
And where I live

Sometimes I crash out at your crib
I've yelled at your wife and kids

When you made me the boss
After the love you had was lost

But you know
No matter what
I'll always be yer dawg

My name is Hate
And I can relate to everyone

Except One

His name is
          Jesus

Faking a smile
While on the inside
You're upside down
In denial
               Thinking about
                       Your name
And how it ended up
                         Pained
      Inside out

In the wild

How much longer
Will fake hold out
Before we see the truth
About what we know now

It really isn't a smile at all

             Your eyes don't lie
   For they have no mouth
But they told me to read their lips
                              Upon each brow
Under each side
On the outside
                           I peer out
Into your skin
Behind your cheeks
I found the real smile

                      But it's gone now

Faking a smile
Is much easier
Than letting the whole world know
Your trials
Your self killing
Behind the heart willing
Hangs on a ropes doubt

No one will ever know
                 Or figure out

As long as you can fake
             Each of the days
            Your mind allows

You can smile

Free lies
Wont cost you anything…

Except your mind
To believe

In every thing they achieve

They paid for your eyes
To think what they see
Paying you blind
Thinking it was free

Free lies
You took
Because they were free

And you couldn't afford
The truth of reality

You were sold on the cost
That paid for your thoughts

And you believe what taught
Your gullibility

Free lies
Turn on the TV
And don't think for your self

Just believe

God says to me with kind of a smile,
"Hey how would you like to be God awhile
And steer the world?"
"Okay," says I, "I'll give it a try.
Where do I set?
How much do I get?
What time is lunch?
When can I quit?"
Gimme back that wheel," says God,
"I don't think you're quite ready yet"

Cover me in frankincense
I am a gift to you Lord!




OK it's the thought that counts right

You dimmed the lights
As I crawled toward your eyes
I found your lips first
And they sank inside mine
We created a moment
Separated from time

Without any clothes on our minds

As we tangled in bedsheets
In moans and mimes
Our passion plunged deeper
With thrusts and drives

You said come deeper

                            In me
                           Inside

And never let go of my eyes

DISPOSABLE HEARTS COMING SOON!

We believe transplants are the cure
Heart attacks and heartbreaks

DISPOSABLE HEARTS COMING SOON!

They are brand new
At this rate brother I'm getting two

DISPOSABLE HEARTS COMING SOON!

Discard after use

Suffer says
You
Pain has a mission
To embed in the skin
Chosen to

You suffer
Says
The tears
Draped across your face
Pregnant with truth

Pain delivers your strength
With a test of how much can you take
When paying the dues

Says suffering you
Claims are made when the ouches
Band aid
And blood forms a scab
On the injury you

Suffer

He had no choice…
But to..

Get on the boat
Thus river here is a ghost
It flows on the blood of throats
Sit down and take note
Sometimes ya gotta slice through
A few cuts the knife knew
May save or **** you
This ****** current here
Flows like a dark wine rose
Petals in type O
Positive/\negative
Compatible
Everyone, gone this way
Some under the boat
Thus river here ya know
There is spirits here that float
In the Supernatural cloud
Allowed between each world
I didn't really want to get on this boat
Because i'm not the boating kind
But, we all gotta get on sometime
And paddle through

What light through yonder window breaks?

My heart