I once had a value to others
Deep inside they only chose who to cherish,
I think that being with them is not foolish
So I kept believing that it was okay one after another.

I once stopped caring for the words that you said.

Are you lying to me,
Or deceiving me?

It felt like driving me away once,
I understood that it had to be done.

I thought

Is lying to me that easy?

I lost the motivation and energy that I once had.
Ever since that day.
Overthinking became my hobby.
Anxiety became my friend.
And my purpose, to blame myself.

Who
Was
There
For
Me
When
I
Needed
Somebody
To
Notice
My
Feelings
.

I've always waited for your everything
Ever since I met you
Yet you couldn't.
Why didn't you wait for me?
Why after all these years, you chose to deny everything you've done?
Do people change the way they want to?
Or is it only an excuse when it's convenient for you?
Why couldn't you wait for me, my love?
When all my life I've dedicated waiting just for you.
Yet you couldn't.