I finally forget
What home feels like
I'm swallowed by a regret
Alone in the dark
I tried to escape
Yet when I reach home
The flowers are withered
The lights are dead
I'm alone in the dark
Can't decide where to step

You are not the demon
But they are
They use you as a mirror
You distort every hour
I forgot who I am
Yet I got this far
She was like an angel
Still, life can be so cruel

Sometimes I still try
To find and write
The words that
Serves as my cry

I tried

but in the end

I died

He created a scary monster
Does it resembles him?
The one who told
To took care after me
Almost felt like home
Feels like warm tea
But as the time goes by
His form changed
He became a monster
Every little flower
All scared

But there's an other world
The one that I always want
Where I can free myself
Who hide in my shadows
Everyday walking
with the light
That world
Is like a dream
Where everything
Doesn't last long

Why?

They are monsters,
Or sometimes
a poison in disguise

Have you ever stare
At your own reflection
And blame yourself
for everything
Because you are you?

In silence,
I shall die