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I remember I was sixteen, and it was raining.
My father told me he was going to take me somewhere I'd never been before,
and I knew immediately where it was we were headed.

As we drove past used car dealerships all claiming to have the lowest rates,
and Dominican and Cuban restaurants painted in their vivid reds and whites and blues,
their reflections painted the roads in murky puddles of summer rain and gasoline.

Turning into the cemetery we were unsure of where to look for my grandfather's grave
as Jewish names cascaded by us;
and there it was.

It was thundering then, so we waited for the weather to calm a bit and then we hopped out of the car.
We walked over to my grandfather's tombstone, and placed our respective rocks atop it.
Then my dad and I stepped back, looking at my grandfather's grave.

And while smiling in the way that is appropriate in cemeteries,
when recalling a fond moment with a loved one,
the sun began to shine on our backs.
Summer wanes with the grace of a swan.
Weaving silver thread through a park canal,
And dipping off toward the horizon.
Making my hands perspire with excitement
And my eyes dewy with exhaustion.
Laying down on the cool, wet grass,
Watching the colors of the sky fade to black,
And reaching out to grab the moon with my small hands.
Listening to the purple waves, crashing into shore,
And waiting for the stars to come out.
Reflected in our eyes are the shapes of disappearing clouds,
And our bare feet are painted with white sand and sprinkled mud.
I return to you each year to respire.
 Sep 2013 JAK AL TARBS
Anon Now
Abc.
 Sep 2013 JAK AL TARBS
Anon Now
Any
Bone
Could
Deteriorate.
Every
Fragment
Gone.
Happily
I’d
Just­
Kiss
Labefaction.
More
New
Open
Pelt
Quivers.
Remainders
Stitchi­ng
Together
Until
Viewed
With
Xanax:
Your
Zealousness.
Midnight fights with myself
What's right?
What's wrong?
Moments of self doubt
'Cause I have yet to prove myself
Half asleep
Waiting to achieve
Something besides misery
Who could blame me
Just waiting for another day
Where I can fake me
Smiles so they can't see
Me breaking down
These wasted days
Remind me of what
I'll never be
We are stuck here
We are lost here
Wandering
Here
In this
Sick state of mind
Delusional
Just in time
For more lies
Forcing us
To stay alive
As the monsters
Creep inside
This kind of love hates you
This kind of love hates me
This kind of love hates us
This kind of love is hate
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