To wake up every day and think
“I hate my life.”

To get out of bed and want
“Someone **** me”

To get dressed and hope
“When will I be more”

To go out and wish
“I want it to end”

To work and wonder
“Why must I live like this”

To go home and feel
“I’m so drained”

To sleep and pray
“Please make it end”

Repeat.

Love is Peaceful
Love is Kind
Love is Simple
Ease my Mind

Love is Pain
Love is Hurt
Love is Gain
Breaks my Worth

Love gives Comfort
Love gives Warmth
Love gives Motivation
I want More

Love gives Anger
Love gives Envy
Love gives Lies
Leaves me Torn

Do I want you?
Do I need you?

Do I deserve you?
Do you deserve me?

Wanting to be more
Wanting to do more

Waiting

Wanting to be something
Wanting to do something

Waiting

Wanting to make a difference
Wanting to be a difference

Waiting

Time moving
Lives changing

Waiting.