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Alex Apr 2021
you wont know
how bad it hurts
how im trying so hard not to cry
youre barely on here anyways
so maybe its safe
you wont see this.. Right...?
am i just
dumb?
For not telling you?
that i like you
and i have for a while?
but you like her
and im glad youre happy
ill always be here no matter what
Alex Apr 2021
why do you?
im glad you do
but why?
im not much of anything
besides a friend
and thats all ill be
Alex Mar 2021
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We arent here
                                                                                        I dont believe that
Then dont
                                                                              why cant we just be normal?
because we havent been
                                                                                did i do something wrong?
Not yet
                                                                              am i gonna forget them?
Maybe    
                                                                           I dont wanna forget anyone..
Then dont
                                                                                   youll stay right?
We cant go anywhere my dear
                                                                                  she cant hurt me anymore
never again will she
Alex Mar 2021
We fall into a dark place
No way out no safe space
We cant scream out
it will take away
All the things we wish to say
Like how i loved her at one time
and now another has come
even though she has someone else
Its fine
ill fall
into oblivion
where i dont exist
i never have
and never will
Just
Fall
Alex Mar 2021
pretend im not here
that im lost in the vast darkness
that im never going to be important
but ill still stay
because im worried if i go

i wont come back
Alex Mar 2021
It can mean a lot of things
i seem to care too much
so i give up
I want you to be happy
I hope it works out
If not ill be here if you need me
But its all going down hill
Just stay quiet
not a word
right?
I dont need anyone to make me happy
when i havent been in so long
not since....him....
Alex Feb 2021
Late night calls
Talking about crushes
Talking away
Too tired to fall asleep
Too awake to care
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