I don’t know who they are
But I hope one day she tells them
So she can be happy
Even if we end up just being friends
That’s all I could ask for

She has no idea
How much she means to me
Just pretty girls
And pretty thoughts
Ana said
Not to rush
Sweet like honey
And she doesn’t even know

People come and go
They fill a void sometimes
then leave
like nothing happened
How do i tell him?
its over
for good?
it doesnt feel right to me
it never did
so this is it
the end
and i hope he can understand
im done crawling back
because i do like someone else
they may not like me
but it doesnt change that
i dont like him

We soar across the sky
Holding on for dear life
But we fall
Trapping ourselves
In a world that's not so kind
We try to take off
But it doesn't work
Our hearts too heavy
Our wings are broke
We try again
and we fly for a few
Till we fall down again
they clip our wings
and cage us up
we separate
and they let us go
we heal our feathers
one at a time

I dont think we are meant to be

cant tell you that though

cause youll be upset

i feel trapped in this relationship

what do i even do

Today is a lonely day
A soft breeze drifting them away
With chocolates and candy hearts
Teddy bears and cards
I wont get any of that
but thats okay

I want out of this house
With all of these sounds
I want to be me
Without being yelled at
Or crying because hes my replacement
I remember the first time i heard about him
I cried
Because im the oldest
I may seem to have everything
But when you say i can talk to you abou
Anything
Y9ou turn me away
Tell me its all in my head
I just started feeling good about myself
And you wanna tear me down
Im sorry i was the mistake
The one you never wanted
Im sorry that i dont mean much
but I havent tried
not for a while
"why wear the same outfit every ******* day"
Because we **** go anywhere
Im damaged
Its not ALL in my head
I get it
I am the disappointment
You dont have to remind me that im worthless
That whenever i need you
you pretend like you havent
done
anything
yes i resent him
because he means more than i do
because hes younger
IM NOT YOU
I dont care who you want me to be
im almost 17
I HAVE a life
YOU think im nothing
To some people
Im more than they can handle
Ive been locked up here
Because you dont wanna deal with me
I dont care
Ive gotta start writing more....

Pretending isnt good anymore