I remember that day
Standing there as I opened that door
Holding her in my arms
I knew what was about to happen
And I didn’t want to leave her
I felt terrible
Like I would be blamed
Because I had to put her in that car
Now I’m sitting here
Watching her
As she watches a movie
And I think to myself
One day
I want a little girl
Just like her
Because she’s so polite
And sweet
It’s hard to think
Of when she wasn’t in my life
I hope that when I have a girlfriend
She will want the same things I do
Because I want children
So I can be a better mom
Than mine was

I still like you
Even after almost six months
Or maybe a little over that
And I don’t think that will ever
Change

I’m sorry if I’m the reason
You got in trouble
I hope you’re okay
I wouldn’t want anything bad to happen
Because you mean a lot to me
Just be careful

It’s good with a lot of things
As we talk I can see
How sweet you are compared to me
I hope you know
My feelings never changed
I haven’t given up hope
And that will stay the same

Far away from people
There’s no way I can leave
The pain is unbearable
I can hardly speak
Have to keep to myself
Because I can’t be near
My loved ones right now
Because a stupid kid
Coughed on me

It’s hard to decide
If you deserved it or not
Because sometimes
You just don’t know
What Karma can do

I know I shouldn’t
It’s tempting
But I shouldn’t
I can’t keep destructing
Harming myself
To feel better
Because I’m just gonna feel a lot
More lonely