Maybe we can talk again
Sometime soon
Even if you’re scared
We can be friends
The pain is always gonna be worth it

You aren’t poison to me if you were
I would be glad that it was you
But I can understand
Not knowing what to say
And I’m sorry for assuming
But you are amazing
I hope you never forget that

I’ll give you time
As much as you need
Maybe one day you’ll return my feelings
Or stop ignoring me
Find my letters
The necklace I gave you
I’m not going to give up
Because you mean so much
To me
So I’ll give it
Time

I know we havent talked much
I miss talking to anyone
She stopped caring
More worried about her
But thats okay
I can cry
Throw a pity party
maybe im being petty
Slowly becoming someone else
Becoming
Numb

You meant a lot to me
You still do
And Its terrifying

Last night he snuck out
Hit my mom
I dont know how to react
I tried to fall back asleep
but I couldnt
Now I lock my doors
Scared of him

As tears stream down my face
I don’t know who she is
But I hope you’ll be happy
Because that’s all I want for you
Is to be happy
Even if it isn’t me who makes you that
I don’t even know if you’ll read this
Or if you are ignoring me
If I did something wrong
I’m sorry
I can’t talk to you in person
And it hurts
I don’t know why
It just does
Maybe because I poured my heart out
Just to find out you had someone else
The letters may have had more meaning
To me then they did you
I just want to talk to you again
Because if we’re honest
I never stopped thinking of you
All summer
I waited and hoped that I would see you
So I could tell you face to face how I felt
But that changed with time
Because at first I thought that maybe
You hated me
I don’t need anyone to love me
Besides myself
But I can’t even say I love myself
Because I don’t
But I guess that’s us
Right?