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You are so
mind-numbingly
beautiful.
You didn't have to say a word,
you just closed the door behind you
and your presence filled the room.
And I am so in love with you
that the outlines of your face
are enough to make me smile
for days.

And it's so strange
how I have never heard these words
come from anybody's lips

until today

when I caught my own reflection
in the window
of the train
and muttered them
to myself.

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Definitions:

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Definitions:

LI f E: A Prison.
Pain: Something I always feel.
Fame: A waste.
Blame: Something we all do.
War: Death, Pain, conquest.
Flame: Something we all have in us.
Death: Freedom.
Love: No Definition Found.
Emotion: Pain, anger, hatred.
Definitions: A point.

This is another one of my older poems that I wrote awhile back, and as always, Don't forget to tell me what you think!

Update:1/24/20 2:43 PM.
Definition Found;
[Love: Her.]

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Him

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Him

I've tried keep him locked away,
Hidden, long enough that time
will erase him.
I hate him, but he feeds on my hate.
I need him, but don't want him.
I fight him, but he still wins.
But....

He is me

In the end, It will all fit together.

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Sleep

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Sleep

Have you ever been so tired, You're too tired to sleep?

Both mentally and physically?

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Alternate personalities

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Alternate personalities

A never ending noise of war and conflict in my head, All for what?

I haven't been abused or anything of that sort. Over the years I have been changing and "adapting" my self to different people and situations. Because of it, I now have all of "Them" constantly yelling and argueing in my head, each one trying to take control. It's left me a former shell of my self. I don't feel many emotions because of it now most of the time, but the ones I do feel...
In the end, It's a prison of my own making.

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Lost

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Lost

I know who "They" are, "They" are the voices. But I've lost who I am. I guess, in a way, I am "Them", and they are "Me", Right?

What am I?

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Fighting.

Oct 2018 Charlie Black

Logun Alexander Johnson

Fighting.

There's three ways of fighting.

Agressive-Using attacks and offensive maneuvers.

Defensive-Blocking and deflecting attacks.

Controling-Using your enemy's attacks and defenses against themselves while not aggressively attacking them nor defending against their attacks.