I went looking for God
but I found you instead.
Bad luck or destiny,
you decide.

Buried in the muck,
the soot of the city,
sorrow for an appetite,
devil on your left shoulder,
angel on your right.

You, with your thorny rhythms
and tragic, midnight melodies.

My heart never tried
to commit suicide before.

All my life
I sought
an angel.
And he appeared
in order to say:
"I am no angel !"

My heart is gold,
lovers bid on it till they fold.
Sold!
to the man in the lifted truck..

Low n behold devil at your door
you need more
so u do what u do u soar..
hi..
high high above the sky masking and covering up your reasons why,
to fly above 
to push to shove
dont need my love
but once upon a ******* time you were 'here'
now u may be near me, but your ******* gone cant hear me, gone gone wrong,
crossing and jumping the tracks
hiding the reasons the facts
I love you but *******
you say love waits,
tell that to me when u wake up n find I'm burnt out I'm gone,
**** u left me once n for all..
I stumble I fall.
I wake up to a nightmare a mess, a living hell a stress
**** I need u for...
you held me, you kept me warm..
but all I need is me myself and I...
I dont need drugs to fly,  I'm already ******* crazy...
Only then you know sometimes straight lines are crooked

Ice blue

The color ice blue,
its..true...
look at thy Icey hue...
I wasn't always like this

Once thy eyes were bright and sky blue,
so blue they almost caught the realms of the heavens white clouds..
they twinkled, and you craved my shine...
Now they've taken,
they've ate..
at me...
now thy eyes are an icy cold blue...

*People aren't born this way they are made this way