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Up and down.
We live a roller coaster life.
Fun and scary, exhilarating and exhausting.
We cry, we fight, we love.
In the end, I wouldn't take back a thing.
It all starts with...

We're born.
Twinkling eyes opening for the first time to a bright and big world.
Staring up into the eyes of a mother, your mother, crying with joy.
And your smiling father.
They cradle you delicately in their arms as they take you home, cooing.
We throw up. We crawl. We giggle.
We say our first word.
Months pass.
We shriek and chase our siblings around the house in a game of hide and seek.
We enter school.
We make friends, and feel a part of things.
We get bullied, or bully. We lose friends, and gain more.
We join a soccer team. We win our first art award.
We find our first love... staring into their eyes thinking: I want to be with you forever.
You wonder how you could ever live without them.
... We have our first heartbreak.
Months pass.
The depression sets in. We miss them.
They have a new girlfriend, your neighbor.
We move on.
We find happiness in doing other things.
After 12 years, we graduate. (Hallehlujah!)
We look ahead, full of hopes and dreams.
Our life is just beginning.

We age.
We find a job and climb the corporate ladder.
We're married with kids, and constantly stressed, yet we find happiness.
The pile of things we never accomplish begins to pile up.
All the places we wanted to travel to, things we want to cross off our bucket list, forgotten.
Our kids grow up and leave the house.
You're alone with your partner.
Life has grown quiet and peaceful.
You spend Sunday afternoons bathing in the sun reading a romance novel.
Contemplating over the life you've lived.
All the things you gained, and lost. All you're happy for.
You're partner passes.
The darkness closes in. You're alone.
No longer will you feel his breath on your neck,
smell his scent on his sweaters as he walks by.
Laugh  at his jokes, that have never grown old.
You cry and stare as they lower him into the ground.
Whispers escape your lips "I'll always love you".

It is your time.
You look up into the sky one day, breathing your last breath
Using it to say "I'll see you soon, love".
the lights fade.
You're heartbeat slows.
The soft breeze of wind through the trees overtakes you.
Soul flying up to the heavens.
We die.

Life is a precious thing.
Live it well, because it only comes around once.
Don't live it filled with regrets.
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
My eyes have lied to the world more than my words have
I smile and feign interest in everything that’s not you
I pretend you were never a part of my past
A lie that I never wanted to be true
Even though you were never good for me
That’s something I’ve always known
And I can blame you forever for all the things you did wrong
But it won’t change that I haven’t moved on
Being with you made me understand music
Songs have new meaning when you’ve gone through it
I’d hear songs I’ve known for years and they’d suddenly make sense
I Will Always Love You, that’s why We Can’t Be Friends
What you put me through, I had no choice but to leave
Sometimes I regret that decision more than you’d perceive
It’s been years since the break-up
And months since we finally stopped chatting
But some mornings when I wake up
I still remember us laughing
So I just go through life day by day
Constantly reminded of the one that got away
There have been others since I left
But none that made me feel half of what you made me felt
So I’m never as nice to them
Sometimes I’m even rude
The numbers have changed on the calendar today
But in my mind it’s just a New Year, Old Me, No You
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
Being in love is like being underwater
It makes me hold my breath
But I don't want to come up for air
Cause I'm scared I'll miss how it felt
Holding you, touching, and kissing you
This transfer of love from you to me
This feeling that I feel
I swear, hope, and pray that It's real
Without you there's a hole in my heart
That refuses to feel, refuses to heal
The thought of being away from you makes me gasp for air
I cant be without you, I need you here
Lost in a sea of love, I'll hold you tight
So hold my hand as we drown to life
Some say it's wrong we're too young
But now it's too late to undo what we've done
I'm leaving myself open to the chance of pain
And with so much risk
Comes the chance of love to gain
I'm playing myself but still I'm loving the game
You Give Me That Adrenaline Rush
Love sparked from a conversation that sparked from a crush
And now I can't live without you near me
Pray that you never leave
You tug at my heart-strings and play a song with my soul
And now I love to listen to the music of us
Without you I'm cursed to live
A life without love
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
"I remember walking this path with you.
We would hold hands as we felt the breeze on our skin.
Your smile was always so beautiful, it made the rest of the world fade away.
You used to always say,
"One day we'll climb one of those mountains and tattoo our love at the peak."
I would always blush at your creative wordplay.
That's what I fell in love with.
Your body was amazing, of course.
But your mind was a special place,
A place I often enjoyed more than my own.
In my mind, I'm always in control,
I decide what I can think and what I won't.
But when I visit in your mental refuge, I took solace in my lack of control.
It was beautiful, hearing you talk about nothing as if it was everything that ever mattered.
I enjoyed being your audience of one,
While you stood on your soapbox protesting the ways of the world to the only person who would listen.
You made me love you without force.
There was no fight, but I knew I didn't have a choice."
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
Lost
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
I'm Lost...

Lost in a Small World That's Larger Than Life

I can't see Around every Corner

But I Can see around your lies

Your Words have been my Maze

Leading me Deeper and Deeper into Dismay

I'm Lost in every little thing you Say

Following my own Downfall with You leading the Way

I can't believe I've Allowed myself to get Lost Again

I've put myself in a Lose-Lose Situation but I still wanna Win

I'm Tired of the Dark

I'm Tired of the Light

I'm Tired of Settling for Less

But that's all I've been doing All my Life

I'm Lost....

I'm Lost on a Path that Only leads to One Place

But I've let You Talk me into Running Away

But it's finally Time that we come Face to Face

Its The End of my Run and the End of your Chase....

This Enemy that's Stalked me my whole Life

Making me put up Walls to everyone Else

I'm Done running

I'm ready to face..... Myself
 Jan 2014 Tien - Tim
KizerMoore
You want a place in "My Heart"
But the room’s not vacant yet
You see, I would love to occupy you
But I’ve got unfinished business
My last tenant was a trip and left the place a mess
I’ve cleaned up some, but I don’t know how long it’ll take to clean the rest
And yes, I’ve noticed that your room is already cleaned from your last guest
But my room still has bags left
I guess it’s safe to say my last tenant left more of a mark
You still wanna see the room?
Okay, where do I start
Half of this **** don’t even work no more
And I would hate to put you here when it’s cold
Cause the heater broke
So I’m sorry if I’m not being warm enough for you
But my last tenant made me something like a different dude
So I’m more cautious about who I rent my space to
So I’m sorry I can’t love you like you want me to
But my room just got too much junk in it
And I just don’t think its enough space for you
So sorry but my apartment's closed
Even though I hate to say it
After I sort things out I’ll look you up
Hopefully you’ll still be Vacant
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