the year i met you we started with a fight,
the year i met you we ended with friendship,
and the year still goes on as we cling to the silver lining of loyalty
and i started thinking am i not being honest to myself like whom i should be.

everytime i look at you jealousy fill my heart
everytime i look at you i feel like a devil reside
you, who influence my daily life
you, whom i lose myself to

i hate the seed that has been planted inside my heart after meeting you
but me who is not brave enough to convey what i feel
No, never brave enough as you are
i succumb to my own war

for many years im becoming like this
the bravery never come to me
the coward me instead take place to be

im sorry.

a prejudice is something that linger in every person mind,
no one ever admitted and started creating lies,
i sit and wonder,
while listening to the sound of thunder,
what is the truth behind every scenario that bother.

i was amazed by the story that have been unfold,
and how they started to be told,
young and old,
the differences is still being judge and hold.

in every places, in every situation,
we are still being compared by the civilization,
standing in the same shoes, is hard to admit,
that im also a hypocrites.

shredded, the world that i seen
shredded, the wound that built in
some place, somewhere, there are chances
A chances to take in.
A solution to resolve
a problem that is caused
but our mind is never connected
indeed i feel it is always separated

As a slave to our own feeling,
i keep on thinking
how to live a life that is full of meaning?

humans. A god creation for a purpose
created with a mind and soul
we as humans, are we even humans?
consume by our own desire and greed can we even appreciate the moments.