The fears we carry
Shape our vision of the world
My fears are living the rest of my days alone
My fear drives me to be more human
To seek affection
I end up getting hurt more often than I'd like

Hey there
This is just me venting my inner feelings
You can move along if you like
I will be here regardless
I will exist regardless

I am disposable
Easily thrown aside and forgotten
I fade from the memories of those I called friends
Becoming nothing, yet I am something
I am something to myself

I feel
I see
I hear
I touch

I am human
You may have forgetten I exist
But I am still here
Invisible to you
Visible to myself

Big expectations from a soul who's been through a lot
Family all see him as a beacon
He's smart, he'll make something of his life
He's going to college

Broken soul tried to cling on to his studies
He failed miserably
He's been dropped academically.
He doesn't know what to do now

Loneliness is just as good
for growing as any
**** emotion is

I feel so lonely now

We all want to be loved
Maybe some of us don't deserve it
We all want a body to love
only if we can return it

Cause all I ever do is sit inside my room and think of all the times that I once had with you

I don't have time to feel sad when I'm healing
I know I'm falling slow
I'm walking on a tight rope

Now I'm just sitting here sad
Oh well, ship sailed
Aren't we all though

We're trying so hard to get it right
We end up feeling so lonely at the end of the night

Smile, the worst is yet to come