Azariah

Azariah Dec 2023

In 2024

Let's be careful with who we display our broken pieces to.

We are works of art, and we are walking museums.

Azariah Nov 2023

Decorate

I would rather not decorate my day with you.
Because when the celebration is over,
I'll be left to clean up
by myself.

Fear

Azariah Nov 2023

A year ago...

A year ago I clung onto the covers on my bed... lamenting... heartbroken over you.

Today, you're more of a fading scar than a gaping wound.

Azariah Jul 2023

Panic attack

When we broke up,
I remember clasping my heart in my hand.

I could not believe that my heart had escaped out off its cage.

Trying to chase after you,
Desperately trying to get back to where it belonged.

I almost died trying to unlove you.

My first panic attack left me in awe about how deeply you had intertwined in my very being.

Azariah Jul 2023

You gave me butterflies

Those butterflies I felt,
that fluttered to the zenith of dangerous firmaments,

they too die.

Azariah Jul 2023

All you could...

I asked you to take a look at the lacerations you caused.
All you could do was, avert your gaze. All you could say was, "I'm sorry."

And

"You will heal."

Azariah May 2023

Permission

People get lonely,
And that's okay.

But I want to be lonely with you,
Is that okay too?

Permission

#love