The feeling of your fingers
Oh how it lingers
The softest skin traces my palm
Each heart beat is like a bomb
Exploding in my chest
Could this be a test
So much time has passed
It all happened so fast
Memories stay in my head
Listen to what I said
"I will always be your friend
Up until the end"

When will it be ok
She pretends during day
Only to break away
Darkness comes
Taking over
Like banging drums
Nothing inside her
Suffocating in her mind
Yet still so blind
What would be lost
If she ever just died

I run away from my fears
only to find tears

I want someone to hold my hand.
I want someone to talk to me all night.
I want someone to dance with me.
I want someone to go on long walks with me.
I want someone to catch me when I fall.
I want someone to fall asleep next to me.
I want someone to wake me with a whisper.
I just want someone.
I want you to hold my hand.
I want you to talk to me all night.
I want you to dance with me.
I want you to go on long walks with me.
I want you to catch me when I fall.
I want you to fall asleep next to me.
I want you to wake me with a whisper.
I only want you.

When will it end
I feel like I'm drowning
My heart pounding
Waiting for it all to stop
Or for me to drop
Far away from everything
I suffer through it,
It will never end.
But I will never give up

I look to you in the late night
To maybe share a little light
You make me happy even when I'm down
Maybe like a clown?
Your outward happiness, that I admire
It spreads so quickly, like wildfire
With just one look they all smile
But your own happiness is off by a mile
Wish I could help
But I know that I'd melt
The fire you burn all around
It keeps you nailed to the ground
Will you ever fly with all the other angels
The fire you live in has burned your wings
While everyone else still sings
Never to pause to save a lost soul
It has never been their goal

The ocean that drowns me
Chases you away
Please don't flee
My world is always grey
But now you come
To light the way
Please don't run
I could help if you stay
Hold my hand...
Water meets fire
There's a burst of desire
Eyes locked
Both of us shocked
"I love you"
"I love you too"

You can count on me
To **** up your day
There will never be a 'we'
There just isn't a way
You are with her
And I am alone
Forever alone.
There is love in your eyes
That kills me all the time
Your love belongs to someone else
I know it will never be mine.