Saved by faith
This sinner found
A hiding place
At the foot of the
Throne of mercy's grace
Bowing only in the
Presence of holiness
Trusting that one day
I can see God face to face...

The space of time
To focus on is now
Since the past already was
And the future is yet to occur
Livinig this presence is a gift
Worth being thankful for
Lord I'm humbled
To be able again
To celebrate this present life
I awoke to today
To try and get things
Right once more...

What im thinking
A penny couldn't possibly
Cover the cost of it
May be diabolical just a lil bit
Not really caring to give a ****
Even my give a fauq is broken
Yup second by second
Even minute by minute
I want to know
The cause and effect of it all
*** are we doing all this
Hustling for, if we still
Don't seem to have ****

Just to get out
Holding my breath from
This detrimental fresh air
Inhaling toxicities at
Anaphylactic proportions
When your suicidal thoughts
Are delusions of setting you free
Don't believe the hype through
Golden plated fronts
Weather we live or die
Somewhere every 24hrs
The sun has the ability
To rise and shine or not
And your skies can still be
Any shade of greyish blue you so choose

I gotta stay out my feelings
Red whines and hazy ceilings
Sipping that drip fom your lipz
My my my my my my my body
Been yearning for your shine
To brighten the darkest of knightz
Trying so hard to save them very
Same hoes, again captain
Save that ***** who never
Asked for your kind of savings...

Looking in the mirror
For quite some time now
Beauty is no longer seen
Through the pains of life's regertz
That have gotten so overwhelming
All that's visible is the toll taken
On a fragile heart by way of
Much inflicted emotional pains...

Of course I am different
I'm supposed to be
Imagine how chaotic
Existing would be
If everywhere I looked
I saw your exact face
And everyone you see
Looks exactly like me?