Karmatic klimaxez
Expected boom a rangz
Ringing bellz early
Churches crutched sanctuaries
Foolishly trying  tricks
On gargoyles motoz
What was Quazy thinking
Or was he?
Cheating on his girl
With his gurlz wifey
Upgraded heartz
Don't beat da same
3000 bpm'z a sekond
Far longer than 4evaz minuitez
Tisk Tisk Tisk, Nam
Petty thymez 2
Isn't it Gemini season Baby
Grownups double mynded too Boo!
Happy New Year!!!

God
If you can't save me
Nobody can
I'm dying
Out of your way and will
Dismantling
My own purposeful plan
Taking my own life
From the safety
Of the palms of your hands
No Mas!
Destroying myself
Was never a part
Of a Devine plan.

So close
Enemies were once
Very close friends
Intimate knowledge
Of the God in me
Who meets me where
I'm at
Gracefully taking me
Where I need
Not exactly, where
I want to be...

P.S. Humbly I try to stay grateful!

Methodical plan of escaping
Far away from this painful
Pruning.
Bruiser battered ego
No room at any inn
For wounded zoulderz
Impeccable smouldering
Behind evil eyez
Giddily welcoming innocence
Far more organized than I
This den of joy thieves.

Our good tymez
Wasn't juzt good
Dey really were dyno might
As children
We're kept protected
From the struggle
Until We learn how
To become a part of the fight...

Pay to go sit down and tell someone my problems
So they can help me figure out
What to do with my life.
When the hell did **** ever get this bad, this rough, this ******?
I never wanted any of the pain I endured and or inflicted.
How, how can I possibly say I love you and knowingly do and say **** to hurt and destroy you spiritually, emotionally,  physically, mentally.
What the fauq kind of mom raises duality of hateful love
Despising your beginnings once finding out what the origin was about.
Only once in your version and who talks first I suppose win the prize of saying far too much.
Afraid of a tarnishing of my own causing
Hurting the eneme caused from within.
Figure out what YOU need and want.
I can't and won't be both.
I AM ONLY ONE HUMAN
ONE PERSON,ONE WOMAN
ONE DAUGHTER WITH DAUGHTERZ
ONE MOTHER THREE JOURNEYZ...
Walk with me, not behind
Anything or Anyone...